
Ibil POV
Regretting. I am now in that phase. Indeed, it is not good to decide a problem in a state of anger or rush.
"What do you really want Bil? Until your heart sacrifices the woman who doesn't know sits your problem!" Said my father after we got home.
"I asked for two months to set my heart for Wardah Sir," I replied softly. It's barely even audible.
"When those two months you didn't love Wardah, would you dump her? Didn't he? Ibuk turned out to be wrong all this time to educate you," continued Ibuk with his eyes.
I can just duck here. In front of Father and Mother. I just want to forget Anisa. I want to move on, but why did the road become like this?
When I saw Wardah on the day of application until the wedding day, I was sure I could forget Anisa with Sister Ical sooner. However, it turns out that the nature of the two of them is not too different. There are quite a lot of similarities between the two. It made me sicker when I looked at Wardah who was my wife.
The pain got bigger when I found out that Anisa was learning to be independent from Wardah. They are like humans created similarly. It hurts! Very very sick. The moment of rejection and the day of Anisa and Farhan's wedding always lingered in my mind. That's why I'm not ready to touch Wardah.
I know my actions hurt Wardah. But I was also afraid that if I forced myself to touch it, it would make it even more painful. Because it's not a Wardah I saw, but Anisa.
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While in the other hemisphere, on the day that has changed, Wardah is still in the kitchen with Kak Ina.
"Now, Dedek only needs to surrender to God... How to ask God in the future. Think carefully, calm the heart, approach the owner of the heart grandpa, he again misses the same grandpa... Pengen dengerin curhatan. Do not hesitate to ask for advice or opinions from people closest to Dedek. There are still many who love and care about dedek," Ina advised her sister painstakingly. He is very affectionate despite Wardah's position here as his brother-in-law.
"Your marriage is also not many who know the deck, dulukan Mommy is still in the same house of the late Father, so you are safe here. Don't worry about the gossip. Okee! In the past, what was said was also only a close family because it was so sudden, right?" Connect with Ina again. Wardah nodded. True too, fortunately his marriage was only a family scope and was done in pesantren.
Wardah was so lucky to be surrounded by such good people. He must rise. Think of the plan ahead. His task now is to help bring out the dishes to Mother's guests. Mother has walked towards the kitchen. Looks like he's giving instructions.
"Ready Boss!" Call Wardah by preparing to fill his carry-on tray.
Wardah slowly brought the food to the living room. Not until the living room has been heard kemriyek (riuh) the mothers who chat with each other to boast. True said Kak Ina, must be very boring following the flow of mothers who like ghibah it hehehe. But it seems that not all of them are like that, some of them are also heard confiding in each other.
Entering the living room, it turns out there are also cool selfi-selfi spoiled with their devices. Haha.
Wardah put the food on the front desk of the sofa and the table that has been arranged on the other side. Followed by Ina behind Wardah.
"Who is jeng?" Ask one of your friends.
"My son Ma'am, if this is my daughter-in-law," replied the Mother who approached her two children.
Wardah and Ina smiled.
"That's bad for you. Still school? Where's?" Ask her friend again.
"Having graduated from this college, cooking is still school" replied Mother.
"Kirain's still a lhoo school,"
"Yes, Kirain is still High School, hahaha" Sahut others.
...Seriate......