
Anya fell silent while staring at the Sinan apartment building that she had been to first. After hearing the news of Sinan being sick, Anya could no longer pretend to be deaf and indifferent. The focus of his work was even completely lost until he chose to go home faster on Radit. And here he is.
After getting off the taxi, Anya did not go straight in and just stared at the floor where Sinan's unit was. His feet wanted to walk in but Anggi's speech at that time made his feet seem glued to the asphalt now. Though Anya knew most likely Sinan felt pain on his own without anyone taking care of him.
What if he was reckless to enter and see Sinan's condition his heart would waver again?.
What if after his heart wavers and accepts Sinan back but the end will only hurt Arum later?.
What if all of those things have happened and only leave regrets at the end of his life later?.
And all how the others fill Anya's head now. Instead of going inside and looking at Sinan's condition, calling Wine to check Sinan's condition is the most reasonable answer right now.
But it seems like God does want Anya to step in the dawahdir that has been scratched, until the 5th ringtone, Wine did not lift the phone. There was only an automatic message that came in that told her she was in the operating room and could not be reached.
With his breath. Anya ventured to step into this apartment building. Going home will only make Anya's head feel like it wants to break because it is too worried about the condition of her boss.
He only needed to look at Sinan, make sure the man ate and took medicine, then immediately left as soon as Sinan rested. It only takes less than 3 hours, Anya sure will not waver in the slightest with her decision last week.
Although there is no relationship between them other than the boss and his employees. Anya felt a sense of responsibility because of the possibility of Sinan's pain this time there was little effect from his speech last week.
But once again, as if fate did want to test how strong Anya's stance on his words now. Anya's body again pegged as the elevator door that brought her to the floor where Sinan's unit was open. Anya's pupils widened as her gaze met with Anggi standing in front of the elevator door.
The woman was also no less surprised to see the existence of Anya here. But only a few seconds before finally Anya felt a little surprised when Anggi as if pretending not to see it. The woman got into the elevator and said nothing.
While Sinan's father who was still standing outside the elevator held the door shut so as not to "You don't want to go out?"
Anya knew Sinan's father's words were not shown to Anggi who had just entered the elevator, but to her who immediately regained consciousness and immediately walked out.
Before the elevator door closed which would bring to the two Sinan's parents down, Anya lowered her head as a sign of respect.
There was a little awkward because he had slapped Anggi, but there was still no apology that Anya wanted to say. Anya was just trying to protect her son.
After the elevator door closed, Anya's view is now fixed to the unit with the number 013 in front of her.
"My password unit 01319"
Pressing the bell up to three times but no sign of the door will be opened yet, Anya entered the password that Sinan had mentioned first. 013 Is the unit number of his apartment and the number 19 is the date they first met at the bar first.
As soon as the door opened, Anya entered and was surprised not to play when she was suddenly pulled into Sinan's deck. The body temperature that Anya felt as soon as Sinan's skin touched her skin made Anya's worry multiply. Sinan's body temperature is very hot while the shirt worn by this man has been wet with sweat on the back.
"You're so hot. Come to the hospital" Anya asked.
Instead of getting an answer, Anya felt Sinan's body's embrace on her body increasingly hardened. There was a sobbing sound that sounded, making Anya just be quiet and not say anything more. His hand Anya hold as much as possible so that it is still on the side of the body. Fear if Anya hugs back, then she will also cry because of the longing that rises.
"Stay like this An" said Sinan lirih.
"You're so hot. I'm taking you to the hospital, yeah"
"I miss you An"
"We'll talk about that later. But now let's go to the hospital" Anya tried to escape Sinan's embrace. But back lost because the power is not comparable to Sinan's power.
This is a sick man, but his strength is strong!.
"Sir ki—"
"I love you An."
Anya patted Sina's back hard "At least change your clothes first. So wet. Later get sick"
"Please don't ever leave me"
Sinan's words just now made Anya go silent again. The plea that sounded so sincere coupled with the sobbing made the tears of Anya who had been detained so as not to slide now seemed free from restraint, glide freely with a load on the chest that presses it hard. Sinan cried as well as Anya who also sobbed in Sinan's chest.
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Forced in exchange for going to the doctor, Sinan refused and chose to return to rest in the room.
"Where is your shirt?"
Anya followed the location of the closet Sinan pointed at. Take a thin t-shirt from the closet and give it to Sinan. "Change your clothes. If again the fever is wearing thin clothes so that the heat in the body comes out, do not wear thick clothes"
"okay"
Anya moved to the chair so Sinan could get off the bed and walk to the bathroom. But it seems like his guess was wrong this time.
"What do you want?" anya asked frantically when she saw Sinan holding the end of the shirt the man was wearing.
"You change clothes. You said change, right?"
"Yes in the bathroom. Not here!"
"Why? I rarely change clothes in the bathroom, definitely in the dressing room or not on a rich mattress gini"
Anya glared sharply at Sinan "Yes that's if it's alone. Now there's me"
Sinan smiled thinly "His own girlfriend who soon changed status to wife mah no problem. After all the male body from above the navel is not aurat either"
"Who wants to marry ka—. Yak!! The father!!" agai Anya as Sinan completely removed the man's shirt from the head. Anya immediately turned her head in the other direction so as not to look at the body with a checkered shape on the abdomen.
"Haven't?" anya asked without looking at Sinan again. Her eyes should not be stained again before changing status to wife.
"Not yet."
"Older sir. Just change the doang shirt"
"Well if you don't want anything else? If you want to see, it doesn't matter either. You got his name on it"
"Crazy!"
Sinan's laughter sounded so crisp in Anya's ears. Looks like the decision to go to this unit was a mistake.
"Udah sir?" ask Anya again.
"Yet. In a minute"
"But a long time ago. Can you wear a shirt?!"
"If you can't, will you help me wear my clothes?"
"Crazy!" just say Anya again.
Sinan's laughter again sounded " Already. You can come here"
Anya turned her head while rambling at length. But his chatter immediately stopped when Sinan's face was now only one inch away from his face. So close that Anya could feel Sinan's hot breath.
"Don't call me father. Try if I'm not sick anymore, I'll kiss you here"
Anya was speechless as she felt Sinan's thumb rub his red lips.
"I don't want you to catch a fever. That's why I want to kiss you here"
Anya's eyes closed as Sinan's lips landed on her forehead. Long enough as if to spill all that yearning all along.
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