A Love for Khayra

Meaning of a Taste

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What hurts more than love..

When two hearts hope for each other in silence, and the stored sense must be quenched, even when the love has just sprouted.

Authors.

There was a melodious voice belonging to Aris, who was still teaching. The little boy who always patiently responds to Blue's questions while studying and repeating the reading, Blue did not hesitate to ask Aris who was much smarter to teach him than he.

Blue Eyes stared blankly out the window, the night that began to hug deserted, only felt a gust of wind that wrapped cold. Blue is still waiting for the turn to teach, the surau has begun to be quiet, leaving only Blue and Ustadz Khalid.

Blue began to recite the holy verses belonging to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, Ustadz Khalid listened while closing his shady eyes.

Blue development is much better, the understanding of Tajwid is already very good.

Blue just after chanting Surah An-Nisa', the view of Ustadz Khalid can not be separated from Blue which looks different. Blue closes his Quran, and wants to put it in the closet where the regular Quran is stored.

" Blue! "

Blue stopped herself to move, she sat back down.

" Yes Ustadz. "

" What's up? " Ustadz Khalid's question made Blue eyes squint.

" I'm Ustadz? " Returned Blue wonder.

Ustadz Khalid only developed a smile, Blue was silent for a moment.

" Doubts of your heart? "

Blue stunned, crossed the mind Blue even Ustadz Khalid as if he could read and guess the contents of his heart and mind.

" How did Ustadz know this? " It was not the answer that was given, but the question that was returned to the question of Ustadz Khalid.

Ustadz Khalid smiled again, even starting to laugh.

" Our eyes cannot lie when our mouths lie. Do you intend to lie to your heart, while what you want is different from your heart. "

" You mean Ustadz? "

" You know what Ustadz meant. "

"Ustadz is right, I've tried everything I can, despite the pain here. " Blue patted his chest.

" I tried to stay away from him, even silenced him, but it was very heavy Ustadz. "

Blue was bowed deeply, there was an indescribable sense, as if something was being forcefully pulled from his heart, a consciousness that felt slapped.

" I wish I could take care of my heart, even though half my heart is still in revolt, and the other side is obedient. "

" There is nothing easy in this world, even when a test greater than this is ignored, there is a love far more beautiful than our love for the creature of God, love for the Khaliq. "

Ustadz Khalid's shady gaze made Blue reluctant to turn to listen to his advice.

" There are still many tests that are much bigger than the exams we are currently facing, this is not how much. When our beliefs are tested, asserting the choice for doubt will only be misleading. "

" Ustad.." Blue voice vibrating.

" It's not too late, love is a human thing, slowly you will understand. "

" Thank you Ustadz. "

" Wouldn't it be more beautiful, if you have it at the right time, you are still too young still a long way to go. "

The words of Ustadz Khalid resonated in Blue's mind.

" If he's your match, fate will bring you back together, because the ribs with their owners will never be changed, never stop to keep you steady."

As for the sin of the servant before Your Lord, I complain of this little test.

" I'm sure you can! "

Ustadz Khalid patted Blue on the shoulder, then passed away leaving Blue still stunned in his solitude.

Blue age is still very young, the future is still long. Blue still has dreams to achieve, there are still many tasks waiting for Blue to reach his goals.

Without anyone knowing a pair of ears, listen to the conversation of Ustadz Khalid and Blue.

Blue was still bowed in silence, with tears that were not ashamed to melt on Blue's stern face.

" Khay.I will keep my heart for you, until one day when we meet again, I hope you are my goal. " Gumam Blue Ogre.

A pair of eyes that looked over from behind the curtain, slowly stepped foot leaving the surau.

Blue hugged his knees, all the words of Ustadz Khalid, like a roll of broken tape spinning on his head.

There is a much more beautiful love, which is the love of the Khaliq.

Blue came home on a bike that had been taking him wherever he went, maybe much different from the facilities used when he was at his home. Blue who knows simplicity when he started living in this village, Blue more learned the real meaning of life, a portrait of life recorded in his memory, how to work to survive in the midst of incompetence, what it means to share, and more importantly how he became a better person, and close to the owner of life.

" Asalamualaikum's chat.."

" Navaloupe.."

" Don't Blue just come home? "

" O Aunty, I was talking to Ustadz Khalid, so he's been going home for a while. "

" Yes, we've changed our clothes! "

Blue nodded, she passed into the room changing into a cocoa dress in casual clothes. Blue went to the dining room, there was only Mother Goddess and Mr. Bahrun.

" Let's eat! "

" Aryan didn't eat Auntie? "

" She ate at Nak Rara's place! "

Even upon hearing the name it was called Blue heart shook violently.

Strengthen the servant of Ya Rabb..

" Arini just arrived, after teaching earlier stopped by Rara's house. " Light Mr. Bahrun.

After eating Blue sat with Pak Bahrun chatting, while enjoying a cup of ginger milk.

" Kid Biru will soon be the final test of school, study even more! "

Mr. Bahrun's message, all this time the advice of Mr. Bahrun who is able to penetrate the cold heart of Blue, which is almost untouched. Even by Papa and his own mother.

" Yes Om.after graduating later Blue will invite Bono to continue his studies in Jakarta. "

" It's good, so Bono can be successful and happy for the Mbok. "

" The problem is Mbok himself Om, Bono is confused. "

" Let her brother Bono stay here during Bono's college, pity him alone. Let Bono focus more on learning, not worrying about the situation of the Mbok. " Tukas Mr. Bahrun.

" Blue pity Bono Om, at a young age he had to slam bones to support his parents. Blue is ashamed of himself, even Blue wastes the sacrifice of Papa and Mama, who are tired of working for his son. "

" Blue has been kufur favor Om, Blue regret has been bad to Papa and Mama all this time. "

" It's not too late to make amends, take the time you have to devote to your parents, while they're still around, because the Ridho Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala is in the ridho of our parents. "

" Thank you Om, all this time Om who understands Blue, and always patiently face Blue's bad behavior. "

Blue always misbehaves, expecting more attention from both parents.