All For Love?

Hallucinations

The closeness of Alfin and Love that had been seen before, and the attention and gaze of Alfin on Love that is very clearly seen if the man loves Love very much, making Mr. Ilham ask about Alfin's feelings for his first daughter, "do you like Love?" asked Ilham sir who immediately got a sharp gaze from Alfin who did not know what the meaning of the gaze was.

"No," Alfin replied as he turned his face back to the front.

Mr. Ilham who heard the answer also felt a little disappointed because it turns out what he hoped that Alfin can keep Love will not be fulfilled. "I don't like him, but I love him very much. I don't understand what love is. But my father and my friends said, when I feel comfortable being with a girl, and that girl is able to control my heart and mind, it means I love that girl. And that is what I currently feel when I am with Love," continued Alfin made Mr. Ilham feel a little relieved to hear it. At least Alfin would really take care of his daughter better than him.

With a faint smile, Ilham planned to bring Alfin and Cinta closer even though he had to part with Kartika, his current wife, the birth mother of Alfin from her first husband and also Karin who is none other than her biological daughter as a result of their previous affair.

Mr. Ilham was determined, in order to make up for all his previous mistakes, he would do anything for the happiness of Love. At least that was all he could do to replace the time he had wasted just for the sake of his momentary lust. His current regret might only be in vain, but at least he was willing to realize and was willing to correct his mistake, he said, replace all the time that has passed with his daughter by finding the right man for Love.

"Please take good care of Love" said Mr. Ilham with a thin smile before finally the car they reached in front of the house of Love. Alfin was a little surprised to hear the words of Mr. Ilham. It was very curious Alfin asked the meaning of Mr. Ilham's words, but he paused considering the moment they had arrived at the house of Love.

Alfin was so stunned to see the figure of the girl who had already managed to make him like a madman. The girl who had been a few days away from her sight and reach. The girl he had confessed to if only she was the one currently enthroned in his heart and mind, and because the girl was also the one who made Alfin turn into a very good and responsible man. And because of Love too now Alfin never again toying with women.

Since close to Cinta, Alfin never again close or spend the night with other women who come from night clubs. It seems that the lust that has always been burning every time you see a girl who looks sexy, is now dead. There is only a new Alfin, Alfin who better understands the meaning of loyalty and more respect for women. I don't know what magic Love gave Alfin, but the man was very grateful because his heart fell on the right woman. A good woman who is able to keep her own honor.

"Love!" call Mr. Ilham after they get out of the car. Love whose name is called immediately turns to the sound. His body trembled violently, his chest rumbling to see his papa coming along with Alfin.

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LOVE POV

No love, you must be strong! You can't look weak in front of them. ~ my inner.

Their arrival surprised me enough. I don't know what to do. I wanted to run into the house, but the mother who suddenly came out, immediately held me back, "the problem will not be solved if you continue to avoid it," said the mother while holding my arm.

"But, ma-.." said I who had not yet finished my sentence.

"Meet them! Try to be at peace with your heart" said mama cutting my words with a smile.

"All right!" sahutku. Mama immediately smiled as she hugged me before finally letting papa and Alfin sit down.

"Love, pa-..."

"Would you like to come here? Not satisfied are you and your child so cruel to hurt me? Are you here to send Karin and Dimas wedding invitations?" I said that he nodded with a lot of questions.

"Love, mama never taught you to be disrespectful to an older person, much less your papa, son!" my mom made me bow.

"Love, papa, I'm sorry. Papa admitted to the mistakes of papa in the past who abandoned you and your mother. Whatever you're gonna do so you and your mom can forgive me. Please forgive papa. Give me a chance to make amends for all my mistakes, papa said in a trembling voice, resting at my feet and mother.

I turned my face as papa knelt before me. I admit I'm sorry to see you do that, but my anger and disappointment towards the much bigger papa has closed my sorry door to papa.

Maybe if papa did this first, before my life and my mother became difficult because of the actions of papa and his master, I could have forgiven papa. But given the woman's treatment of the mother who demanded that she return all the money she had spent on my school, and also how Karin had arrogantly snatched Dimas from me, it makes it harder for me to forgive what Papa did.

"Wake, mom! You don't have to do that. Me and Love have forgiven you da-.." said mom while asking papa to sit back in the butute seat in our house.

"I'll never forgive him, ma! Because he's living our lives so hard! If he's my papa, where was he when I was sick? Where was she when mom didn't have the money to feed me? Where is he when we are always afraid of each other in this house when there is windy rain and lightning? Seventeen years, ma! You think I'll forgive her easily?" I said hysterically. At that moment, someone who was none other than Alfin immediately hugged me, making me feel comfortable and without a second thought, I returned his embrace, spilling all my anger and sadness in his arms.

"Ssttt, you calm down! We can talk about everything well" Alfin said.

"Love, please mama, son. Please don't be like this" said the sobbing mother who also approached me and stroked my hair.

"Om, auntie, can Alfin have a conversation with you? However, now Love is Alfin's brother, and Alfin knows very well how Love feels," said Alfin who still holds me.

Mama and papa looked at each other before papa finally nodded, allowing Alfin to speak with me alone.

Alfin carefully asked me to go out of the house, walk down the path until we saw a garden that was still very beautiful, lots of flowers blooming there, makes anyone who is in the park feel at home linger there. The park looks crowded. Many young people were hanging out in the park. The place does look very romantic, so it is only natural that not a few who come to the park.

"We're sitting over there, yuk!" invite Alfin while pointing at one of the benches that are still empty. Without answering, I immediately stepped my foot onto the bench which of course was followed by Alfin.

"I'll buy you a drink!" pamit Alfin's. The man immediately left after making sure I was sitting on the bench.

I noticed Alfin's back looking increasingly distant, looking for a drink for both of us. My mind is floating, no! I'm not thinking about papa. I don't know what suddenly entered my mind, because suddenly Alfin appeared in my mind. I tried to brush it off but, again Alfin overshadowed my thoughts.

"Love!" call Alfin. I immediately shook my head, hoping that the hallucination would end soon and I would return to my consciousness.

"Love!" alfin's voice calling out to me sounded again, making me feel like a madman.

No... wont... go...go.... ~ lirihku who still feel if it is a hallucination.

"Who are you telling me to go?" alfin asked while offering me a bottle of mineral water that he had bought for me.

"Not to be discussed. I brought you here because I want to ask you to apologize bokap lo!" alfin. At once I thought of papa, and I was also a little surprised by Alfin's request.

"Do you apologize papa because you also want me to forgive mama, lo?" instead of answering, I asked Alfin back.

"No, that's your right to apologize to my mom or not, I won't ask you to admit it. I just want you to make peace with the bokap, lo!" alfin said with a bitter smile. I could see there was pain in his eyes. I understand that because of how he feels I feel.

"Gue admitted here my insolent mother. I know you're a good person, and I'm sure the first one to start is mama" continued Alfin. I was surprised to hear that, "can you please excuse me?" tanyaku and Alfin only answered him by shaking his head.

"If you can't forgive me, lo, why do you ask me to apologize papa?" I was wondering the reason behind Alfin's request.

"As I said earlier, I know you're a good person, so it must be your mama who started first" Alfin replied with a smile and then sipped the drink he was holding.

"Where do you know that papa's a good guy? If he was good, he wouldn't have left me and my mom" I said. My chest felt tight considering how cruel my father left me and my mother and kicked us out of the house he had given me and my mother through his net.

"At least you have good intentions to make up for his mistakes just as you and you do! Not like my mother who never once found out about me, what else about papa," said Alfin while continuing to look forward with a blank look.

I can feel the pain Alfin feels. It may be true said Alfin, at least papa is still in good faith, he wants to find me and mama, he is also willing to do anything to get forgiveness from me.

Without me noticing and without anyone ruling, I immediately embraced Alfin who was right beside me, "gue knows what you are currently doing, you cry! Out of all your grief so that your heart is calm," said I l.

Is.deg...

Suddenly I felt my heart pound harder than usual. I immediately distanced my body from Alfin before the man realized something was wrong with me.

Alfin immediately turned to me with a frown, I don't know what was on his mind at this time, maybe he thought I was the same as other women he had dated.

To be honest, my feelings were even more unnerved when I saw Alfin looking at me like a lion's gaze ready to pounce on his prey at any time. I quickly moved on and intended to get away from him before he really realized that right now I was misbehaving him.

But before I managed to get away from him, Alfin had already pulled my hand and made me fall on his lap making my feelings even more unkillful.

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ALFIN POV

So calm and comfortable when Love hugged me that I felt through my arms if her heart was beating faster at the moment. Inwardly I want to tease her, but I also do not want to make the comfort that I feel right now go away. I decided to let Love hold me until at last for whatever reason, she kept herself away from my body.

However, looking at her reddened face, I also realized that at this moment the girl was feeling something towards me, she might also like me. I don't know, but clearly, her current expression makes me feel anxious and funny.

I looked at him with a hold of laughter until he finally got up from his seat and reflexively, I immediately pulled his hand to make him fall on my lap. For a moment, our eyes met and exchanged a glance, making my heart now also begin to beat irregularly.

He quickly stood up and tidied up his uncluttered clothes, "where are you going?" my many.

"Gu-gue isn't going anywhere. Just wanna go home. We just go home, it's late in the afternoon," take Love without looking at me.

This girl is really adorable and makes me crazy. ~ my inner self while putting a smile on my lips.

"Come, hunt home! If not, I'll stay!" said Love with a tone of threat because I see who is still staring.

"Yes, yes, come on!" I continued to follow Love.

"Love, would you like to apologize lo bokap? Anyhow, one day if you want to marry, you need him too," I said as I walked along beside Love.

"Look ajar aja deh," said Cinta a little indifferent.

I don't know what's on this girl's mind, but I really hope he can forgive his father because I am sure that Mr. Ilham is a good person and really wants to make up for all his mistakes in the past.

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