Allow Me to Feel Tired
Don't Go.
Meeting back with Abi, making Fia have to rearrange her heart from the beginning. Not wanting to be selfish, because there was Abian that Fia had to consider.
Since Abian's recognition and acceptance of Abi, the hai makes the two more often meet and familiar. Fia did not forbid and restrict their meeting, only Fia had to respond wisely.
Just today, Ahmad returned from where he studied. Fia was so happy, and made a small show for her family. Nek Ida was no less enthusiastic, Ahmad also felt happy to be reunited with his family.
"Mother, where's Abian?" Feeling that he did not find his sister at home, made Ahmad feel lonely.
"Your sister is gone, she will soon be back, brother." Answer Fia.
Previously, Fia has not told anything about Abi who is now back. Ahmad knew a little of the story of the journey of Fia's life, so they met at that time. And now, Fia believes that Ahmad is the time to know this news.
"Sister, mommy wants to talk to me for a second. Brother's not busy ?" Fia assured that Ahmad was not interrupted by time.
"Yes bun can, brother is on holiday. Hehe." Ahmad's smile made Fia calm.
The two now sit together on the front porch of their modest house, Nek Ida also joined together. With a little snack served, so that their chat becomes more delicious.
"Sister, mommy wants to say. That's your brother's father, Abian. It's back now."
Quickly, Ahmad turned his head towards Fia. He looks quite surprised by the news he just heard, although he actually already knows if one day Fia will return with his family.
"Big brother why?" Fia clasped Ahmad's hand, looking at the face as if she felt something was hidden.
Shaking his head, Ahmad did not want to make Fia sad. Then he turned around to hug Fia, the cry broke. Make Fia and Nek Ida feel what Ahmad feels.
"Son." Fia rubbed Ahmad's head gently.
"Mother don't go, don't stay in Ahmad's mother." That hoarse voice made Fia feel full.
"If the mother goes, Ahmad same grandmother who will. Mother same Abian don't go ya."
"Why do you say that, son? Who said you'd leave?" Fia pulled Ahmad's body and looked at him.
"Abian's father is back, it's a sign that mother and Abian will come back to them and leave us." The cry sounded so heartbreaking.
The fact that brought them to this day, Fia reunited with her husband and also the father of Abian. And that makes Ahmad sad, he will lose again the figure of a mother who has been attached to Fia.
"Let's see Mother." Both of Fia's hands directed Ahmad's face to look at him.
"Don't ever think if you're going to leave Ahmad and Grandma, after all. You are a part of your mother's life, and Ahmad is still Abian's sister."
"For Abian's father, he's back son. But, there is something that you do not understand to accept the story. So, Ahmad is still a mother's son at any time."
"Is that mother?" Ahmad did not believe what Fia had said to him.
"Yes son, even though Ahmad was not born from the womb of the mother. But Ahmad is a mother's son too, like Abian." Nodding Fia's head made Ahmad feel relieved.
"Thank you mother, thank you."
Watching the scenery that was quite draining of tears, Grandma Ida was very happy. How he recalled at first meeting Fia, the woman never made any distinction. And now, everything has been proven by the circumstances they are experiencing at this time.
The atmosphere returned as usual, after Ahmad showed all his complaints to Fia.
"Mother, sister!" The scream from outside made them shocked.
Seen Abian ran into the house with a few paper bags in her hand, she immediately hugged Fia tightly.
"Mother, I bought Bian a lot of toys and clothes. Very good mother, Bian very happy." Abian did not pay attention to Ahmad who was there.
So excited, it makes Abian look so adorable.
"Bian, look who's sitting next to Grandma." Fia resuscitated Bian.
The eyeballs were pointing in the direction Fia was pointing at him, when looking at the person he missed. All the paper bag in his hand was released even he just threw it on the floor, he quickly scattered himself on the person.
"Sister!"
