Anastasya's Desire

chapter 3 Frustrated by circumstances.

During the return trip Anastasya looked lethargic, Anastasya thought of Mr. Rudi's words, Anastasya said,

Once at home Anastasya tries to cover up her grief from her Parents_,

Anastasya never told her bathin_suffering to the Mother. Anastasya did not want his adoptive Parents to feel the sadness that He experienced.

Anastasya always cried in silence.

Anastasya can only complain and take out all the dust that covers his _life in a Dairi _nya.

Anastasya can only lament his fate_, he said,

Anastasya picked up the clurit and rushed to find the firewood.

at each step Anastasya could only cry and cry lamenting his fate.

"Why servant should live with all this suffering O Allah, I only want to feel happiness in this world, I do not want anything else, I want people to stop insulting me.'' His inner.

The tears kept flowing down his cheeks nonstop.

" If Anas could have chosen, Anas would not have been born into this world, Anas would have been tired

Anas is no longer strong with all this suffering.

Why can everyone feel happiness.

While Anas could not feel what happiness was.'' Mumbled

Anastasya continued to complain along the vast grounds, his fear gone in an instant, as he felt how much his Heart ached when he was scorned, in relentless humiliation.

Anastasya could only cry remembering all the words of those around her.

"Can Anas not feel this happiness, O Allah?'' Prattling

Because Anastasya is looking for firewood only by himself.

Anastasya never found a friend for him to play with, let alone to like his pain.

Because others will only look down on Anastasya, and always demean Anastasya.

The people around him are only good on the lips, while the same mind _heart is always dirty looking down on Anastasya.

After the firewood was full, Anastasya rushed away from the yard.

Anastasya stopped at a small river to wash his face.

maybe now Anastasya's eyes have swollen because Anastasya cried for too long.

Yes Anastasya is just an adopted child. inevitably Anastasya always do something that is impossible to do by all children his age.

Anastasya only wishes there was a miracle for him in his future.

Once at home Anastasya put his firewood in the yard of his house, then he rushed in to get drinking water because Anastasya was thirsty from earlier while still in the yard.

Anastasya immediately went to the bathroom to clean his body and immediately fulfill his obligations as a Muslim.

After the completion of the prayer Anastasya complained to the Creator.In his prayer Anastasya pleaded that all those who had insulted him, and all those who scorned him, begged him, selau was blessed and immediately given heart consciousness, and always bestowed grace by God .

"Allah has strengthened the servant to face all your trials,

and sincerely I accept all the insults, contempt and scorn that people say to me.

sincere servants do not get happiness in this world, as long as the servant can be happy in your future paradise, O Allah.'' Her speech.

she shed her tears and continued to pray for her adoptive parents

The Flashback

Anastasya was foster by Ibu Yuni, because Anastasya was sick_sick as a baby,

People used to only know massage shamans.

Whether it hurts when Anastasya was a baby first, Anastasya's breath often ilang_ilang.

If the doctor says coma again,

Therefore Anastasya in the care of Mother Yuni.

when he was a baby Anastasya never felt drinking formula milk let alone Asi from the Mother Kandung. because since Anastasya was born Asi from the mother has not come out at all.

Anastasya is only given tea water and water only.so the growth is not appropriate age.so it is not one of Anastasya who can not grow like other children.

because of the baby, Anastasya is deficient in vitamins and so on.

Flashback off

Remembering the story, Anastasya covered his face with a pillow and shouted to relieve the pain in His heart.

Every day Anastasya was always in his house, Anastasya went out of the house just to go to school, looking for firewood and told Ibu Yuni to the stall only.

Anastasya rarely plays with his friends_.

Anastasya tried to reconcile his life's fate to the Creator.

"Maybe this is my destiny, without a single happiness.'' He murmured in his daydream.

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Unaware of Anastasya, Zein the friend was already beside her and immediately startled her.

" Woyy. daydreaming of continuing her work.'' said zein surprised anastasya.

" You are like a jailangkung sich Zein, his job is just ngagetin people.'' said Anastasya kesel

"Beautiful girls can't be angry, beautiful daar yang lho" said zein teasing anastasya

" Beautiful from Hong Kong, ugly Yes Zein, do not have to say I'm beautiful", he replied patting Zein's shoulder the friend.

"That you are beautiful is my dear Anastasya" Zein comforted Anastasya.

Anastasya just smiled wryly with a joke of Zein the friend.

" If I'm beautiful, no one will insult me when Zein" Anastasya

"Oijah... PR where PR I want to cheat.'' said the Zein while grinning horses.

" Not finished Zein, this is again in the work, if you have done the PR_nya that", asked Anastasya

"If it's finished I will not come here and nanyain cheat Anastasya time....? howa sich.'' Zein said with a murmur to stifle his frustration.

" Yes, we've worked together yuck.'' Take Anastasya carefully fearing that Zein is offended.

Zein nodded in agreement while doing her schoolwork.

"Where tomorrow" asked Zein

" What is it" replied Anastasya

"Yes tomorrow, go to school where else try, if I enter samperin here" he asked

" Don't know yet said the mother who wants to talk to her own Guardian Class", the answer is weak

"No need to be sad dong Anas.'' Zein tries to cheer up Anastasya the friend.

" I'm not sad, I'm just messy with my parents, he said sadly.

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