
Why did Refa suddenly ask like this? my inner.
"Oh that. Yes, I want to rest, I'm tired" said Refa as it passed.
I was still in the middle room, then realized when there was a message coming in.
Arini sent a message, I went forward to reply to her, fearing that Refa suddenly came out of the room and saw Arini's message,
"What's wrong? I'm at home !" my reply.
"Sorry, I'm just worried about you, what about Refa are you all right? " ask Arini.
"Yes that's it. Already yes, do not send messages again, tomorrow we meet."
I ended my chat with Arini and followed Refa to the room.
Seeing him who was lying on the bed, with a thin and bright nightgown,
"Honey. I really miss you"
I touched the upper body part of Refa, whispering in his ear.
Refa did not refuse, then I continued my hand movements, but last night I had done several times with Arini.
When I saw Refa, I still wanted to do it with him.
But somehow this time my game is shorter, is my stamina as weak as this? just got my broken in, why'd it come out?.
And worse, my heir can't stand anymore,
ahh .. I was confused as to what to say to Refa.
"We haven't done it for a week, but why is yours so satisfied so quickly? and can no longer stand up !" ketus Refa's.
"Maybe because I'm too tired, baby. Wait a while longer yes, must have me stand again "persuade Arga on refa.
"That's it. I don't want to wait, move aside ! I'm gonna take a break!" bentak Refa drove out Arga.
I know Refa was very disappointed, how could I let go before him.
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*refa* website*
One month passed .
From going to work to coming home from work, I feel like I'm not the usual.
There is a change that I feel, Arga more often come home late and even had time to go home a few times in the morning .
"Mom. Temana yayah? tenapa not yet pulag ?" ask Gara.
"Maybe your father has more work, dear" replied Refa.
"Read more teluc cibut, Campe forgot pulag? but this rope is just a slow way home, but uda celing."
"Later Ask the same if you have come home, yes? now Gara bobo first, it's night."
Then Gara went into his room.
Maybe this time Arga won't come home again, my inner self.
This heart feels empty and uncomfortable, feeling that there is a heart missing.
Until the morning at six in the morning, I plan to find a vegetable maker around the complex.
Along the way I inhaled as much morning air, so that my lungs were full of oxygen, hoping that the anxiety caused by negative thoughts could be neutralized.
Until my heart seemed to jump, when I saw on the road there, Arga was walking towards me he smiled , it looks clearly tired on his face, I just looked at him without wanting to return his smile.
"Where are you going ?"
ask Arga as our distance gets closer.
"You buy vegetables "I answered without saying stale.
"Ohh, who's the same ?"
"Still sleeping, I'll take it to the neighbor when he wakes up,"
As I quickened my pace, not wanting to show any worry and doubt in me.
***
And a year passed .
I felt half my heart was gone.
"I would rather not have a husband than live with a man whose heart is not for me. "my mind is soft.
As my relationship with Arga grew more and more strained, Arga kept more and more distance from me, communication less and less, even without realizing she did not want me to touch her .
Until one day when I opened a Facebook account. I accidentally found an Arini account that gave a like in a photo of Gara.
In disbelief, I looked at the profile of the account.
"It turns out Arini is, but why, what's the goal ?"
Various questions came to my mind and I told Arga .
"Mas "my word.
"What ?" asked Arga while looking at it can not be separated from the phone.
"Why yes, it's been a year I almost forgot Arini, but suddenly Arini appears again?" my many.
"You met Arini? where ?." Arga looked panicked and looked at me.
"I didn't meet him, only on Facebook. Arini likes the photo of Gara, it makes me feel uneasy and makes me so many questions, what does she want ?" my answer is at length.
"Are you friends on Facebook with Arini ? why the hell, just delete it !" said Arga rudely.
I was shocked by Arga's expression, why him? why worry so much that I'm close to Arini ?.
"Where is! he's the one who showed up all of a sudden" I replied.
Arga pokus again to his phone.
A few days later I called Arini.
I don't know what courage drives me.
"Why did you suddenly appear by liking a photo of my son ?" ask me in the message I sent Arini.
"Which one? sorry, I don't feel like doing what you said" Arini replied.
"Look yeah! I don't want you in my life anymore! in this one year to forget you alone has been difficult, now you even appear again, what do you want ?" message Refa.
"Hihi" answered Arini.
What does that mean, he just answers laughter?. Then I started looking around the porch.
He turns out to be frequently updated on his Facebook homepage, some of his status is felt in the direction of me and Arga.
From there we so often throw innuendo, if I remember to this time I feel like a fool.
Following the flow from the game of fools and shortsighted people, to his status made me feel astonished.
"It's okay even small businesses, which is important halal, dear." Status on the homepage Arini.
"Happy birthday man" it's setatus on the arini veranda too, fitting on Arga's birthday .
I didn't understand what was going on, so I went to Arga.
"Why ... why does Arini seem to know what is in your experience, and his status seems to be aimed at you!" I said suddenly to Arga, who was cool with his phone.
"Why are you suddenly talking about Arini ?" Arga was no less shocked by my words.
"I asked you, answered !" my snapping.
"Where do I know. Why did you sign up for Arini's Facebook? didn't I tell you to remove it !" reply Arga no less high tone.
"i asked you, Mom. Do you still have a relationship with Arini ?" search Refa.
"Why are you, Ree? don't make a fuss, maybe Arini's status can be aimed at others" elak Arga.
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