All For Love?

Jealous

On the way to Alfin's house, I was not stopping to think about what other Dimas's brother was until this morning, brother Dimas had not contacted me again, his phone was still inactive.

A lot of questions are going around in my brain. If anyone asks me how I feel right now, the answer is chaotic and somehow my tears suddenly drip down my cheeks but I am completely unaware until Alfin's voice breaks my daydream.

"Love, you cry?" ask Alfin.

"Eeeh, who's crying?" instead of answering, I turned the question to Alfin.

"That's your cheek wet. Lo why cry? I'm not saying, yes!" he said that he still felt confused because he saw me crying for no reason.

"Sorry, flickering doang." I replied in a quivering voice.

"Gue has memorized the same behavior of girls. Why do you cry why try? Are you afraid to go home? You afraid mama you're mad about you?" Alfin poked at me with a few questions.

"Lo tuh ya, bawel really know not! Just found out I'm a bad boy. If I say I'm okay, it means okay. I told you it was just a flickering doang!" ketus.

"Lo think I can't be different where the flickering and crying? Mending you be honest, what's wrong?" alfin asked as if he cared about the sadness I was feeling right now.

"Lo care about me?" I asked while squinting at Alfin.

"Huh, I care the same you? Don't you! I just don't want people to cry because of me. Though I do not say anything lo." he replied with a stammer at the beginning. The reason that still makes sense in my opinion however, seeing his facial expression that was like a misdeed, I felt anxious and amused made. I want to laugh at her behavior right now.

"Lo why do smiles look at me? Fascinated you're just as fond of me?" his now successful question also makes me wrong behavior like a thief who was caught red-handed.

"Gu-go. Ck, you know yes, I cry wrong, I smile wrong! How do you want me?" ask me in a sniffish tone to cover my nervousness. Yep! Right now I'm really nervous. I don't know what's happening to me right now, which is obviously a mess of my heart because Dimas' brother was momentarily forgotten because of Alfin's rants.

"I'm afraid you're smiling because you're crazy. If you smile because I'm fascinated, it doesn't matter, it's natural!" he said it casually made me immediately give a sharp look at him.

"Mending me crazy than having to be fascinated with land crocodiles like lo!" I said while turning my face.

"Ck, beware that you are crazy about me, and beg to be my girlfriend" he said with a laugh.

"Najis, what a piquancy lo! You need to know, I already have a boyfriend so there's no way I'm crazy about you what else you have to beg for love just like you stupid girls lo it." I said it and made me think of Dimas.

"And I'm sure one day you will be the stupid girl" said Alfin, still focused on the streets.

"Try it if you can!" myrag.

"Lo nantangin me?" alfin asked, I just shrugged my shoulders.

"Nor. But if you feel challenged, that's your problem!" my answer.

"So I can make you fall in love with me, you have to be mine and stay with your boyfriend! But if I can't make you fall in love with me, I will be your best friend and will protect you from any jerk who dares to disturb you. How's it?" he said with a serious tone.

"Lo's crazy!" my spoken.

"Gue's not crazy. I just respond to your challenge. I will fight for the next three months. Deal?" he said firmly while extending his hand.

"No." I said sniffling while shaking off Alfin's hand.

"Focus on nyetir anyway! Get hit again." I continued.

Alfin did not return my words, I was curious why he did not return my words to look back and look at his face which was now as if he was not excited.

Because I don't want to make the mood worse and end up with a debate, I chose to stay silent until finally Alfin's car was parked in the courtyard of a luxury house that I can guess the house was his family's.

Staying silent, he came down and opened the door for me.

"Al-is..."

"Let's go in, papa must have been waiting for you" he said and went straight into his house without waiting for me.

"Bi, please call papa, say that Love has come! Keep making him drink" said Alfin commanding an art.

"Ready den." Say the art and immediately do what Alfin says.

Not long after I waited in the living room, Danu came up to me, "Love, you've been a long time?"

"Eh om, not really, New love just came with Alfin" I said while yapping Danu.

"You're the same as Alfin semalem?" ask Danu, I'm confused what to answer because I'm afraid that Danu will think a no-no about me.

"iya-iya om. B-but we..."

"We have nothing to do with pa. Yesterday there was a little problem, and Love did not dare to go home. Instead of Alfin take Cinta to the hotel and it's a scandal, so Alfin takes Cinta to the apartment. But we're not roomy. Alfin sleeps in the living room, and Love is in the room." said Alfin explained about me being with him all night.

"Good, because if you say love, papa will marry you right now" said Danu laughing but not with me who was getting awkward and misbehaved.

"If Alfin is okay-okay just want to be married to Love. But Cinta already has a boyfriend, pa." he said in a lethargic tone.

"Although Cinta doesn't have a boyfriend yet, I would love to be the same naughty guy as you, Al. Isn't that right, Love?" ask Danu and I just smile. Honestly, I'm confused as to how to respond to this babbling son and father.

"Udah ah, pa don't be tempted mulu, later he angry with Alfin. He gets angry more than a lion." said Alfin and I just popped my eyes at him. I'd love to curse at this playboy guy, but because of Danu's om, it's impossible for me to say rudely to Alfin.

"Sorry Love, om and Alfin are like this. We are here only two art friends, one security guard and one driver, so understand that if there is a beautiful woman, we will immediately tease her." said om Danu honestly and clearly looks sadness in his eyes even though the lips om Danu laughs loosely.

"Yes, no papa. Oh yes om, what kind of work would you like to love for Love?" ask me.

"Oh yes, work problems yes, gini Cinta, om want you to be Alfin's assistant." Say it to Danu.

"Assistant for me?" alfin asked confusedly, which also represented my question.

"Yes, papa wants you to help papa take care of our new hotel." replied Danu.

"We're still in college, pa." Alfin.

"Papa knows. You can work part-time." reply Danu.

"As much as you want to or not." continued Danu.

For a moment I thought about Danu's offer and remembered my debts to the papa and the net, I also agreed to an offer from Danu. Danu also promised not to restrict me from going to college.

"Lo's sure?" ask Alfin to make sure.

"Yes, if Cinta wants, Alfin also agrees to start helping papa manage papa's business." Alfin's words made Danu smile happily.

POV

I was so happy to hear the voice of Love across the phone, but I was also afraid to lose Love if she knew about what I did to Karin. My voice began to tremble, I didn't know what to say to her. My mind began to calm down, but not with my heart growing rumbling when I suddenly heard Karin's voice.

"Sister." said Karin who had just woken up.

"Who is that brother?" ask Love when she hears Karin's voice calling to me.

I was so nervous to hear the question of Love, even to answer it it seemed like I no longer had the courage. However, to not make her even more suspect the existence of Karin who was with me, I gathered the courage to answer the question of Love and explain as much as I could, even though there was something I had to cover, and then I quickly disconnected my call to Love.

I am well aware that this attitude of mine will hurt Love very much, it could even make him suspect me more. But now is not the right time to think about that. Not because Love is not important, but my business with Karin right now is even more important for the sake of my relationship with Love going forward.

"Son, who's the same phone?" ask Karin.

"Love." I replied in a flat tone.

"Today, we need to talk right now!" I'm calling on Karin.

"What's up, brother?" ask Karin.

"You're honest with me! What did you mix into my drink or my food?" ask me with full affirmation.

"What does brother mean?" asked Karin whether it was pretending not to know or was deliberately lying so that I wouldn't be angry with her.

"Don't pretend anymore, Rin! We do it because I'm under the influence of drugs." said I who still with full firmness on Karin.

"We do it because we like it, brother!" karin.

"You think I'm stupid? Where do you think that desire arises out of love and medicine?" I started to raise my voice.

"From now on I'm asking you to stay away from me and forget everything that happened tonight. I'm sorry, maybe my words are too cruel but, I can't give you what you want from me either. Tonight was a mistake, so I'm sorry. Please forget everything. You will definitely get the better of me." I continued while covering Karin's plain body with a blanket.

Plaque...

One slap Karin slapped on my cheek. But I am not angry, I deserve it for what I have done to Karin as long as Karin no longer interferes with my life and my relationship with Love.

"It looks so good that you say that after you get the most valuable thing from me! No, you have to take responsibility!" he said with tears now soaking his cheeks.

"Sorry Karin! I can't. I don'taj love you. And I wouldn't do that if you didn't mix anything in my food or drink" I said.

"Tomorrow I'll resign from your papa company. And after that I beg you not to bother me again. You will get a man who truly loves you. But, sorry that guy bukab me. Excuse me first." I continued, who then passed away from the cursed hotel room, leaving Karin alone in there.

The next day, as I said to Karin last night, I actually resigned from the company and decided to go back to Jakarta and find a job in Jakarta so I could get closer to Cinta and nothing else bothered me.

Initially my resignation letter could only take effect after one month later, but for various reasons, I was finally able to leave the company on that very day. And that day I went straight back to Jakarta and met Cinta at her house.

"Loh Dimas, another vacation, huh?" ask Mama Cinta who has known me even before I was dating Cinta.

"Oh no, tan. Dimas wants to move to work in Jakarta just to be closer to Cinta." I replied with a laugh.

"Oh yeah, tan, where's love?" I'm the only one who doesn't see love at home.

"Cinta semalem nginap in his house. In a minute, Cin-..."

"Ma, Pul-love.... Oh, brother Dimas? Is Dimas already here? Didn't Dimas say he was coming home this weekend?" ask the Love who just got home. But there is a scene that makes me not calm, Love came home with a man.

"Oh yes, I forgot to tell you, I want to move find work here just so I can get closer to you. LDR doesn't feel good either." My speech.

"Thank God that Dimas moved to Jakarta again. Oh yes, my brother knows this Alfin, college student and my future boss. And Alfin, know him brother Dimas, my girlfriend." said Love while introducing me to the man.

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ALFIN POV

After papa explained what work I and Love should do, he said, papa invited us to the hotel to just check the condition of the hotel and the performance of employees to facilitate our tasks later and so we know what we can do later.

We went around the hotel and saw the workspace that you had prepared for me and also Love later until lunch time.

After lunch, I drove Cinta to college first because Aldo was in need of Love's help. After that, I just drove Cinta home because it was almost night, worried if Mama Cinta worried about her.

Arriving at the house of Love, we were immediately greeted by Love's girlfriend named Dimas.

To be honest I am very uncomfortable being here because of the existence of Dimas, I do not accept the attitude of Love that is too sweet on him. I want to keep love away from that man. I really couldn't bear to see the affection they showed in front of me, especially when they hugged me, it really made me want to teach him a lesson so as not to touch my Love again. What did I just say? My love? I might start liking that girl. And my anger, am I jealous? I don't know what is clear I can't stand to see them both making out like that, and if that's called jealousy, just think of it, I'm jealous to see Love making out with her lover.

It may sound silly because I am jealous of people who clearly have the right to make out with Love, but it is undeniable that I really do not like their closeness.

"Sir Alfin, sit down first, let the aunt make you a drink. Sorry, it's a small house." The sluggish talk of the woman I can guess is her mother Love. His age is no longer young, but his face still looks beautiful and fresh, it is appropriate if Love has a beautiful face.

"No need to aunt, Alfin just saying goodbye." said I who really want to go rather than have to see Love making out with his girlfriend.

Before my sanity was lost and I could finally beat Dimas, I decided to leave the house of Love before the phrase Love was able to hold me back from leaving.

"Al, you've helped me kalemarin, papa lo also thanks I work, at least you want to thank me for drinking as a sign of my gratitude." said Love.

"Or you are not comfortable here because my house is not as big as your house!" continue the Love with a soft voice.

"Not that, Love! I just don't want to ruin the atmosphere." I said honestly.

"Udah don't papa lo here only we can chat. You see again Love must be very busy because it must help aunt Santi." Dimas.

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