A Love for Khayra

Mother's Love

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Khayra came home with Arini, Arini led his bike, Khayra walked beside him. Arini's house is further away, so Arini walks along to Khayra's house, the rest of her will go home alone.

" You haven't spoken to Mother yet? "

" I'll apologize to you later. "

" Don't delay it again, apologize immediately. "

Khayra agreed, Arini smiled with encouragement.

" I just want to know who my father is, how is my father? "

" Mother is still not ready you have to be more patient, maybe it is very painful for Mother. "

" What my birth in this world is not expected, so it is very painful for Mother to tell me. "

" Astaghfirullahaladzim, Istighfar Khayra! " Snapped Arini, Khayra lost his mind and said so.

" That could be Arini, I might be a kid.." Khayra could not continue his words.

" Never think ill like that Khayra, you are as bad as your own mother. "

Khayra bit her lips bitterly, honestly her heart felt sore when she said that. But that prejudice flashed past him these few days.

Khayra thought about why Mommy always covered up and hid her past stories about Khayra's biological father. So that bad prejudice comes to pass.

The night felt so quiet, Khayra's house looked dim.

Khayra had just returned from Surau, together

Arini's.

It looks like the house is quiet, the lights in part of the room have been extinguished.

" Asalamualaikum's chat.."

Mother opened the door for Khayra, Si Mbok was already sleeping due to fatigue in the fields.

" Navaloupe.."

Khayra kissed Mother Takzim's hand, Mother locked the door again.

Mother was about to pass to the room, Khayra hugged Mother from behind.

" Mother.."

" I'm sorry Rara.."

Mother turned and looked at her daughter's bowed face.

" Mother who is sorry, has made Khayra confused. "

Khayra shook her head, Khayra felt a little outrageous to Mother, had dared to refute Mother's words.

" Khayra has made Mother's heart sad, Khayra should not behave like that "

Mother smiled and held Khayra affectionately.

" Hear Mommy well, this is not Rara's fault, Mommy is sad not because of Rara. "

" Dear, believe me Mother is very fond of Khayra, whatever Mother does all because Mother loves you, Mother does not want to disappoint you, Mother knows Khayra is angry because Mother always limits Khayra association, Mother always limits Khayra association, but there is one thing that Khayra must remember, Mother does not want, Mother's dear daughter is injured and disappointed, like Mother used to be. "

Khayra started crying, Mother grabbed him.

" Dear Mother does not not want to tell stories about Mother's past to you, this is all too painful for Mother to tell. Mother is afraid this will also hurt your heart and erode your confidence later, believe me if the time comes, Mother will tell everything, Mother only wants Khayra to be patient and believe, that Mother loves you. "

Khayra was getting sobbing, her tears spilled in Mother's arms.

" I'm sorry Rara Bunda.sorry Rara.."

" Mother never considers this your fault, this is all your fault, Mother also apologizes. "

Mother hugged Khayra, rubbing her daughter's head gently.

" Sometimes from mistakes we can learn, how we live without repeating the same mistakes. Make it a learning process in the future so that it can be better. " Bisik Mommy's.

" Pardon Rara Bunda, Khayra will wait until Mother is ready to share Mother's sorrow with Khayra. "

Khayra hopes in his heart, may Mother remain strong, even though the storm is not over.

" Khayra believes Mother, Khayra dear Mother. "

" Sleep is late, tomorrow is the morning prayer late! " Khayra nodded.

Khayra sat on the edge of her bed, then turned to the study chair, and took her diary, Khayra expressed her feelings for her beloved diary.

Dear diary's..

Maybe I'm a little too much for Mommy, I'm sorry Mommy.

I will always wait for Mother to share the story of Mother's past, especially if it's about Father.

Khayra loves Mother, and always will be.

Khayra closed her diary, keeping it neat in a box.

Khayra still could not be closed, his eyes did not go sleepy.

" Mother Khayra just wants to know who Khayra's father really is. " Bisik Khayra lirih, looking at her photo both Mother.

Khayra passed to the back, taking the ablution water, about to read the Quran. He wanted to calm his slightly agitated heart.

The sweet sound of Khayra carried by the wind, swallowed by the silence of the night.

Until finally Khayra could not wake up again, closed the Quran and put back to the study table.

Khayra sleeps in a dream world.

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Blue has just changed clothes, after returning from Surau.

When in the surau Blue passed by Khayra, Khayra was still bowed sadly, his eyes were soft.

Blue takes the Quran at the table, repeating the surah that is read today, Blue has taught Al_quran although only juz 2 Blue is still eager to learn.

Blue remembered not doing schoolwork, finished doing the task. Skilled hand Blue nimblely drew a sketch of one's face.

The face of the girl who lately always teased him, a sad face that always made him not stop feeling worried.

I don't know what's holding Blue's heart, his eyes aren't sleepy. Blue again took the Quran, Blue read the Surah Ar-Rahman, to eliminate the thoughts that raged, Blue began to feel calm afterwards.

Abaghfirullahaladzim aposchland..

Forgive my servant, O Allah, to think of him whom I should not worry. What is this feeling..Why does his face not disappear.

Blue closed his eyes, dispelling the shadow that kept stalking him. Blue keeps beristighfar in the heart.

Blue buried his face under the pillow, still do not want to disappear.

Until almost 02.25 in the morning, Blue can just close his eyes.

Blue sleeps soundly, hugged his bolster. Blue just fell asleep when the dawn adhan began to sound, his eyes felt heavy to open. Alarm clock is on.

With heavy steps and eyes that are still sleepy Blue went to take ablution, Blue performed the prayers of the body, after the completion of the prayer is still on the alphabet, Blue fell asleep again, and, his eyes felt heavy and sleepy because he could not sleep last night.

Blue sleeps until morning, not realizing the sun starts high. The alarm clock keeps ringing, Blue starts to pry. Turn off the alarm clock.

The clock is pointing at 06.45 in the morning.

Geck..Geck..

" blue..Blue.wake up! "

" Blue you're not in school? "

Half-conscious Blue blinked her eyes, seen the alarm clock on the table.

" school? " His master has not yet collected his life.

Blue Eyes turned straight, "O God, I am late! "

Blue takes a towel, runs into the bathroom, somehow Blue super lightning shower. Only 3 minutes he was done from his bath,

getting ready to wear school uniforms, Blue is bad luck. Wearing shoes while running.

" Blue go Aunt..Assalamualaikum.." Blue is in a hurry, the bike as fast as possible. Mother Goddess bobbing head seeing Blue.

" Waalaikumsalam.be careful! " Blue has disappeared in the streets.

" Tumben the boy woke up bad luck. "

Blue is like a racer, pedaling his bike at full power.