Allow Me to Feel Tired

Apologizing.

Avoiding the two men who are now always present in Fia's daily life, makes it more caring for themselves and their children. Filing a leave of absence from work, made White even more upset with her brother.

In contrast to White, Abi is increasingly finding out about what Fia's daily life is from her leaving to the present. Where he finds out if he already has a child, a child who when Fia went from his side.

Knowing that Fia was applying for leave, Abi immediately headed to the address that Ronal had given her. A smile continued to be etched from his lips, until the speed of the vehicle he used stopped at a simple but elegant looking house.

"Mother, come on."

The voice of the little boy was so clear that it sounded in Abi's ears, the door of the house opened. The little boy pulled the hand of the woman he called mother, how shocked Abi was when he saw the face of the little boy.

"Let's mom, I'll get there by bad luck." Woe to that boy.

"Yes, baby, just a second. Grandma's still inside, Grandma's living."

"Grandma, come on grandma."

Nek Ida soon followed the two, now they are ready to go to the pesantren where Ahmad studied. But the greeting was shocked by a man who was now standing looking at them, the look in his eyes showing a deep longing.

"Om who? We're going to go." Abian had already approached Abi.

Abi's body shook with tears that he was now unable to hold anymore, equalizing his height with Abian. His right hand touched Abian's puffed cheek.

"Greet and accept him as a guest." Nek Ida whispered from the side of Fia.

Nek Ida realized that if the man who came was the one Fia had told her about, she could see the regret from her eyes as she looked at Abian. Therefore, Nek Ida gave space for fia, in order to be at peace with everything.

"Om, why strip?" Abian found Abi who was shedding tears.

The tiny hand rubbed Abi's already wet face, feeling so soothing when the little hand touched her. At that moment Fia came closer.

"Get in, it's not good to see people."

"Mother, Abian wants to pee."Babe Abian with a twitch.

"Yes, same grandma." Abian nodded his head and immediately ran towards the back.

The atmosphere became silent after the little boy left the two of them, Fia was so awkward and had to face back with the man who had already incised quite a deep wound on her.

"What's wrong?" Fia asked what Abi had come to her house.

Fia can not deny the advantages that Abi has, Surendra's power is very influential in everything. Tidka closes the possibility that they are moving all of their people to find out about Fia.

"Abian's name?" Abi asked their son's name.

"Yes, his name is Abian. It's seven years old." Obviously Fia is short.

Clasping Fia's hand, Abi knelt before her. Saying sorry words for all his actions that have caused you to hurt Fia, without thinking about the bad good. Since Fia's departure, Abi has felt all the suffering and also the recompense for all his attitude.

"Will you forgive mas Fi? We started everything all over again together, and we don't want you to go away from your life anymore. I'm sorry Fi." Bright Abi with all the regrets he did.

He looked down at the face of the man who had been hated and loved, after a long time the wound he hid. But now everything is open again, making Fia have to set aside her ego.

"I can't mas."

"Why Fi? I'm sorry, I promise I won't make you hurt again. Let us prove it's all Fi, please." Abi kept pleading with Fia.

Both of them became silent, both trying to understand the situation they are now experiencing. Not wanting to blame anyone, looking for ways to keep the problems and wounds from opening up again.

"Why do mothers and uncles cry?" Abian's voice made the two let go of the hand.