About Miss

Lookouts

Bastian POV

I came out of the office of Mr. Arif with so many burdens that I have difficulty describing, it is true that there is something said by Mr. Arif I became a useless human being!! That was all I thought about by walking slowly as if my legs were so heavy to step on, that I had unknowingly bumped into someone "Buugghh!! I don't know who was the first one to beat, I just stared intently at her eyes when the woman was right in front of me, I had held both hands to hold her back so as not to fall, so I could not fall, after she returned to normal standing, I let go of her and I continued my footsteps to return home to the Apartment. I heard the sound of "Sorry!! Many times from the noisy woman, she had time to curse something, of course I still hear it, when she said I was like a polar man, and I was mute?? A little funny sounds in my ears, this is a strange woman. Usually the women who met me were always sweet, gentle, and trying to approach and seduce, even some of the staff in this hotel were like that. And that woman, the woman who became the girlfriend of Marissa's best friend, turned out to be her apprentice in this place.

After arriving at the Apartment, I fell silent again and thought what I heard and I caught from the conversation Mr. Arif had, since the worst event, I have no desire to be a child to be proud of, I have been disappointed, I was lied to by my own Grandma for many years long, with the reason that I do not grieve?! Bullshit. Almost all the science I learned while in the Dormitory, my brain was diluted, I could absorb all the lessons of that time, even for the Science of religion I could memorize some of the holy verses of the Qur’an, I never left prayer, teaching and learning the book of fiqh.

Trying to recall that time, I studied and continued to study so that Papa and Mama were proud to see me later Huuffff....!! is this my trial and test?? Should I change for myself?? Or can I be useful to others. Even during this time I closed my communication with anyone, only the closest people I know, the rest are not there!! Even when I was in college, I didn't have any friends just with my grandmother accompanying me.

I continued to ponder and could not ask for help to Grandma again, it looks Grandma was very disappointed when I did not obey her advice, instead playing wild races that the end I entered the foam. At that time there was nothing on my mind other than getting out of that place, neither did Grandma's lawyer have any intention of helping me, until I begged Om Arman to be released, and I have to meet the requirements of Om Arman. The consequences for which I must be held accountable right, I will start her from now on, I must try to change for myself without any help from Grandma, if Om Arman only believes I can survive alone, without luxurious facilities, with limited money, why am I not confident?? I'll work hard without using my family's big name, I'll prove I can stand without Grandma's help.

Long silent and thought it turns out the stomach began to rumble, I just realized it turns out this stomach has not filled anything since coming out of the office Mr. Arif. Maybe I will try to find food outside, because all this time I only rely on delivery orders, at least while taking an afternoon walk, it has long been turned out I just slumped and like having my own world, and the time I got to know the outside world who might be friendly might also be more cruel.

From the apartment quite far I walked, it was more than 15 minutes and I saw there was a people's market, when I was a child I wanted to visit such a place, but Grandma always forbade me. I began to feel the air of freedom, I began to breathe freely just like the people around me, I was a little excited when a mother offered me a cake, he forced me to buy it on the grounds, his merchandise has not sold at all, although I was not interested but I bought it, saw the mother smiling happily and praying that my sustenance would be smooth, there was something in my heart churning, I was really touched.

It turns out that there are still many lives of those who are still lacking, there are some beggars women and children, and there are traders who are old and vulnerable, selling second goods on the side of the road, and there are some old merchants, they try to survive in various ways to fill his stomach.

By the way stomach problems, I smelled a delicious aroma from the end of the stall there, the smell and aroma made the worms in my stomach scream because they were hungry. I smiled as I held my stomach towards the stall that had a delicious aroma. Sure enough, apparently they sell food with processed chiness and customers are quite crowded, maybe because people go home from work and hours avoid traffic jams. I looked for a comfortable seat and I got the last seat close to the seller's stove cart.

“There is salted fish fried rice??” ask the seller.

“There is a mas, but wait a bit long want?? It still makes people order!!”

“Iya bang no pa-pa, I order a drink first, lemon tea warm ya?!”

“Siapp...in wait yo mas, fried rice will be normal, right?”

“Quest spicy little can bang??”

“Oke mas in wait PATIENT yoo!!”

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I was still patiently waiting for my order, it turned out to be a long time too and it took extra patience to eat in this place, I began to saturate and the stomach was no longer able to compromise to move to find another place to eat, until suddenly I heard the noise of the buyer, the voice of the woman, the noise of the buyer, as if I knew her, and sure enough that she was the woman who had collided with me, at first glance I saw her and her gaze was fixed on me as well, a few seconds of our gaze locked until I first threw my gaze away from her, before she tried to greet me, or reprimand me.

“Mas who ordered fried rice salted fish a little spicy right??” ask the seller to me.

“Iya bang!!”

“Mbak his beautiful rice fried salted fish a little spicy too to??”

It turned out that the noisy woman's order was the same as the one I ordered, a little shocked.

“CABE CUT 3 SEEDS YES BANG!!”

“Loh.... soul mate iki if by the way, his taste is the same as well?? Mas as his Mbak is beautiful loh timid it yo!!”

I don't know what the seller said, made some people look at me, accidentally me and the woman had the same taste, he said, I knew he was stealing glances at me and I would still throw my face away, with the occasional drink glass, I was still waiting for my message to be finished.

“Mas add eggs mature cow eyes yaaa!!”

“Siappp mbak gorgeousk!! Mas her who is there want to add eggs not be the same??”

I'm embarrassed to say no, right??

“By Bang, half mateng yaa??” say me.

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“This egg is half mateng seh? I'll ask for a mature one!!”

I heard the woman's voice again when I received my order, I immediately told the seller to exchange it to the seller, because the seller was wrong to deliver the order.

After I finished eating I immediately paid and left the stall, the noisy woman and her friends were still engrossed in eating while telling stories, looks like a male friend like silence and not bothered by the babble of the woman, is he not uncomfortable?? But looking at the two sellers who stole a glance and smiled at the woman, maybe they were indeed attractive, let alone some men who ate like watching them, was a little suspicious.

I walked slowly with the occasional view of the sellers of the street five to menjajahnya merchandise, I was in the same block some SPG cigarettes who want to offer his products. Sia**n I'm stuck alone, SPG is nyerocos incessant, and behind him I see there are some bodyguards, maybe because in the market so it needs guard. I started to avoid the two SPGs who confronted me, I tried to avoid but in the face of it again they were a little pushy and I saw the noisy woman passing me just like that while saying without a voice Thankful!! and he stuck out his tongue? Insolent girls will see.

The noisy woman walked away in front of me, as she enjoyed the market tonight, she stopped at the seller of the serabi cake and as her she bought her, she bought her, it turned out that he had bought the cake and was immediately eaten while walking. And as for men, I see only monitoring them, choosing the path that does not cram, and protecting from men who will seduce them? How interesting!!

Then I saw two men eating at the place following them, what was their intention?? I began to follow the two suspicious men, which led to the two noisy women and one man who, like him, did not know they were in the group.

When in the crowd area I just approached the two men who began to act.

“He's my friend, you go or the cave screams to beat everyone up!!”

Sure enough they were the pickpocket herds that would take the woman's purse, out of concern even though the pickpocket had left, I chose to keep following them until they looked safe.

Jeez they walk towards the rides of the game provided for the children!! And I saw them buy some tickets, CRAZY!! I could only shake my head as the two women rode the carousel and they looked happy.

And me?? why do I come smiling to see the woman happy with very cheerful, do not need the world of glitter and luxury, just ride the comedy swivel in the continue with the ringleader lala his face is so satisfied to enjoy her. Is this what's interesting about that woman?? until Jaka did not return the love of Marissa who had been waiting for him for a long time. I was curious about the noisy woman.

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