Andra's Records

Losing is a Sure Thing

As we grow up we are forced to accept everything including the unpleasant part of this life. There will be many problems and tragedies. And the task of an adult is to go through it with the best solution.

Surely the clear feel destroyed. The world suddenly turned into darkness. But of course this could not be allowed to linger or drag on. No matter what the story is, Andra is still gone. Wanted him to cry a million days Andra would not come back.

He hugged his knees on the balcony of the room. His eyes looked blankly ahead. It was the third day since he knew that everyone was lying to him. Honestly, he wasn't angry with everyone, because of course they did it for the good of Bening.

It had been three days since he locked himself in the room. He's angry at himself. Why is he so focused on himself that he doesn't know anything about Andra. Especially when Aunt Leoni said that Andra left because of leukemia. Of course it's stupidity. He was always with Andra at the time. But not a little did he know about the history of the man's illness. And that's Bening's biggest regret.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. I knew it must be her mother. "Come on, ma'am," even though she shut herself in, she let her mother come to see her.

"Darling, eat yu first!" take Mom after you enter the room.

"This is first. Clear meal at one." reply clearly with a faint smile.

Mom approached her daughter who looked tired. She hugged him. "Darling, I'm sorry.." she said.

"Why are you sorry?" ask Bening wonder.

"Actually I know about Andra's death. Mother also took him to his final resting place."

"What??"

"Yes. But long before Andra died, she had met her mother. He's a courier. At first he introduced himself and finally we had a long chat." mom started to look up to that time.

"He told me about himself and about you. Tell mom why she loves you that deep. And in the end he told his illness to his mother. At first, my mother was very surprised. But she explained it carefully so that I could understand her situation. He was not long ago then. He sends a message so that the news of his death never get to your ears before you succeed in pursuing your dreams. And it's been realized.." without a sudden mother's tears spilled.

Bening is crying. Even the man could find his mother. Andra, he's hurting more.

"Andra is a good boy, of course I know. He was a polite, authoritative and well-informed boy. You can only know by meeting him once. Too bad people don't seem destined to live long..."

Hugged his mother. Cry broke. This harsh reality tormented him. But there was nothing he could do but accept it.

"Mother... Can I find someone like Andra again?"

***

So far Bening has been able to avoid Reno. He really did not want to meet that man. He felt that for the past seven years he had been living inside the lies created by Reno.

Reno is coming again today. He knocked on the door of Bening's room and waited for hours but never opened. Reno had tried her best but it seemed that Bening was unwilling to see her again. Well, that bastard seems to be worthy of hate. Finally after a long wait until he fell asleep in front of Bening's room, he finally decided to go home. He'll come again tomorrow.

That night Aunt Leoni and Andrio came to the house. With ease Andrio can enter the room Clear. I don't know why he could turn the doorknob until it opened.

"Sir Bening.." call him.

Clear turned. He saw a figure of Andra walking towards him. Suddenly he stood up and ran to hug the man. This is the shame of living too long in an illusion. Even though he had accepted the fact that Andra had left, he turned out to be strange to see something closely related to Andra.

Andrio doesn't seem to mind Bening's treatment. He let the girl hold him.

"Eh, sorry Iyo," he hurriedly let go of his embrace.

"Liet down, brother" he said.

"Why are you here?"

"Hmm, I want to give you Andra's letter." said Iyo.

"What letter?"

"You know, I haven't read it either."

"Oh well, thank you." I received the letter.

"Huh?" Clear confused.

"Sir Clear aura is different. Now I understand why Brother Andra loves Brother Bening so much."

"Why?"

"Because Brother Bening is the only person like Brother Bening. It won't be replaced."

Suddenly Bening blushed. Don't know why he felt Iyo's words were sincerely spoken from his heart.

"Sir, can Iyo ask for something?"

"What tuh?"

"Don't be angry with Reno. Brother Bening must hear his explanation first."

"Hmmm, of course, Brother is not angry anyway" Bening smiled.

"But Big Brother smiled a lie."

He looked at Andrio. He felt that the child could read the thoughts and expressions of others. Andrio is the prodigy of Michael's family. Andra said that. Andra used to love telling Andrio stories. Little did Andra know about all that from Andra.

"I just feel lied to, Yo." said Bening admitted.

"Eatya Brother Bening hear Reno's explanation first."

"Hehe, all right, I'll be horrified..."

Andrio took a breath. He seemed to know that Bening's words just now were nonsense. He seems to know that Bening does not want to forgive Reno.

"From all the people left behind by Brother Andra, who bore the heaviest burden was Brother Reno. He was given a huge responsibility. Brother Andra left a lot to him. If Brother Bening knew all the suffering he was going through, of course Brother Bening would not be able to be angry with him. Because he's a real hero." Andrio. "I know I was too small at the time. If only I were as old as I am now, maybe all of Brother Andra's requests would be placed on me."

I was obviously interested in that conversation. He pulled Andrio's hand to sit on the edge of the bed. They chat there.

"What did Andra say?"

"much. One of them is clear brother." said Andrio.

Bening straight glared.

"Kak Reno is not without reason to enter the same university as Kak Bening. It was Brother Andra who told me. He asked that Brother Bening be guarded. Monitor every day. And look, he did."

"Curtain! You bego guy!"

"Not Bego Brother, it's so unfortunately he's the same Brother Andra. Same brother too. It's just, he was wrong for being too obedient to all of Brother Andra's wishes."

Staring straight ahead. "From that, how do you feel after losing your brother?" a feeling of sadness immediately lingered in his heart when he mentioned your brother's words.

Andrio smiled a little. "I'm doing fine. Long before Brother Andra left, he told me. He told me not to cry for him because he doesn't like to be angry. I strengthened my heart and tried to accept the truth. I was six years old, but I could already feel the pain. I was forbidden to cry with him. Beh, that day I completely lost myself." Andrio story.

"Why is Andra like that? There are many people he treats like that. Including me."

"Since childhood Brother Andra did not want to bother others. He held the principle that something he could do on his own. That's a shame he's too afraid to bother others. Finally he's tired of being alone and this is it..."

"Hmmm, but I don't know the least about all of this that I can't take."

"I understand Brother Bening. Hence Brother must hear an explanation from Brother Reno. Because he knows a lot about Andra. Even the most secret things. Maybe I know, too, but not everything I can define in my own words."

"Hmm, Alright. Thanks for your advice."