A Story of Love and Betrayal

Chapter 36. Arini's remorse that does not want to be recognized.

"Please leave me alone first, ma'am" said Arini politely.

"You think about what Mom said, son." Then Arini's mother left Arini .

Now Arini's mind is looking to the past, where he craves Arga. Without thinking the risk he received would be this severe.

"Why are you doing this, Mom? though you were not rich in gini, you really changed, Mas"

Even Arga questioned who the father of my son Pramudya.

The Arga I know is loving and responsible to his family.

I thought he would treat me and my son the same way he treated his family .

I didn't think it would be like this, I was angry, really angry !.

"What are the advantages of Refa? where's my flaws? so it can't be comparable to him,"

"Even I became the sun in Arga's life, when he was in a state of chaos and fell, but what recompense did I get?"

Although Arini's mind did not want to accept the mistakes he made.

But still, he was also just an ordinary human who had a heart even if it was just a speck.

A bit of regret slowly acknowledged him and he began to recall every conversation he had with Refa.

"Trust or not ... Arga will never marry you! then before it's too late, get out of our lives !"

"Thou shalt not sin for your deeds be borne by your son!" the words of Refa in Arini's memory.

Then Arini said,

"Right ... If I had ignored Arga in the past and buried deep my feelings for Arga, it probably wouldn't have been like this."

"Huh, so I'm wrong?"

Then a white shadow appeared above his head and said,

"Of course, it's all because you received Arga. If only from the beginning you hadn't received it into your heart, he wouldn't have been able to make your life break as it is now."

Then another black shadow appeared on his left head and said,

"What are you blaming yourself for! obviously Arga who entered first without permission into your heart."

"No. He came in because Arini received it, didn't you know from the beginning that Arga had a family?" said white shadow.

"Hey, obviously the Arga's a jerk, uda has a wife's child to seduce Arini, why is Arini wrong? If only Arga could keep his faith, there would be no infidelity, no." replied the black shadow.

"Remember, Arini. Your life is now your choice, not someone else's. At that time, you yourself want to be Arga's mistress, to repay your pain to them. If only that time, you chose to swallow your pain, maybe now there would be no humiliation like now" the speech from the white shadow was now more ringing in Arini's ears.

Then the shadows of the two of them disappeared like they were blown by the wind.

Arini is tired of the status of widow attached to her during these four years, every man who comes just stop in Arini's life for a while.

They'll leave Arini without a trace.

Disappear like dust blown by the wind after getting something from Arini.

Arini who is good at self-care and appearance, good at seeing the situation of the opposite sex, is also good at taking heart making anyone fascinated by his charisma.

But somehow, even though Arini won in all aspects of Refa. In fact, Arini could not rival Refa in Arga's heart, Refa was always engraved at the top in Arga's heart.

It is undeniable that truth does exist. Arga is present in Arini's life only as a test for her.

While Arini, is the Temptation for Arga and a testing tool for patience and raising the degree of Refa.

Still be patient with Arga who has obviously betrayed him. You can still be a good person, even if you have been hurt.

Then what's with her ? when Arini is hurt by her ex-husband and best friend. Arini lost her identity after the betrayal she received.

And now, he has become a sinner as his best friend once did, it is ironic that Arini lives .

Arga also bluntly said that,

"Currently. Even if I'm with you, it doesn't mean I don't remember my wife."

Arga approaches Arini instead of forgetting about Refa, Arini is confused and a little disappointed then asks ,

"Then why are you still approaching me? even your wife is more than perfect, I'm not looking for a lover you know clearly my status."

"If you want me to marry you, then you must want to be second. Because I won't leave my son and wife!"

arga's reply added to Arini's disappointment.

But somehow Arini just wanted to get Arga.

In addition to honesty, love and responsibility Arga to the family. He also has the title , it can be said that Arga is a man who has been so or formed .

Not to mention Arga's tenacious man, hard worker, and extraordinary moneymaker in the eyes of Arini.

Arini gave a sweet laugh after remembering what had happened during her meeting with Arga.

"Hahaha .. indeed I was fascinated at first sight at Arga, I was tired of the status of a widow and fed up with the man who approached me and left."

Arini began to desire to have Arga for his own benefit and to avenge the pain, shame and anger of not accepting the words of Refa against him.

Then Arini also remembered the words of his best friend Mila.

"Wrong am I, if I love someone's husband?." said Mila in Arini's memory.

"Haha, now I feel what you are going through, Mila" Arini said with a laugh, her face was ugly.

Suddenly Arini turned back into wrath in an instant.

"No! I won't stay silent. Because now I've fallen into the abyss of humiliation. Nor will I stay in a pit of regret" Arini said with hateful eyes.

Arini glanced at the Son who had fallen asleep, his hiccuping voice had also subsided. He left the Son and went into his room.

In another room, Arini's mother was agitated, afraid that her son would act wrong again.

"Hopefully this time he will listen to me" said Arini's mother who paced back and forth with anxiety.

"Already Ma. Take it easy, Arini will get through it. We just pray and leave everything to God" said Arini's father to calm his wife.

When Arini saw out of the Princess' room and headed into her room, without saying anything.

It made Father and Mother Arini look at her son sadly.

"Why is your fate like this, son? .." - Ogre Ms. Arini.

Arini's father patted his wife's shoulder and said,

"Already Ma. Let's also rest, leave everything the same God. I'm sure God has the best plan."

*connect.......

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