A New Secuil of Hope

misguidedly

Sabrina returned home bored with a stack of papers that Ardian gave her to be his assistant at a pseudo-practice by her faculty tomorrow

"sab, sab" cried Sabrina's friend as she banged on Sabrina's boarding door

"yes what's wrong?" sabrina asked with an annoyed face without opening her boarding door

"hhh, open the door first, if he talks" replied the front door boarding Sabrina with a little raised voice and upset voice

"what's wrong?" asked Sabrina while opening the boarding door while displaying a face of indifference and unfriendly

"mending here meet with us while watching" invited fellow cosan Sabrina

"again learning" Sabrina replied briefly

"smart, learning time continues" whispered friends Sabrina who can still be heard by Sabrina

"yes, the wealth is not learning about him" replied another friend of Sabrina's boarding house while whispering as well, but still can be heard by Sabrina

"ohh, yes already if you want to learn sab, study diligently sab" said Sabrina's friend who was knocking on Sabrina's room door

"yes" Sabrina answered while closing the door as her friend left from the front of her room

"hmmm" dehem Sabrina after the door closed

"why the people are busy taking care of people's lives, want me to learn, or why it's my business, not that I don't want to join tapan emang I'm busy anymore, really busy, when the hell people can understand if the busyness of different people, can not be in the same" said Sabrina issued a sense of regret so that he was relieved

people only see one side of another's life, and people can't see the whole of a person's life, it could be what we see is only one side of that person, he said, looks okay even though it is bearing sad, is not busy even though it is very busy, like there is no task, when the task is piled up, and all tasks must be completed, appreciate the busyness of others, and respect the work of others, think positively do not suspect the no-no, because because the assumption could be breaking off a relationship that has been strained and keep a close relationship, we all have busy things that do not need people to know, because, appreciate his work and his decisions

Sabrina continued to struggle with the papers and continued to tidy up the contents and understand them.

Sabrina's head has begun to twitch, the stomach of the sabrina has been rumbling violently and the body of the sabrina has begun to limp. The reason is now at 01:30 in the morning but sabrina has not eaten and slept.

Sabrina continued to focus on understanding the contents of the papers and at exactly 02.00 am Sabrina finished understanding them and went to sleep with a hungry stomach.

According to Sabrina, sleeping hungry is more sound sleep than in a state of fullness, when satiated sabrina can not sleep but when hungry sabrina is very easy to fall asleep, very different from most people who fall asleep when they are full and can not sleep if hungry. Come here there is one frequency of the same sabrina, if there is calm we are the same, you ngak yourself.

The sound of the dawn adhan flowed beautifully greeting the telingga drum room Sabrina

“drrttt. Drrr. Drttttt.” The voice of the phone alaram sabrina that coincided with the dawn adhan reverberated

“after dawn” Sabrina said while picking up her phone and turning off her alarm.

Because still sleepy Sabrina went back to sleep, after five minutes sabrina woke up again, but the sleepiness was still really not going away, then Sabrina slept again, five minutes after Sabrina woke up again.

“sholat now than kebablasan” while checking his eyes

With drowsiness and dizziness that attacked Sabrina went to the bathroom then brushed her teeth and washed her face, then took ablution and prayer. After the prayer Sabrina returned to sleep because she was still sleepy, but unfortunately her eyes could no longer be closed and finally Sabrina just slept while looking at her hand phone.

Sabrina this morning had no courses, but she had to be a college assistant to Ardian in the pseudo-faculty court, and Sabrina had finished her bath, that was a very admirable thing, usually 30 minutes before the recovery starts Sabrina new bath, Sabrina never use complete makeup, most only powder and lip care, so it does not take long, so it does not take a long time, if there is no recovery like today Sabrina took a bath if the dzuhur prayer adhan has reverberated.

Sabrina was already on the campus and now listening to the conversation between Ardian and Raka, Sabrina continued and observed the conversation of Ardian and Raka.

“I am not at all impressed with your face, but I am very impressed by the way you”ucap Sabrina in heart while continuing to observe Ardian and listen to the conversation ardian Raka

“Sabrina” says ardian breaks Sabrina's daydream

“ehh, yes pak” replied Sabrina

“ayok, why are you there” said Ardian who had walked quite far from where Sabrina sat

“ ehh, yes pak’ replied sabrina and hurriedly walked after Ardian and Raka.

Pseudo-practice begins, and many times sabrina is blamed by Ardian, Sabrina has lost her spirit, but Sabrina has tried her best.

“I can ask pa? why do I always blush in your eyes? Have I never been in your heart as a human” Sabrina lirih in the heart because Sabrina has been blamed only.

The practice of pseudo-justice ended and Sabrina was still saddened by what Ardian was doing

“already not to be sad” said Raka to calm Sabrina

“Ardian is so” continued raka while walking hand in hand with Sabrina

“iya pak” replied Sabrina who is still sad

“Ardian is good, he wants to tell you new things and teach you, but sometimes the wrong way, maklumi aja” said Raka while continuing to follow Ardian and go hand in hand with Sabrina

“iya sir, but why would you want to sir friendanan pak ardian who is very poor feeling, anti social and arrogant?” sabrina asked Rzaka who was beside her

“hahaha, you are talking anti-social people like you are happy to socialize” replied Raka while laughing at Sabrina's question

“tap me ngitunya pak” split Sabrina in front of Raka

“iya, because we always understand how to go to others, we will always feel ourselves better than others and treat others well, but we never realize how other people feel when we treat” explained Raka while continuing to walk out of the faculty along with Sabrina

“and you are the same ardian, both do not like to be disturbed by others, anti-social and have their own way to express things, do not think negatively, try to think positively, try to, and look from the side of goodness do not look from the side of the ugliness, ardian does not want to anger you, but only in that way you can add insight” continued raka calm Sabrina and provide understanding for him

“but you are to blame continue sir?. say still new, have not learned before, anyways this is the learning of the level brother, reasonable dong pak if I do not know?” asked Sabrina who was still upset to Raka

“sure, ardian would want the best for you, not to make you fall but to make you think more forward” replied Raka as she left Sabrina and walked over to Ardian.

After all the explanations Sabrina had heard from Raka, Sabrina tried to think positively and dispel her sense of regret to Ardian and walked spending the rest of the faculty corridor that made her leave her faculty.

“tau where?” ardian asked Sabrina as she passed by his car...

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