About A Taste

The North Heart

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The pilgrimage continues. We are now heading to Bali. Just now I parted with Anisa, now it's getting quieter for me. Lonely! But luckily, I was able to use Anisa and Mas Farhan's room. Without having to see that frozen human.

Cool out! If outside the cave I can still perform like a husband and wife in general. But not if it's already in gwith as it is today. Our group is already in the tomb of one of Ulama’ in Bali. I was always next to Cak Ibil. I feel like my tongue is gone when I call him Mas.

When I have a chance to get away, I will use it as best I can. I joined the students. With the reason of wanting to mingle with a group friend. Of course my Cak Ibil lives.

Joining the students was fun. Not infrequently their friends who are fellow students or their lecturers even think if I am also a student. Hahahha, is my face like a boy? Eiiitts! Wait, I'm only 21. Of course I'm still young. Don't mistake. Anisa is old above me. But not far, he's better than me! He has completed his S2 at a very young age.

While me? Still staying at my S1 graduate. At first I wanted to take the opportunity to study abroad. Since Abah Kyai asked me to help serve and Mother who did not give permission, finally dashed was my hope.

If this is the case, I'll miss Dad. Perhaps, if Father were still around, he would be very supportive of dreams and successes, even the golden opportunities I was facing.

But, again I can only smile, sometimes also cry if Dad's face crosses my mind. Wardah misses Daddy...

After the pilgrimage, I chose to sit facing the window beside the bed. Enjoy the beautiful streets. While thinking, looking at some years ago my relationship with Dad.

Dad, your son is all grown up now. Even he was married. Is Dad happy to see Wardah now? Forgive Wardah for not being able to take Wardah's husband to see Dad. Wardah will show Wardah's husband after he opens his heart to your son.

So, if she can't open her heart, Wardah won't show Dad her figure. Wardah shy. Wardah used to often tell with Confidence in Dad if later will definitely get a companion like the figure of Dad. But the truth is, Wardah didn't get that one bit....

Fathering.... If Wardah fails in this marriage, how do you think Dad will respond? Dad sad no? Mother? Mother must be sad.... But Wardah doesn't know when to hold on......

Satisfied daydreaming and crying, it is suitable for sleep... I don't even know when I started falling asleep....

Seriate...