ABUSIVE HUSBAND DIRTY SECRET

CHAPTER 8 | RESTRAINED PAIN

Hana was working excitedly today, her mood was very good. Jinyoung's words last night made Hana hope that her household will be safe and only filled with love in the future. Hana also got a promotion to be a representative of South Korea in the event of social activities conducted by FDI World Dental Federation, a worldwide dental organization.

The sound of the door opening loudly shocked Hana, making her aware from her thoughts.

"Hanaaa Aastagaa," Seera with a wide smile opened the door and closed it carelessly without feeling guilty.

Sitting with her legs crossed and facing Hana, while Hana just shook her head to see the behavior of her best friend.

"I'm tired of telling you to be normal when you open the door." Said Hana, while walking towards Seera.

Seera only showed her teeth as Hana breathed a tired sigh, "Hey listen! I have some very good news. My mood is now in a very good state."

"Oh, what is it? Don't tell me you're getting married to your man you just met this pseudo." Hana's investigation is suspicious.

"You're too dramatic" Seera hit Hana's arm slowly. "I don't plan on getting married anytime soon."

"Then?"

"Taejin planned a birthday party for me, and you know what? He also asked Sangmin to come. I really admire him, I was always afraid to be smart on him because he's dr. Sangho. But now she's coming for my birthday ...," Seera smiled happily. "God, this is going to be the most impressive birthday party for me."

Seera continued to smile, unaware that Hana's countenance turned sour after hearing Sangmin's name.

"And of course you should come! I don't accept any excuses! Tell your jealous husband, if you won't tell me, let me tell you."

"N-no, I'll definitely come. I'll pass it to Jinyoung myself." Hana said in a hurry. Jinyoung will be angry if Seera asks for permission so that Hana can leave.

"Siip then, I go home first huh. I took three days off, I'm here to invite you exclusively." Seera picked up her bag and immediately walked away out, without waiting for Hana's response.

"Will Jinyoung be angry again if I ask permission to leave? But .., last night he promised to change and improve our relationship."

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Hana was staring at the ceiling of her room, resting her body after a busy day of serving patients and serving obligations as a housewife.

Not feeling his tears flowing, there was a lump of unrest and emptiness in the recesses of his heart that he never expected. He wanted to escape reality, free and free. Closing his eyes, there was a bright and dark shadow from his past. Where Hana teenagers who live hard face abuse and abuse as poor orphans. Walk from one alley to another, to find someone who needs his strength.

Hana even several times only drank water to fill her stomach, the money earned she had to save to pay for school. People who see Hana will always feel kasian and pity, but Hana herself is a cheerful and determined girl. Until finally one day, where his new story begins. His encounter with Jinyoung has made a new chapter in Hana's life.

Hana opened her eyes again with a feeling of uneasiness and also tears that continued to flow.

"Isn't my life just sad? And Jinyoung has got me out of it all. He granted me my dream, gave me a place to live and also allowed me to meet my little angel Soobin. Why should I feel sad? Jinyoung didn't betray me, she was just jealous of loving me too much. But why do I feel like this now? Why do I have to be an ungrateful human being?"

"Hi darling ..." Jinyoung smiled with wide steps, approaching Hana on the bed.

"I miss you so much baby, sorry I came home late." Gently kiss Hana's forehead.

Hana did not reply, making Jinyoung wonder and stared fixedly at Hana's eyes that looked wet.

"You've been crying? What's up, honey?" Jinyoung worriedly sat down beside Hana, stroking Hana's back.

Hana was overcome with emotionally restrained. His soul was injured, he wanted to get angry, but was always restrained when he recalled how Jinyoung used to go to great lengths to finance his studies until Hana could become a Specialist. But in her little heart, she was hurt, sick and disappointed by the violent acts that Jinyoung committed, whenever she was angry.

"I'm okay hun, I just feel too tired. A lot of patients." Hana said with her tears that she could not stand.

Jinyoung hugged Hana, she wanted to calm her wife in her arms.

"If you are too tired, you can apply for a leave of absence for a few days. Don't force yourself." Patted his wife's back a few times.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little emotional."

Hana let go of Jinyoung's embrace, and wiped her tears.

Hana looked at Jinyoung, her face unchanged. His eyes that showed concern for Hana, made Hana's heart slightly filled. Hana always felt guilty, whenever she thought of leaving Jinyoung.

Slowly Hana approached, and sat on her husband's lap.

"I'm sorry .., I can't be a good wife to you yet" kissed Jinyoung's lips.

"Hey what are you saying? You've been so perfect for me, you and soobin are my world. I should have apologized, sorry that I had trouble holding back my anger and hurt you. But I did it because I love you too much, baby." Jinyoung stroked his wife's cheek which looked flushed red from crying.

They look at each other. Feel the long-lost chemistry. Hana doesn't want her household destroyed, she wants to fix everything.

Jinyoung takes the initiative to be the first to kiss Hana. Gently pecked at his wife's lips a few times, then slowly smeared them while biting Hana's lips. Making a stifled moan from his wife.

Jinyoung clutched tightly onto Hana, carefully laying down his wife's body.

"I'm sorry I made you cry so much, I really promised to fix our relationship." Hannah was unable to answer. He just cried while continuing to groan. Feeling the warmth of her husband's tender treatment that she had not felt for a long time.

His heart and mind became more confused, his mind saying that Hana deserved to go and find her happiness. But her heart always held her back, the pain that Hana felt was not enough as an excuse to stop loving her husband. The only person who used to be in Hana's grief, the one who had made Hana no longer feel alone, the one who had steadfastly promised to make Hana into whatever she dreamed of becoming.

"How could I dare to think of leaving Jinyoung? Isn't this just my household test, I have to stand it. Jinyoung has promised to change, and I have to trust her."