A Will From Mama

C-26

Marginalised

My feelings are getting more and more messed up. I feel like it's going to happen to me. But I don't know what.

I'm back from dalem. I rushed to the dormitory, and to the room. I will soon have some of my clothes. While my best friend who sleeps while telling stories looks at me strange.

"Bil, Lo where do you go Lo's clothes in the bag anyway." dina asked

"Yes bil, you want to go home. Yes you can, follow dong." asked Hasna

"I want to come too" Nurma said

"Gue didn't come home, but wanted to go to Surabaya" I answered while packing

"ABurabaya...... Why.." they answered compactly and blisteringly which made some of my friends turn and some approached me.

"You don't know, Abah is angry. Uh yeah, Lo was gonna follow. Come on, "

"Serius lo" asked Nurma

"Yes, if not Lo aja who participated in Surabaya. How not to"

"Bil, he told Abah to hurry. Dah in front of the dalem." said my friend who just entered the room

"Oh yeah, I go first. Not absent, I say goodbye. Assalamualaikum.." I said as I rushed out.

"Wangalaikumsalam.

Abah and dok.Gilang are waiting in front of Dalem. When they saw me, they rushed to the car and took me in. The things I brought were not many, so I kept bringing them. I didn't put it in the trunk.

During the trip I was silent. While Abah and doc.Gilang talk that I do not mind. Because I'm still confused by this situation. Why am I suddenly invited.

After entering the kab. Madiun dok.gilang asked about the direction of my house. I show you the direction of my house.

And when we got home. My mom and dad were waiting for us. While my mom isn't around, I think she's still in college. We also exchanged news for a moment. Then we went to Mom. And my father came with us.

And after the father, I felt quite calm. At least I don't have to think about how I'll be there. Because there's no one I know. Even though Abah is with me, but I also can't possibly trouble Abah.

After a long journey, it finally arrived. But we're not going straight to the hospital. We stayed in a big house and it looked luxurious. We were sent in by doc.gilang.

The house is quite large and there are many rooms. I also got a big room in my opinion. I put my stuff on the table. Because it was late afternoon and my body felt sticky, I cleaned myself in the bathroom in the room.

After the prayer, we were taken to the hospital. We left the five, because the whole family was in the hospital. We drive a car driven by a driver. It took me an hour to get to the hospital.

"Assalamualaikum.." We said.

"Wangalaikumsalam." they answered.

"Alhamdulillah want you finally come here too" replied a man, yes he is his father doc.gilang

"How are you" asked the doctor.gilang

"Gee...... Las...... Ng...." the voice of a man lying on the bed.

Without waiting for orders, doc.gilang approached him

"Yes ma, this is Gilang" said doc.gilang

As if the world belonged to two, the child and mother spoke without noticing that there were many people in the room. We just steal their hearing and pay attention. Moments later, doc.gilang called me to approach his mother.

"Can you see my mom" she asked

"Yes" I answered and approached them

When I was near him. Suddenly my hand was held by her mother. And he also grabbed his son's hand. Then he put our hands together. And said

"Marry you guys. Before you left, you wanted to see you married" though she said very softly and stammeredly. But I heard that request quite clearly. And honestly, I want to refuse. But I don't know where I'm going, I can't say anything.

After my mom let go of my hand. Dok.Gilang approached the father, he asked his father for permission to marry me. I'm sure you won't agree. Because I just finished the exam today and I haven't received a diploma. My mother is not married either.

But my thinking was wrong. You approve of it. Like in a lightning strike I heard my father's answer. I even felt unable to stand up. With all my strength, I left the room. I ran but I didn't know the purpose.

When I was tired of running, I realized that I was in the hospital garden. I found a seat, and sat there. My tears follow me running. They're out of the eye.

Suddenly there was someone sitting next to me. But I stayed in my position and ignored him. For a long time we were silent with our thoughts.

"I'm sorry son" said someone next to me

I looked up and saw my father beside me. I just kept quiet and didn't want to answer her words.

"I know you don't want to get married right now. But I'm sure that man can take care of you. Abah also agreed when the man asked her for her blessing. "

"But sir...."

"I beg you to accept my proposal. I promise I will make you happy and take care of you" said someone in front of us.

They also tried to convince me. Abah was on their side too. After hearing some statements from doc.gilang. I finally agreed to marry her.