A Love for Khayra

Blue, what's wrong with you?

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Blue had just finished teaching, and closed his Quran, in his breath that felt heavy. Blue tried to ventured to ask Ustadz Khalid about his anxiety.

" Ustadz, may I ask you something? "

Ustadz Khalid nodded, "Please, as long as I can answer! "

" Ustadz why does my heart often get agitated at the thought of something? " Blue said hesitantly, Ustadz Khalid seemed to think for a moment.

" It depends on what thoughts can make you anxious, if something you should not think about, and you keep thinking about it, of course it can make you feel unsettled. "

" Ustadz right, my heart feels unsettled. " Blue Imbuh.

" For example, if you think of a woman who is not your mahram! " Recisive Ustadz Khalid, Blue speechless listened.

" How can you be calm if you keep thinking about something that is not lawful to you. "

Blue stunned listening to Ustadz Khalid's speech.

Is it true that this feeling is love, which I have for her.

" Love is a natural thing of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala that every human being has, in Islam, the feeling of love is not wrong, which is not true is when love is not placed where it should be, and in Islam, the feeling of love is not wrong, then it becomes irrational.

Resisting the feeling of not wanting to act out because of his love and dismissing the longing that you do not have time, it is much better, you will get the reward of jihad. And it is not a sin to love someone who is not a mahram, as long as they do not do what Allah Ta'ala wraths. " Ustadz Khalid took a momentary pause, Blue continued to pay attention to Ustadz Khalid's explanation.

" Part your eyes, avoid adultery, whatever it is, despise the heart, despise the eyes, Zina the mind especially for adultery. Busy yourself with something more useful, closer to God and improve yourself, it will be much better if you keep quiet. "

All the words of Ustadz Khalid are embedded in Blue's heart. The newly realized blue turned out to be the unusual taste he had for Khayra. The girl who had lately disturbed her heart, Blue had to keep the love neatly in her heart, albeit a little torturous. Blue does not want her love to outweigh her love for the Khaliq, let it be fate that unites her love at the right time and in the right heart.

Blue pedaled his bike, splitting the darkness of the night.

Arini and Khayra were seen walking side by side from the surau, Blue passed them and stopped for a moment. Blue looked down and was silent when accidentally his eyes looked at Khayra.

" I was Arini! " The lesson is short.

" Blue.." Arini cursed with shock, Blue back pedaling his bike until invisible again in the dark.

" You'll go home by yourself later? " Tutur Khayra softly.

" Hahaha, I've always been used to going home by myself. "

The two of them walked back, until they reached Khayra's house.

" You be careful! " Khayra's message to her best friend.

" I'm home yes. " Arini came home by pedaling a bicycle that had been guided earlier. Khayra walked to her house which looked dark, only the lights outside the house were lit.

" Asalamualaikum's chat.."

" Navaloupe.."

Mother looks sleepy when she opens the door for Khayra.

" Go to sleep, Mother is also sleepy! "

" Yes Mother. "

Khayra took her beloved diary, re-chalking her story today.

Dear diary's..

He was silent, not as usual.

Just a line of words written by Khayra. Khayra again closed her diary, keeping it neat in a box.

In a different place, Blue after dinner with Mr. Bahrun's family he picked up the guitar, he wanted to sit on the terrace enjoying the night.

" Where are you going to Blue? " Tegur Mother Goddess, who saw Blue was about to open the door with her hands carrying a guitar.

" Blue wants to catch the wind Auntie, sitting on the porch. "

" Don't be late at night, you'll catch a cold. "

Blue sat on the side porch, strumming the guitar reclining the lyrics of the song, sounding a heavy voice playing softly, implying a disturbing feeling.

" Ehm.ehm.it sounds very upset. " Usik Arini's.

The blankets of the night, with a clear sky strewn with stars twinkling like diamond grains.

" Melow is so Blue the song, which is cheerful a little why! "

" No mood anymore. " Light Blue lazy.

" Why are you? "

" Nothing. "

" Hayoo confess! "

" Your attitude why is it so different with Rara, just shut up? "

Blue shook her head slowly, Arini still could not believe the change in Blue's attitude.

" You guys got into a fight, huh? " Search Arini.

" Who's fighting? no kok. " Blue Kilah.

" Your attitude is different, usually you both like tom and jerry when you meet, this from last afternoon you just stay quiet not like usual. "

" Nothing, no why. " Blue Eagle, Arini looked suspiciously.

" No belief! "

Arini stood up and entered the house, Blue again strummed the guitar playing a soft rhythm.

Arini is seen entering and passing by her mother, who brought a cup of tea for Mr. Bahrun who was sitting on the TV room sofa.

Arini sat next to her Father, changing the TV channel.

" Why are you so sewed? "

" No more being upset with Blue. "

" Why would you like Blue? " Bahrun sir raised his eyebrows.

" I don't know how strange it is, it can turn silent so. "

" Yes, that sounds sad to the song. " Imbuh Mother Goddess.

" A broken heart maybe? " Guess Mr. Bahrun while frowning.

" It could be, but heartbroken with whom? " Mother Goddess and Mr. Bahrun raised their shoulders.

" It is impossible that Mr. Blue is heartbroken, or it could be, it may be that he is.."

" Maybe he is.."Arini's hysterical cry gets an answer from her curiosity

Mr. Bahrun and Mother Goddess looked at their daughter's behavior.

Arini ran to her room, she laughed to herself imagining if it was true what she had guessed.

Blue kept thinking about the words of Ustadz Khalid, the feeling that had just taken root had to be dashed. Blue did not want to, because the feelings that should not be the time he had made him have to bear the sin of adultery of heart, eyes, mind and even deeds, because he continued to think of Khayra who was not his mahram.

If he were for me, fate would bring us together again later in a lawful bond.

Until midnight Blue just went into the room, lying down and closed his eyes, slowly the words of Ustadz Khalid and the shadow of Khayra alternately came to his mind.

Abaghfirullahaladzim aposchland..

Forgive my servant Ya Rabb, if this feeling of mine should not have me at this time, please open my heart and meet us later at the right time.

Blue looked at the sky of his room, rubbed his handsome face that looked cute. Blue tried to throw away her feelings, despite the sadness in her little heart. The age of teenagers who are vulnerable to falling in love with the opposite sex, although there is nothing wrong it is good to avoid.

" I'm sorry Khay.no, this feeling should be there right now. " Blue Whispers sounded soft, just to himself.