
POV
I feel guilty for Love because lately I've been too busy with my work and a little neglected her. But all this I do is also for our future.
I was busy in front of my laptop when someone knocked on my office door.
"Come in" I said to the man and without noticing who it was, he just hugged me.
"Today," called out to me as I realized who was hugging me just from the scent of her perfume.
"Still busy? Papa why do you give this much sister a job?" asked Karin who was so upset to see the pile of files in front of me.
"Yes good dong, so that means papa you trust me to do all this," I replied.
"Mmm, sis, yuk street. It's almost lunch, '" said Karin.
"Okay, but beware, I called my girlfriend first," I replied gently while taking the phone I put in my pants pocket.
"Sister, why the hell nelfon girlfriend mulu? Not bossy what? Lupain was his girlfriend. I've laper want to eat," said spoiled Karin as she wrestled spoiled in my arms and sat on my lap.
"Rin, don't gini. It's office! I don't feel good about the other employees" I said to stop Karin from bothering me.
"Sister, this is my papa's office. Where does anyone dare to protest?" his objection.
"Yes you. I'm the bad one. Yes, no gini, please!" I told Karin to stay away from me immediately.
"Here you go, you wait in the car, I'll follow. I'll go wherever you want today" I continued and Karin finally agreed.
After Karin came out of my room, I immediately took my phone and called Cinta, but several times I tried to contact her, her number was still inactive, even though we had time to communicate also via phone. I also think positively. Maybe he was busy with his chores or was helping his mother make a cake.
After I finished tidying up some files, I immediately followed Karin to her car and took over the wheel of her car.
"Where are you going now?" my many.
"Ke hotel xxx, we have lunch there, brother," he replied while playing his phone.
"What other place is there besides the hotel? We're looking for a regular restaurant, don't go to a hotel!" I asked because I felt bad when Karin took me to the hotel.
But Karin still insisted to eat at the hotel because she happened to know the chef at the hotel. Want to not want me to obey him because he always threatened me to call his papa who is none other than the owner of the company where I work.
Arriving at the hotel restaurant we were going to, Karin immediately ordered food for us. I just follow what Karin wants because I really don't want my job to be threatened.
No matter how long our food came, we both ate our food while interspersed with small talk, but somehow suddenly my head was very dizzy, my body was heating up as if it was holding something back, and a few minutes later Karin was carrying me somewhere because I had lost my consciousness.
Suddenly I woke up already in a room I could guess it was a hotel room. I was very shocked when I saw the condition of my body at that time where there was not a single thread in my body, so is a girl who fell asleep in my arms with her innocent body as well as some kissmarks on her neck and breasts.
I was really in shock at the time, I kept trying to remember what I had done. I really feel guilty for Karin after remembering the barrage of my treatment of Karin. Especially when I tried to throw his body out of my arms slowly, there were patches of fresh blood attached to the dysprei made me even more frustrated. I don't know what to say to love. I don't want to lose Love. I really love her. But now I'm just ruining Karin. No, it's a mistake, I'll talk this over to Karin later, now the most important thing is that I want to hear my lover's voice, Love. At least I can think a little clearly after hearing his voice.
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ALFIN POV
"Let's get off" I said as I opened the car door after we reached my private apartment.
"This...?" tanya Love hangs her sentence.
"This is my apartment. Let's get down!" my words told Love to get out of my car immediately.
"We're here..?" ask her again hesitantly while stepping her foot out of the car.
"According to your request, I will muasin lo tonight," I said flatly answering the meaning of the question Love that hangs.
His face was shocked to hear my words. To be honest I didn't want to do this to her, I just wanted to protect Love, no desire or lust while taking her to my apartment. However, I also have no other choice I also do not willing if Love really desperate to go to his own club and let his body touched another man.
Arriving at the door of the apartment I pressed the password to open the door of my apartment.
"Lo sit down first. I want to clean the room first, afraid of a lot of dust," I said as I went to the room, love just silently looked at every corner of my apartment.
"What do you want to eat?" ask me after I finished cleaning the room and approached Love who was on the sofa.
"But here there are only instant noodles and eggs, not shopping because of it," said I flat.
"No, I'm not a laper" he said, bowing.
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"Al, hp lo. There is a call in." he said while thrusting my phone which I put on the front desk of Love.
"Who?" I asked, Love just shrugged his shoulders a sign he didn't know.
"Hello? Who?" ask someone across the phone because they don't know the number.
"It's Iwan, Al." said on Iwan.
"Oh, what's wrong?" my many.
"Love again with you?" ask me about Iwan.
"Oh yes om, Love same Alfin, om. Um, Alfin asked permission, Love tonight is staying at Alfin's apartment. Because Alfin wants to take you home also Love does not want because he does not want his mother to know the current situation." said I who blatantly asked for permission to om Iwan.
"okay, Al. Om believe in you. Please take care of love. Let me say the same to my mother Love. Tomorrow you'll take Love home." Say it to Alfin.
"Each om. Thanks." I said.
"Sama-sama, Al." replied to Iwan and ended his phone call.
"Kok you even say the same about Iwan if I'm here?" ask Love.
"So I have to say what? Do I have to tell you to ask the club and want to be a bitch? Is that?" my sentakku.
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"That's not what I mean either. If Iwan thinks macem-macem and says how mom?" ask Love with a worried face.
"Even om Iwan also told you to stay here first tonight. Tomorrow I will take you home." I replied.
"Gue won't change his mind. Don't you think I'm gonna be my bitch tonight? So, never change your mind. I want to make you a good girl, you yourself are asking for more." I said a ketus while giving Love a glass of water.
"Lo drink first. Just calm down, I do not mix anything really." said I softly and Love immediately drank the water I gave without refuting.
"How many times have you brought a girl?" ask Love.
"Never" I replied briefly.
"Gue know you, Al! I also know you often sleep with the girls you learn on campus!" exclaim Love.
"Yes, um." I replied.
"Why did you ever say never?" tanya Plain love.
"Gue never took any girl to my apartment except you. You're the first one I brought into my family zone." I answered honestly.
"Yes, I often sleep with them, but I never bring them here or home. Yeah, at least to the hotel or to their place." I continued.
"Lo's not afraid of getting a contagious disease?" ask Love.
"Gue always play safe, I use safety. But, if you want to be my bitch, I don't want to wear it." I replied as I approached Love and grabbed her slender waist.
"Depart, Al!" he said while trying to take off my arms.
"Aren't you the one who wants to?" I whispered, then Love fell silent as if she accepted my treatment but with compulsion.
"Huft, you just sleep in the room. I cleaned his room. I slept here. Calm down, I will not say anything lo." I said to Love whose face is now very tense while releasing my arms to him.
"Al, gu-h..."
"Sorry, I can't. Lo sleeps in the room." I said cutting off the words Love and while away from Love. Because right now I'm controlling something so I don't destroy the future of this girl in front of me.
Maybe if she wasn't Love, I'd make sure she would be in bed. But I don't know what controls my mind and my heart right now so I can control everything in front of Love.
Cup...
One kiss Love gave me on my lips, making me a little surprised.
"Thank you for your passion. I know you're holding something back now so you don't destroy me. Thank you for taking care of me too. If you had just let me go alone, maybe now I have been under another man who is ready when to destroy me. That was my first kiss, I sincerely thank you for what has been done for me today." she said softly while smiling sweetly at me and then immediately ran towards the room with a face that was already flushed like a boiled crab.
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LOVE POV
"Bego, bego, bego! Why do I kiss her? Ah, I'm a real bitch I'm playing nyosor-nyosor." I muttered while running into the room.
For the first time I kissed a man who wasn't even my lover. I always refused if Dimas asked for it but today I kissed the man I hated the most on campus.
But I don't deny, today for the first time he made me feel safe and comfortable. He protected me, he also took care of me from my silly decisions. Today she turned into an angelic figure for me after she was like a monster in my eyes. Today I can see the other side of Alfin. If only I had not had Brother Dimas as my lover, perhaps I would have been captivated by his charm today.
Remembering Brother Dimas, to be honest my feelings are not good. I don't know what's going on but I feel like something's not going well with Dimas.
dddrrrtt...
I took my phone and saw who called me. I didn't waste time picking up the phone immediately after the name "My Love" on my phone screen.
"Hello, sis, tumben nelfon clock this way?" my many.
"No papa, again kangen. Are you sleeping?" answer brother Dimas.
"Yet. This is just going to sleep. Why is Dimas? Any problem? How come his voice is lethargic?" my many.
"Mmm, Love, we-we...."
"Sister."
Degs...
Before Dimas finished his sentence, I heard a woman's voice. Suddenly my feelings started to get messed up.
"Who is that brother?" my many.
"That, Karin's voice. He's my boss's son. I want Karin to go home first, baby. You're fine, and I'm sorry." she said stammered and immediately disconnected our phone.
Honestly my heart hesitates, it's almost midnight like this brother Dimas with a girl? Moreover, his voice was very spoiled. Can I suspect him? But what about me who is currently also with other men in one apartment. Even though we didn't do anything, I kissed her.
I swear by whatever it is it really makes me sleep less well. Repeatedly trying to close my eyes but the voice of the woman was always ringing in my ears, it really bothered me a lot.
I tried to contact Dimas but Dimas's number could not be reached. The suspicious feeling instantly burst out, but there was nothing I could do right now considering the distance between us was far enough, I could only try to keep believing it.
Even in the morning, I could not close my eyes. Alfin finally knocked on the room to take me to breakfast.
"Lo cooked all this Al?" I asked when Alfin and I were at the dinner table and saw so much food neatly arranged there.
"No, I called the house to eat breakfast here" he replied in a cold tone.
"Was he mad that I kissed him last night?" my inner.
"Al, for the quiet, sorry I don't mean to kiss you" I said softly but still heard by Alfin.
"Lo calm down, I've missed it." Alfin said as he put food into his mouth.
"In a moment we go to papa's house, I'll take you home" he continued without looking at me.
"To your house that means? Why?" my many.
"Lo didn't ask Papa for a job!" he yelled and I just nodded.
We continued our breakfast without any more conversation. Then we rushed to Alfin's house to see Danu to make sure of the work I would get after we cleaned the dinner table and washed the dishes we used earlier.
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