A New Secuil of Hope
sabrina
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The days go on, say hello in the morning to congratulate you on the night and on and on.
now Sabrina is sitting in the gazebo of her uncle's house.
yes this is actually the reason Sabrina chose in east Java that there are people who can take care of her, protect her, when she lost control, that's what Sabrina thought first.
now Sabrina looked up at the sky swinging her legs, sabrina having a dialogue with her brain and heart.
this is what I can do when there is no one I trust to share my story with.
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"why do you still survive, Not tired, your life is not like this, you can talk to your parents, he will understand let's dare to sabrina" Sabrina's mind let out his complaint.
"you are strong Sabrina, all will pass, be patient, all will be smiling results" Sabrina's heart assured him
Sabrina is not a child who is used to homework, her mother always forbids her to do that, Sabrina's duties are only school, learning and proud parents.
And now Sabrina with all her burdens, taking care of homework, here Sabrina is required to do it all by herself.
"aahhh I'm considered a maid here" Sabrina thought as she kept her eyes fixed on the sky
"not-nothing! my aunt isn't that bad" Sabrina replied to strengthen herself
"but the same, what's the difference? get up early, do everything, take care of her children" Sabrina grumbled
"aahhs" Sabrina rubbed her face with a huff
"I can't stand it anymore" Sabrina monologued in her heart as she bit her lower lip and held back tears that would soon burst.
With a little Sabrina ran down her seven rooms, so that no one would know she was sad
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sabrian room filled with 75% is the goods of his nephew, it's natural that Sabrina here just hitchhiking
"I don't have the right to be angry, I understand my position" that's what Sabrina said when her heart broke for everything
Sabrina slowly closed the door and locked it.
Sabrina was afraid that anyone would see her cry, she didn't know what to say if asked later.
This is sabrina, who almost every night exposes her frustration and disappointment by crying.
Sabrina cried not because of her lover or both parents, but about the treatment and burden that Sabrina carried, at the home of her uncle and aunt.
sabrina had no problem with her recovery, let alone her friends
Sabrina had a problem with her heart and brain that was always turbulent to see her condition was very, very tiring
Sabrina hurriedly came under the bed, and quickly picked up the pillow, covered her face and closed her mouth so as not to make a sound
sabrina's tears were unstoppable, she was laid in the darkness of the night that no one knew, that's how Sabrina
It was strange, but only in this way could Sabrina cry, venting her frustration and disappointment
sleeping under the bed, covering your face with a pillow so that no one knows it is always a routine that Sabrina lived
sabrina is ravenous, tired, sad and crying.
After feeling enough, her tears sabrina removed violently.
"why am I so weak, why is it only because of this that I cry" while strengthening my heart and ending his cry
"i'm strong, I'am fine" Sabrina said as she pulled her body out of hiding.
"This little child of mine" said the almost inaudible sabrina, yet again the sabrina held back the tears that wanted to fall, by biting her lower lip firmly, and, Sabrina hopes her tears won't fall from the shelter
" I'm fine" Sabrina said as she searched the air and calmed herself by stroking the chest
Sabrina threw herself on the bed.
in this room dominated by purple, the furniture has always been a witness to how tortured and rapunya Sabrina there
sabrina pulled the blanket and opened her body like a cocoon, until Tampa realized Sabrina was already in the dream.
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Morning to say hello...
The sun selfishly divided its scorching light.
Sabrina is now sitting next to the house, resting herself.
his sweat was fiercely sliding across the surface of Sabrina's skin.
Sabrina squeezed her hands that felt numb and red, as a result of pulling the grass along the house.
from that moment Sabrina had not rested her body Sabrina had begun to move from 04:00 this morning.
This is how Sabrina if the weekend greet notya rest, but instead busy taking care of home affairs that seem never-ending.
Sabrina's stomach has repeatedly let out her protesting, hungry voice that she feels has haunted her so much, But Sabrina's job is over.
there's still a lot for Sabrina to do
now Sabrina is really tired, wants to rest and sleep for a while.
"Sabrina" the voice echoed from inside the house
"Yes bik" replied Sabrina
"If you have grazed yes, please flush the flowers yes" read Sabrina's aunt
Sabrina did not answer
"Don't forget to wash dishes and dry clothes" continued Sabrina's aunt
"Yes bik" replied Sabrina
Sabrina was very, very tired, she had lost her composure from there was no rest that Sabrina could do
"I'm tired" Sabrina said with a slight tremble without anyone hearing
"Until when will I be like this" Sabrina said in frustration
Without negotiating Sabrina's tears fell, drenching her smooth cheeks
"No crying, no crying" Sabrina said, shaking her head and wiping her tears rough
"I am strong, I must be strong" Sabrina said bracing herself
"It's coming to an end, just until graduation" Sabrina's tears can't be controlled anymore
" Sabrina's strong, it's been semester 4, how many more semesters, surely it can" Sabrina strengthened herself
Sabrina quickly seven taps that are beside the house
Sabrina immediately turned the tap and washed her face, so that no one would see her cry.
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Ccqnc ....
Notif from Sabrina's phone..
Sabrina just glanced at the phone on the mattress colored tosca.
without wanting to see it.
Sabrina rested my body on the head of her bed
sabrina took a deep breath, then took it out slowly
"Ahhhh, damn why do I feel so tired" complained sabrina
"My job is not done yet, tomorrow is deadline" he said again
By fighting fatigue and fighting with laziness, Sabrina completed her college assignment
And Sabrina still has no intention of seeing her phone
Time is getting late ...
The clock is 12.23 minutes
Drowsiness attacked Sabrina without excuse...
sabrian happily befriended the drowsiness..
not so long...
sabirnapun fell asleep on the floor without a pedestal, pillow what else a blanket.
Labtop and stationery faithfully accompany Sabrina's sleep
without the intention of tidying up first those who had Sabrina told to dance, it did not feel Sabrina was already sound into the dream realm
as a result they scattered in the room dominated by the purple color.
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