
With a tone of panic and worry Mas Erlan asked, ''You are why baby, someone is sick, or we go to the hospital just now,'' he asked in succession.
I smiled and grabbed Mas Erlan's hand, I patted slowly while saying, 'Daughter is okay Mas, Princess is just dizzy, so no need to go to the hospital huh,'' I answered blinked, I looked at the face of Mas Erlan who was still very worried about me, I myself feel happy to pay attention to kayak now.
''Dear...? adek can not be naughty in here yes, Mommy wants to pray at dawn first, so adek yak ya kiddo, '' Erlan said stroking my flat stomach.
I smiled to see Mas Erlan talking in front of my stomach, like he was talking to his baby.
''Come Mas we pray, I'm already okay,'' invite me to Mas Erlan.
''Truly no longer dizzy,'' he asked to make sure.
I nodded, ''Yes Mas? since when my husband does not believe in the Princess, '' my ledek that makes Mas Erlan start smiling, the worries that had been tucked in Mas Erlan began to disappear, Erlan carried me and took me to the bathroom.
''Mas...? The princess could be alone, I whined to my husband Mas Erlan, but he ignored my words, Mas Erlan lowered me when I was in the bathroom.
Immediately I took ablution, so that Mas Erlan would not wait too long for me to perform the congregational dawn prayer.
I put on my face before approaching Mas Erlan who was ready on the prayer rug that he had already titled.
''Deary? if it still feels dizzy, you better pray just sit, '' said so softly, just like the first time united.
''Insya Allah Putri can kok Mas, Mas take it easy, yes already let's start his prayers, the dawn rises, '' I said remembering Mas Erlan as my priest.
Mas Erlan nodded and immediately started the Fajr prayer, as usual I always kissed Mas Erlan's hand when finished praying, and Mas Erlan instead always kissed my forehead while reciting prayers for my safety. after that we continue with the withers and tawassul on our deceased ancestors.
I deliberately took the Qur'an and read Surah Yusuf and Surah Maryam, deliberately I specifically on the baby in my stomach.
''The bag is ready first, baby?'' pamit Mas Erlan while kissing my cheesy forehead. I just nodded slowly and continued my unfinished work.
And when I was done with my saw, I immediately headed to the kitchen, in the kitchen I was preparing the seasoning I was going to use, but when slicing an onion my stomach felt so nauseous that it made me want to vomit, I ran to the bathroom next to the kitchen and vomited clear liquid.
Hueekk...Hueekk.
My body was already feeling very weak, I leaned my back against the wall, Mas Erlan ran from the room with her worries.
''It's a shame you're okay, right?'' tanyanya sad.
I smiled, ''Daughter is okay Mas, don't worry like it's Ok, it's a woman's nature, '' said I stroked her back.
''What caused you to vomit,'' Mas Erlan asked still remained worried.
As I passed through the onion slices my stomach felt nauseous again, I let go of Mas Erlan's embrace, while closing my mouth I ran back to the bathroom and spewed out a clear liquid, because my stomach is also still empty only water earlier that I had time to drink when I wanted to get out of the room.
Mas Erlan came up to me again, he massaged my neck gently and said, ''We go to the doctor, baby,''
'''Mas? no need, maybe our child does not like the smell of onions so my stomach becomes nauseous like gini, '' I replied slowly.
Erlan then came out of the bathroom, I just leaned my shoulder against the wall. I saw Mas Erlan enter again and approached me sitting limp on the bathroom floor.
Mas Erlan carried me and took me to the room, I saw the onion that I had sliced was no longer in its place, it turned out Mas Erlan came out just to throw the onion.
With a very heart Mas Erlan put me in bed, while covering me he said, ''Honey? I'm worried about leaving you alone at home,''
''Daughter is okay Mas, Mas Erlan just went to work, '' said I smiled for Mas Erlan to leave quietly.
''I'm sorry Mas, the Princess can not serve Mas Erlan, the Princess can not cook anymore, '' said I was sad.
Mas Erlan hugged me, kissed my forehead and then kissed my flat stomach. ''No matter what, my dear, I can order good, what you want to eat now, '' she asked me stroking my back gently.
I shook my head slowly, today I have no appetite, I want to vomit when I hear the word food.
''How about if Mas take a leave of absence now, Mas still worried about you dear?'' Say again.
''Just work, soon Ms. Widya and sister Sandra will come here, Mas don't have to worry anymore, '' I said.
''If it's about eating, then in the street Princess will buy her own really, if now the Princess again males want to eat, ''' I also smile to see the face of Mas Erlan this morning.
Finally Mas Erlan left for work too, after tired of persuading him from earlier.
I told Mas Erlan not to lock the front door, because Widya and Sandra would come to pick him up.
At 8:30 I was ready with my luggage, which I had prepared from last night for the children at the Foundation. Not to forget also I put the envelope that has been filled with Zein and also Rini's sister last night.
I do all of this just to be grateful for all the blessings that God has loved me so far, not that I want to show off or praise someone, because I always take the time to always give alms to people in need, it is all just because of the blessings of God that I have got.
Actually my request is not grandiose, I want a caring husband, God of love. I want to succeed, God also love and now he gives the most beautiful gift in our lives both the presence of the baby, who is still in my stomach.
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God will always grant all the do'a do'a people who want to worship him, prostrate and cry when we can still cry in front of him.