A Story of Love and Betrayal
Chapters 14. Birth of Arini's son.
I can't be patient anymore to cover up this disappointment, even so I keep trying to stay calm.
"You're still in touch with Arini ?"
my question seemed to surprise him.
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"Why are you suddenly asking like this? didn't I explain it first!" replied Arga trying to cover up her anxiety
"You are very calm, my friend. As if I was sure that I would believe your reason this time" Repha replied unfinished,
"Or, are you just pretending to be calm?" refa.
"I've never been in contact with Arini!" answer Arga indifferently.
He replied as he passed by without even looking me in the eye, I knew he had always been lying, I shed tears and said, I know,
"Then what is this ?"
Arga turned around and looked at the phone in my hand and took it, seeing if it was Arini's contact immediately Arga's face was deathly pale.
"Maybe I should thank you for missing my phone. For some reason , Arini's number appeared on the call list a few months ago, after I remembered , there was once a call in but no sound, I thought it was just a prank call. Heh .. It turns out that he's Arini, when I type his number on your phone out the name of the contact, I was really surprised at what I found, it turns out that as long as i-" I haven't finished talking, I haven't finished talking, Arga cut my conversation, though,
"I never called him, he always called me first."
"But you keep the number, even reply and answer messages and calls !" I shouted in disappointment.
I almost sobbed, this chest tightness to continue my words.
"I know wrong, I'm sorry, Ree .." said Arga.
"For what ?!" my nadak is still high.
My tears are getting louder, Arga hugging me maybe she wishes I was a little calmer if she hugged me.
"Because I'm still in touch with her behind your back, but I swear, I don't want to be in touch with her" Arga explained.
I let go of Arga's embrace, I felt silly for the reason.
"I'm tired, Mom. I'm confused ... how to deal with your attitude?" say me.
"As far as you are, I'm just grateful if you want to accept otherwise, it's up to you "to say Arga as if heartless.
"Well ... I'll give you one more chance, but next time, you'll have to prepare to lose me and Gara, if you keep in touch with Arini!" refa Ancam.
Maybe at that time I loved Arga too much, so I did not dare to make a firm decision.
Makes me look more stupid in other people's eyes and even in Arini's eyes.
"Good !" arga's answer echoed in my ear.
I collapsed with what I had said, why can't I leave you Arga! although you have hurt me so much, why am I still able to receive new wounds.
I was angry with myself, I cried, while Arga had passed to change clothes.
Mungin he won't hear my cry, but indeed I hope, Arga doesn't know I'm crying.
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Time passed too.
I feel neglected even when I give birth. Arga really doesn't accompany me.
One day I asked Arga to accompany me to the midwife, but she did not respond.
I went through pregnancy without a husband on standby.
"Mas, I'm asking the midwife to check the pregnancy can, right ?" my door.
"Mas, you don't go too far! where is your sense of responsibility ?! remember, we're not divorced !" I sent another message to Arga.
"I'm busy, can't take you !" arga replied, Finally, replying to my message.
"Well, if you can't deliver but won't you give me a fee for your son's checkup? or I should ask Refa!" ask me to threaten.
"good. I'll transfer!" reply Arga fast.
At least he can still give me living expenses, even in this way.
"Rin, are you sure of your decision?" ask Rina.
"Sure, because this way I'm easier to control" replied Arini confidently.
"I'm just worried about you, Rin. You better be careful!" the word Rina commemorates Arini.
"You don't have to worry, this is my choice no matter what happens, I will accept and I will live" replied Arini calmly.
"Yes, you don't stress, your HPL in a few days hopefully smoothly yes" said Rina encouraged Arini.
And when on the day I felt heartburn like I wanted to give birth, I tried to contact Arga.
"Mas, it looks like I'm contracting" my message to Arga.
"I'm out of town" replied Arga.
"You son of a bitch, Arga! until this moment you have not kept your promise to take responsibility!" reply Arini.
Unknowingly I shed tears, why did you become like this, Mas ...
You used to be kind, attentive, even you are a husband and father who are on standby.
But why is it only for Refa, you are evil as me, why do you treat me like this now?!.
The pain of contraction is forgotten with the pain in my heart, why is my life like this? once betrayed is now a mistress and ignored.
I don't know why my labor was so long, like this child didn't want to be born into the world, after a long time I tried, but the fetus couldn't get out, until the midwife suggested for Cesar's surgery.
While outside the delivery room, my brother Jon and my brother kept trying to contact Arga, but he did not respond.
All my family felt sorry for me and were disappointed in Arga's attitude.
I struggled alone to give birth, sweat and tears were indistinguishable, they soaked my face, all my energy was given I insisted on giving birth normally.
All panicked over my condition and situation after five hours of trying, but nothing changed, and then my mother convinced me to stay strong.
"You should be able to, son! even without your father accompanying you, you still have us who love you and you too, Rin. Having to fight for your choice, I will always be beside you no matter what" Ms. Arini encouraged her Son .
And finally my baby wants to come out, immediately susana feels haru and happy.
When my son was born into the world, the sound of crying babies filled the room.
"Alhamdulillah, his son is male and healthy" said Bu Midwife.
"Thank God, thank you, Midwife" said thanks from Ms. Arini.
Then Mom put the child in my arms and said,
"View ... Your son looks like you."
I was moved to look at him.
"I hope you will bring good luck in my relationship with Arga" I said in my heart.
"Can Arga be contacted ?" ask my sister Jun who just came in to see her nephew.
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