Andra's Records

Reno Explanation

Clear open the screen hapenya. He saw the reflection of his eyes that were swollen from crying last night. He sent Reno a message to get the boy to come to his house. 15 minutes later Reno was in front of his room.

"Just be quiet, it's me.."

Bening opened the door of his room after a long time he closed it to Reno. Then he walked towards the bed.

Reno who saw Bening thus felt devastated. She knew she was crying all the time. He approached her and said, "Please forgive me, Bening."

"Take me to the airport, the plane will take off in two hours." Bening even replied with a sentence that was not concerned.

"You want to go back to the USA?"

"Well, why else am I here. Andra doesn't exist. I've known all your lies all along!" He began to raise the intonation of his voice.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"You lied to me until now, how can I forgive you, huh?"

"I know, but listen to me..."

"Please, time is open for you."

"I know it's hard for you, but I am too. You were hurt when I found out I was hurt from the beginning I knew Andra was sick. For many years I have lived you with the shadow of Andra, in fact I also live in it. I give the same world to you. The world where Andra still exists and still acts flat and cold. Because then I feel like we'll both be better. I managed to trick you. And finally you study hard to graduate in five years. I'm really sad that you did all that for something that ended a long time ago. But I don't regret it." Reno paused for a moment. "Andra asked me to do all this. He wants you to succeed and succeed in achieving your goals. He once told me that he was a little sorry to know you. If only you hadn't met, maybe no one would have felt the pain you felt."

"Andra is like a flower that always blooms. He never died in the memory of everyone. He was always known even though he was long gone. Which makes it so because during his life he was a person who valeu. And that makes it so meaningful to us because he's willing to sacrifice anything for the people he loves."

"I know, I was wrong to seem to follow him too much. Thas right. But I'm happy to do it. Andra is like me. I consider him more than a brother. He is me and I am him. It doesn't matter if you say anything, but that's what I believe. Andra will never die, not as long as I'm alive. That's my principle."

"All the burdens he left were on my shoulders. And I don't mind embracing all that burden. And that's why I want to hide all this from you."

Bening just fell silent. It seemed like he was absorbing everything Reno said. Then he began to gather the memories of the falsehood that man had done.

"So the letter you gave me when I came home from the exam, the watch you said from Andra, the secret messages called AM, and the chat wa who told me to come here, was it all you?"

Reno was silent for a moment then nodded slowly. "Yes, I'm sorry."

"Well! You bastard!" Bening was upset.

Reno.

"Andra died the day you set out to pursue your dreams. He told me, if you graduate, I'll have to replace him no matter what. Before he died, he told me if God could give him time until he could hear you pass. Then I answer you must be loved. But as it turns out, the Power wills differently. He died that day."

"I'm so sorry that being too submissive to her especially hid her illness. If I had told her parents from the beginning she might have been dealt with quickly and would not have ended tragically. But even when the parents wanted to take her to the best hospital in the world, she refused and thanked them. In the end he accepted death."

"I know I'm an asshole, but you should also know that Andra is a rock. I can't do anything else but obey what he wants."

Bening stroked the breath. He finally knows everything. He thinks Reno's had enough to tell you all about Andra. He understood that Reno was the same as him. Even the man was much sicker than he was.

"All right, I forgive you. So, please take me to the airport." Clear wiped away her tears that had almost fallen from her eye sockets. He got up and walked into the closet. He'll pack his things right now.

"Are you sure you'll be back this soon?"

"At least you enjoyed your vacation first. I've been applying for your leave for a month" Reno said.

"Although, I want a vacation in the United States."

"Well, if that's what you want." Reno nodded.

After packing his suitcase, Bening went downstairs. There he meets Aunt Leoni. The woman went to her house almost every day and told her many things. Looks like they became good friends.. Even though she was a few years older than him.

"Mother, Auntie, Bening is coming back to the USA." she killed both of them.

"Well, what's the sudden?"

"There is work" he said weakly.

"Well, what a pity..." Aunt Leoni hugged him. Real tight. "I'm sorry Auntie hasn't contacted you in years. Sorry also because all this time played a role in lying to you. Aunty, I hope you meet someone better than my son."

Clear smile. "Thank you very much, Auntie."

"Oh yes, later if my savings are enough, I want to invite Mom to live in the USA alone." He stared at Mom with a small smile. "I don't want to come back here anymore,"

"Darling...." Mom approached. "You said that anyway... Mother does not forbid you to go, but you must remember to go home. This is where you were born, and you will come back here" said Mother.

"But here gives me a bad experience Mom, I don't want to live in my dreams anymore..."

"Not so dear, I know you're hurt but try to calm yourself down. Later you will also realize yourself..."

Smile a little again.

"Oh yes, this is a gift from Auntie..." Leoni gave her a paper bag.

"What's this?"

"That's my book. All of it pure from Andra's records. If you read it, you won't feel that sick again. The main character is certainly you with him. He told me everything he felt and experienced. You will understand how to practice something that has returned to its Lord. Hope you like it."

Clear not flinching. He opened the paper bag and saw the contents of a book called 'Mysterious Child' and an obsolete note.

"The other is Andra's original notebook. Aunty think you're better off keeping the book."

Bening. "Thank you, Auntie..."

Reno finally drove Bening to the airport.

"Thank you Ren" he said, dragging his suitcase.

"Be still," Reno called out half-shouting. Clear turned. "Is there anything you want to ask?"

Bening nodded. "Do you love me?"