Andra's Records

Letter from Andra

Bening has booked a ticket to return to the USA. Tomorrow the day after tomorrow he will fly to the real life. Maybe it would be better than him staying home and thinking about his stupidity and he also did not want to be too drawn out in regret.

"Sorry Nin, but tomorrow I have to go back to the USA" Bening told someone over the phone.

"Well, he said he wanted to see my first baby" the voice of the person across sounded disappointed.

"I'm sorry, but I have to get back busy so I don't go crazy."

"Oh, it's because of that yeah..."

"Don't tell me you know that too!" He started to say cold.

"It's about Andra, right?" Nina pressed her voice.

"Hm. You know anything about him? Don't you know the truth?"

"What truth? About her disappearance?"

"Well! You obviously know that, right?"

"of course. Everyone in this town knows it too!" answer Nina. "Andra's a son of a conglomerate, it's impossible to hide his death!"

"But why don't I know?"

"Hmm, that's me confused too. All I remember, the day after Andra's sudden death, one school was silenced by Reno. He told everyone to be quiet and not to talk about death. Also, forced to lie to you. I didn't think he made it until now."

"Reno? Why would he do that?"

"I don't know either, for sure he succeeded."

Clear cut off the phone. He feels like everyone is the same. Always telling the truth, there's a reason, but what???? He wants to know too.

A clear look was fixed on the letter given by Andrio a few days ago. Honestly, he did not want to read the letter because it must be just an apology or not beautiful words from Andra. He did not want to fall again into a feeling that made him feel even more pain that the tip would not be healed.

However, the letter caught his attention this time. There is no harm in being read. Slowly he opened the worn-out envelope.

The writing inside the envelope was well known to Bening. The writing is still a record breaker as the most neat writing version. And somehow his eyes immediately interested to read. It's Andra's handwriting.

For the future....

Are you an adult?

Are you getting more beautiful?

Have you become a doctor?

Are you all right?

I wrote this to you on your 18th birthday. And hopefully it can get to your hands after this letter has been tucked away somehow until when. But my wish is that until the moment you have him over your ambition.

Clear beautiful and sweet, maybe this letter is as uncertain as my life. I don't know if it'll get into your hands or not. Just like me who's going to end today or when. I feel irrelevant anymore.

If this letter gets into your hands, I'll make sure Iyo gives it to you. And I'll make sure he doesn't read it either. My little sister I can count on.

Right, I haven't had time to apologize to you. If it's your hand, then this is our meeting after being separated for so long. I don't know when we'll last see each other before the Power overshadows me. I hope not on your birthday. Maybe if you have read this letter, it means this is our last meeting. And will never see each other again.

I want to apologize first for hiding everything from you. I'm sorry for getting you into my life. I also apologize for everything that happened. I apologize for giving you such a deep wound. I'm sorry I had to leave you.

Right, I want to thank you too. Everything you give is so beautiful. I feel happy even for a moment. Maybe my gratitude can't be expressed in words. Or maybe Reno will write a letter to you calling me. Well, I know he must have done it. But even though he wrote it, know that it must be a strand he can describe. In the end you will know I told him to.

There is one truth that you may not have known until now. I'm not sure that loser would dare to tell you directly. Now, I'll tell you.

Actually, Reno likes you. And it's been a long time. In the first meeting, when we collided that day, he actually fell in love with you. Later you will know that his love for Anastasya is nothing but nonsense. Just then, when you managed to make me laugh, he declared that he would come after you. But baby, I'm interested in you. And finally he gave you up for me. He's very very good.

Reno, my best friend is not without reason eager to pick you up every morning if I'm not around. Not without reason he's as good and caring as that to you. All because he has the same taste as me. She likes your smile so much, she likes your eyes too. At that time we always shared stories about what a Bening saw.

We like the same girl. Surprisingly, I don't mind all that. I don't even care when he says he wants to hug you. Want to kiss your tiny lips. Because at the end of the day I know he will be the winner.

Right, it feels like she's feeling deeper than me. I could feel it when he said it looked like you were in danger. And somehow his gut feeling is always right. He knows everything about you. I felt like I was nobody in front of you.

Fortunately, this pain I suffered gave her a little benefit. I can't be sure but you will be with him in the future. And if that's true, how happy I am because my best friend and boyfriend finally found happiness. I'll be happy if you guys are happy.

A good kid like Reno will certainly get a good one too. I'm sure of it. He will not end up with a dark Anastasya but with a bright Bening.

Right, maybe this will be my last request. I beg you to grant. Reno is the person I trust the most in this life, she is also the most reliable person. If you are with him, I will feel with you. Please Clear, if you still love me, then please love him. Stop your love for me and look to Reno. He's the best candidate I've chosen for you. You will never be disappointed, you will never be left behind and you will always be happy. Because that's what Reno is like.

All your dreams will be fulfilled if you are with him. Have lots of kids, live in the USA, walk wherever you want, take care of lots of cats. Only Reno can make that happen.

Please be with him, Bening. I'm just sure of him. I believe you can be happy only when you are with him. Plis, grant me this last wish.

Reno is the angel of life. He became the most disadvantaged human being in the history of my life. Then I want to give him a gift that can penetrate all the goodness he has been. And you're the only one I can give him. Although, I don't know if you want to or not.

I always told him I was okay, now I regret it. In this letter I can only ask you for help. Please give her a light. He's been waiting for you until now. And I'm sure, a very callous human being doesn't seem to take his feelings for granted. I'm sure he's patiently waiting until you give him a crack so he can get in.

If you finally come together, know that I am smiling from above. I must be crying happily. Then please Bening...

I will always love you

Andra