Anastasya's Desire

chapter 16 The sorrow that the mother inflicted

Aldy immediately bought 1 pack of books for his sister Anastasya.

Didn't forget also Aldi bought school tools for Anastasya the younger brother?.

Actually Aldy is very affectionate with Anastasya the younger brother, because he was afraid of the mother so Aldy did not show his affection to Anastasya.

Aldy always sniffed at Anastasya in front of his mother? although in his heart it is very painful to see the sister who is always snapped and always in omeli even though the sister has nothing wrong with the mother.

But behind the mother Aldy very dear to the younger brother.

Aldy the older brother always steals the opportunity to buy'in Something for Anastasya the younger brother, something that is needed by the younger brother even though the price is not how much, Anastasya is so happy to get the attention of Aldi's older brother.

Actually Aldy always felt sorry for Anastasya because not only other people who always humbled his sister.

But also the mother, the mother who was pregnant for 9 months 10 days and also painstakingly gave birth with a life bet though, but the mother has no affection at all for Anastasya the child, even she (the mother) hates her daughter very much.

I don't know what happened to the mother?, Anastasya also did not know.

But when he saw Anastasya crying Aldy's heart was so sick.

Anastasya never complained to her mother, even though she did not have school supplies, just like she did not have a new uniform for school.

Anastasya never complained in the slightest. because Anastasya realized that the parents who raised him were only peasant porters, who earn no fixed income!.

Anastasya is always self-conscious because she was born into this world without being expected by her birth mother.

All Anastasya asks for is the affection of her biological mother.

Anastasya had a short thought and it was forbidden by religion, namely suicide!.

If suicide were halted by religion.

But by suicide will not be able to solve the problems that are now being faced.

Anastasya would do such a ridiculous thing.

But Anastasya always remembered the Khalik, who created and gave life in this world. Anastasya is sure to be beautiful in time.

since then Anastasya never again thought of the words of the birth mother.

Anastasya knew the character of the stubborn Mother who always humbled her Son, the Mother also often compared His Son with the children of his neighbors.

Because her neighbor's son was married and already had children, the mother never thought how Anastasya the child felt then. then she said?'

"That if you want to be applied to the same person, while you yourself when to apply to the same person.'' Ketus

Anastasya could only wipe her chest while holding back her cries.

" Who doesn't want people to apply, Anas also wants Mom…? but is there anyone who likes Anas with Anas's condition like this?. Inwardly

Her tears could not be contained anymore, her tears escaped when she heard the words of the mother who so hurt her heart.

Anastasya cried in silence, only tears came out wetting both cheeks.

words for words just escaped the lips of the biological mother.

All his words even went around in Anastasya's brain.

Anastasya tried to erase all the memories of the mother's words, but the memory had been stored so neatly in his heart that it was difficult for him to erase them.

Anastasya could only lament his bitter fate, and Anas said after the birth mother returned to her own home.

"If Anas is not expected here!, why was Anas born into this world?,

Anas did not ask to be born if only for the ingredients of scorn and scorn of people, Anas always aware of it, Anas did not have the right to ask for happiness, Anas was too carded with happiness in this world.

while the always Anas Tungu-waiting does not approach Anas in the slightest?!.

"Only the misery that Anas always gets, if there is no more happiness for Anas in this world, you better immediately take the life of Anas, O Allah…?? he said it was getting frustrated.

For a long time Anastasya had harbored the bitterness of his life.

But now even the words are thrown from the lips of the person who is pregnant and who gave birth to her.

Throughout the night Anastasya continued to cry in silence, his heart was very sick, as it hurt like a very hot spear that pierced his heart.

Anastasya woke up from his sleep, wiped the remains of his tears, then moved from his bed to the bathroom to take ablution water' and tahajjud prayers and hajat prayers.

Anastasya asked for His peace of heart to the Khalik, the Creator of all nature and all its contents.

Only then could Anastasya forget the bitterness of his life.

"Thou shalt not give a happy servant in this world, a sincere servant, O Allah?, if the servant can reach your family (your paradise).

for in this world there is no eternal,

all who live will feel the name of death,

if indeed the servant can still feel happiness in this world point out, O Allah,

even if there is no more happiness for the servant, I beg you for short is the age of this servant.

because the servant is no longer strong to sustain all the burden of trials that you have given to the servant all this time.!! he said in prayer with his sobbing

The mukenah that had been dry now began to get wet, with tears constantly falling on its face.

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