A New Secuil of Hope
aksa's picked
I used to walk around bowing down not knowing why, I pulled myself, there were some rules in my aunt's family that made me feel numb, and over time I felt numb, whether love, love, care, or humanity.
I used to walk fast, because I thought there was no need for interaction with other people, people could not know how fragile I was, and to cover it I wanted from my social world.
Now it dawned on me to be human we have to interact with our fellow human beings, we social creatures always need each other every time.
From now on I want to interact with other humans, I am an ordinary human not an alien and the like, I am a social creature not an independent creature.
I hope this is a new beginning for me...
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Time passed by, walking without even wanting to stop for a second...
One month has passed without argi, everything has changed, as well as my social life
I was pensively pensive under the trees behind my college building, enjoying the breeze that always greeted me without any intention of leaving..
My social life is not as sad as it used to be, now I have several friends, multiply it in class and at the right boarding house I live..
Socializing is not as scary as I think, it turns out many people are willing to accept my shortcomings...
My life is filled with people who understand me...
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This morning say hello, today I have an appointment with my friends to run in the morning
“hai Sabrina” greet Shopiah
“hai Shopia” I replied with a smile
“tumben early in the morning, already out kosan, where are you going?” shopiah asked with a myriad of her thoughts
“mau run morn” answer me briefly
“here, wait yes Sabrina” replied Shopiah while running in her room
“hmm” short answer
Sabrina sat in front of the boarding door and played her hand phone
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Sabrina's phone vibrated and displayed the name of the aksa on her hand phone screen
“why he called me” Inner Sabrina
Sabrina is now being prepared to take part in the debate by the head of her prod with Aksa, and Delvin, indirectly making meetings between sabrina and aksa more frequent, to make Sabrina, Sabrina, Aksa and Delvin are close..
Sabrina pushed up the green button...
“hallo” greet Aksa over there
“iya” answer sabrina briefly
“ today you are busy ngak, I am equally delvin want to invite you to exercise and deepen debat” material explained Aksa calmly, even though his heart was struggling violently
“ what time, where?” ask Sabrina
“dikafe near campus , nine o'clock, can you?” answer Aksa
“oh, yes can” replied Sabrina
“oke, I'll pick up” replied Aksa and immediately turn off the phone without hearing the answer from sabrina
huuh.
“hahaha, have not to be upset so, you should be grateful to be close to the same bang Aksa Delvin” said Shopiah relaxed
Not wanting to make a beautiful word from Shopiah, Sabrina just walked and left Shopiah
“habit deh” shopiah shouted
Sabrina, Shopiah and friends who run off in the morning peacefully and calmly, Sabrina with her silence just stared at the beautiful creation of the god she saw
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Cklek...
Sabrina's door was closed and Sabrina's lock was on, Sabrina Sengajah came early so Arga wouldn't pick her up...
arriving at the boarding gate, Sabrina was surprised, how not, Aksa was already in front of his cost while playing his hand phone
“kok sister already here” asked Sabrina who again calmed herself
“aku deliberately came early because, Delvin has been waiting in cafe” Aksa replied
“kok can? Didn't we make the appointment at nine o'clock?” asked Sabrina in surprise
“usu that child does not have work at home, so yes he came directly to the cafe, and was busy calling me” Aksa replied calmly
“oh” replied sabrina still with her astonishment
“ayok we go” take Aksa
Sabrina just nodded
On the way Sabrina began to ask Aksa
“kok you did not use your motor kak?” tanya Sabrina was afraid, let alone having to use the word sister, because according to sabrina it is not polite if with older people calling by name
“oh that, I know you do not want to ride the motorbike I usually carry, so I just borrow this motorbike so you want me to pick up” replied Aksa calm down
“oh” replied sabrina was short, but she was very happy, because I care about her
...
“loe on really long time anyway, intention to learn anyway?” delvin protest
“already, let's sit down, order a drink, then we learn” replied Aksa
“lagian wrong loe too, what time is the appointment, come what time” continued Aksa, while pulling the chair he will sit
After ordering a drink, Aksa and Delvin were busy exchanging opinions about a motion that was likely to be issued at the time of the meeting, and Sabrina only focused on reading a series of readings that Aksa and Delvin had concisely read
“sab, how have you read and understood all the material” asked Delvin
“not del, I do not understand everything” replied Sabrina bolung
“ya already later you ask Aksa, if he has returned from the toilet, let you understand “ said Delvin
Sabrina just nodded
With a feeling of fear Sabrina asked with Aksa
“kak” says Sabrina
“iya sab, what is it?” answer Aksa wonder
“i ngak understand this material kak” said Sabrina while condensing the paper that she had been staring at
“ oh this, ......” obviously aksa to sabrina.
“alah understand sab” ask Aksa
“iya kak” replied sabrina by lifting the corner of her lips up
“remember yes sab, loe second speaker, I am the third speaker and the first speaker action, so we master the deepening of our material each” explained Devin
“it looks like our discussion today until here first, next time we connect again, and loe sab, if there is material that ngak loe ngerti slim aja ask the same Aksa” lanjul Delvin
“iya sab if there is something you do not understand, you can immediately ask me, if you ask Delvin maybe next year he replied” said Aksa
“iya kak” Sabrina replied while nodding
“ya I already first ya sab, Aksa loe between Sabrina to her innocence, I pamit” said Delvin while resting his hand on the shoulder of aksa and while walking out of the cafe
“iya, aman” replied Aksa relaxed
“sab, just a moment yes, I trim my stationery first” said Aksa
“iya kak” answer sabrina
Suddenly the rain falling on the earth gave life to all creatures, thus holding a pair of creatures together for a while
