A Will From Mama
C-17
Ponorogo
Marginalised
I am in the 12th grade. Where in a year I'll leave this place. Even though I don't know where I'm going after this. And going to school again or not, I don't know either.
I really enjoyed my days here. Too many memories and happiness I can't get from anywhere.
Here I started living independently. Learning to live in society without my parents. Even though I'm here with my mom. He and I rarely met. So I still felt like I had no one when I was new here. But now I have a good friend with me. Even like my own brother.
I learned a lot during my stay at the hotel. A lot of people I know. They are also from various cities so do not be surprised if our language dialect is different. We still appreciate one and the other. Hostility, may have occurred among the santri. But it didn't go on long. Because if the problem with friends is not immediately resolved. Then we live alone.
I also did not expect that I could be on good terms with the Dalem family. Because Rosyid was a few years ago. He's the one who doesn't want to be with anyone and wants to come with me. As a result, I always take her to school and school. And when I'm off, I'll teach him and play with him. He's like my own brother. One thing I'm afraid of. How will Rosyid be if the time comes I boyong.
I tried to get him close to anyone. But my efforts are in vain. Even during long holidays, such as Eid al-Fitr holidays. Always him and qodam (santri who helps in the dalem ) to the house. Sometimes just a little. Sometimes stay too.
In park
I'm with my 3 best friends and Rosyid
(dialogue is created)
Nurma: play what syid
Rosyid: cars, MB when come
teach me to learn to count again
(approaching Nabila and sitting deep
his lap)
OK, let's count how many
flowers are here
Rosyid: ummmmmm, I'll count first
(getting out of your lap and walking around the park)
Hasna: that's Abah bil's son, so you tell him to count
flowers in this large garden.
Margot: emang. But you don't know yet that
Rosyid is very smart. Even him
smarter than us.
Dina: Yes has, Rosyid is as common as it is
he himself asked for it. If
told me about the easy thing he didn't want. But
if it were such a thing, he would
immediately looking for his answer.
Hasna: it's up to you
Nurma: uh by the way you guys exist
what plans after graduation
Hasna: if I want to go. Lecture at
UGM, and majoring in Law
Islamic Family
If I want to go to Surabaya. Lecture at
Erlangga University with expert study
nutritionally. Ask for it, easy
I got accepted there.
Hasna, Nurma and Nabila: amin.....
Nurma: if I want to stay here. And further
the IAIN Ponorogo take prodi
Islamic Advocacy Guidance.
Dina: if Lo bil
Nabila: don't know me yet. Look at tar deh, my order
Nurma: may you keep it here with me
Nabila: no promise....😀😀
Rosyid: MB Nabila, I was around and
count all the flowers in the
this garden and the result there are 250 flowers,
50 kinds, 125 colors
Hasna: wow.
flowers in the garden
Rosyid: yes, I am. Because I
I have the best teacher and patient
Nurma: who???
Rosyid: MB Nabila the most beautiful and
his heart was still willing to marry
Nabila: new in praise kok continue in fallin si syid
Rosyid: I'm serious MB. There will be shortly
who wants to sleep with MB. And there's no
who refused it altogether.
Including mb, MB family even
Abah himself would agree.
Dina: seriously you deck
Rosyid: yes, wait a minute
Hasna: don't forget the bill, tar if you marry
really invite us.
Yes, I still want to
school. If you are not a soul mate
whither.
Nurma: I think you're ready
Nabila: not really, you know I'm not
ever interacted with a guy,
just a few doangs. It's ah no
try to talk about it again. Deck's going home
or stay here.
Rosyid: follow MB when
Nabila: we go home yuk
I took Rosyid home for a nap. My best friend went to the room first.
Because Rosyid doesn't want to be left behind. I accompanied him to sleep.
I have tried many times to sleep but I still think about Rosyid's words earlier.
What is said is true
If it's true
What I should do
I'm not ready for a household
Not yet
If I get married, I can't be like my friends
Oh Allah....
Help this servant.....
I know you are the best director
May You also give me a good script for myself and others
Amens.....
Amens.....
Yes Rabbal Al-Amin......
