A Little Cupid's

46. Arion

What do you feel when you are 3 years old and wake up 10 years old.

That I…..

Confused, astonished and amazed.

I used to be in my mommy and papa's arms but now, it doesn't feel right anymore with my tall body.

I used to be able to indulge, play as much as possible on the playground or in the playroom. Now no child of my age does that.

And I have three sisters whose minds are much more mature than mine.

Nothing has changed from my mom and dad. Mama always smiled sweetly and kissed my cheeks before going to bed. Papa, he always buys me all the things that draw his eyes the same as they used to. He always said don't tell Mom.

My sister Alandra, she's grown up, doesn't like to be angry, doesn't like to be noisy, and then teaches me a lot of things I don't know. It looks like papa at work.

Andreo is another. He goes forward first when something bothers them to play. Dislikes other people snatching their toys but is also quick to make friends and very cheerful.

Sena..more like a younger brother. Although her appearance was sweet and reminded me of the BJD dolls located in the room, she would go ahead and hit others who were bothering them. Although the end who really fought was Andreo, while Alandra protected Sena.

The three of them did not cry at school. But once home, the three of them immediately whined at mama and papa. This causes them to change schools frequently.

I have not been allowed anywhere alone, I also still have to undergo a series of examinations at the Hospital. My job now is to accompany my sisters wherever they go, or rather, I am dragged to places they love and want to show me so much.

Some of my memories before the coma, often passing through made my head hurt, and I didn't like that.

I don't want to complain to my mom and dad because I don't like to see them worry. But Alandra somehow managed to report to papa who at the end of which I was told to rest at home.

Bored???. It's clear!!. Sometimes I can stay in my room all day because of a headache. Mama checked me out a few times and sometimes slept next to me, making me nag.

I got the phone numbers of Ciel's brother Azriel and Luciel who have moved to other areas. Yeah!. I remember them. They used to invite me to play, and they used to live in this house. I wonder, are they still taller than me??. Is sister Ciel still good as before, she used to most often share her favorite food with me. Luciel's sister often taught me to read, whereas Azriel taught me to count.

I have a lot of notebooks that I wrote 7 years ago. The untidy writings filled the pages of the book. Also the abstract I drew. Ah!!. I was able to count to 2000.

Disappointing!!. 😔I'm more stupid than my sisters. They can even multiply, divide and root. They can also read well. While I am still struggling with the writing of these chicken claws.

Luckily at my house there is a private library. There are many books there that are not only textbooks but also children's comics and short stories and novels.

I was originally only interested in reading comics, those images and text that made me a little imaginative. I have read for some time how many hundred one piece comics, naruto, conan, tsubasa, and papa excitedly add to the collection of comics in the library because he was happy to see me spend my time there.

My sisters also sometimes do their schoolwork in the library. Papa and mama sometimes take turns teaching them and I just stare at the scene with complexity, envy and confusion. I don't dare say that I want to be taught. So whenever my mom, dad and my sisters were in the library, I chose to disappear in the corners of the closet and read alone there.

Papa is a diamond businessman. I finally know now, I used to not understand at all and was engrossed in playing with those diamond stones when in papa's office.

Papa's book is mostly business-themed, or diamond, I've tried to read it and I'm not interested in studying it.

Every time I go there, I go back to the comic books. I've reread all this 50 times since I was let into that place. I can even draw every character in the comic so hapnya and my picture is much better than my writing. Just make it more frustrating.😣

I can speak fluently but I'm lazy to speak, my voice changes like it wasn't my old voice. My mother always persuaded me to say what I thought. I was confused where to start, and finally just able to smile.

Papa often invites me to play online games, my sisters also participate but they are easy to give up and so lost to play, he said, they all (including) papa complained to mama saying that I should not be taught to play games. I don't know where my fault is. I would win because they were too slow, I was also confused as to why I could keep winning. I'm not too happy when I win games either. Confused.😟

Because I can't seem to follow my mom. I finally groaned at Brother Ciel. Well!!, at least he never laughed at my grievances like Azriel and Luciel.

We can sometimes spend a day chatting on the phone, also sometimes making video calls. Chat about the latest game, I sometimes studied online on them (i accidentally locked the door of the room so as not to disturb the twins). And somehow get caught by papa.

I was surprised when my dad bought me paint and canvas, as well as sketchbooks and drawing pencils. I only told Sister Ciel once that I was interested in learning to paint.

I was also surprised when suddenly papa asked me to buy a chessboard, even though I never played chess in front of them and only once played with Azriel's brother and won. Papa says he never lost a game of chess except with his dead sister. But once he played with me he immediately lost and again complained to my mother. I was so sorry to see it.

Believe me, I think my life after waking up from a coma is boring. Not because of my family's affection for me, I don't complain about that part. It's just that nothing seems to really interest me and it makes me feel alone.

Like at the moment. I've been sitting in my mama's cafeteria for almost 5 hours, watching people passing by, playing games and looking for information on laptops that suddenly die from running out of battery. Then notice a suspicious woman who is now teaching my sisters to learn.

All I know from my mother, if this woman is the tutor of my brothers and sisters as well as the owner of a daycare, where my sisters are usually left. But now, since mama is around, they prefer to spend time in the cafeteria and this teacher also goes to visit the twins here diligently.

I think this woman is not as friendly as she seems. She used to smile a lot, but sometimes, she looked at my mother with a cold and scary look. Sometimes, I feel like this woman is no good. But since papa and the twins didn't mind this woman around us, I just kept quiet and could only observe.

The twins took turns inviting me to join and study with them. But because I didn't like this woman, I refused and said that my head hurts when I study. I swear!!, I just lied about it. But again Alandra took the phone and called papa.

Ah!!!.….I could only resign as soon as I saw papa's car parked in front of the cafeteria.

"Rion wants to go to the hospital again. We control it again."

I can only smile and shake. 

The woman suddenly approached us and said she knew a neurologist and was willing to take me there now. I refused the offer.

"Rion wants to eat strawberry cake, in the cafeteria right there." Point me at a cafeteria across the street. "Sama mama, same papa, same twins too. Wanted to go for a walk too, keep coming home and sleeping together. Papa promised to make a tent next to the house right!!. Let's buy some camping equipment."

I smiled to express my desire. "Rion was lying, Rion didn't have a headache anymore."😊

Papa as usual, stroked my head and we finally left the woman who seemed to be looking at me with an annoyed look. Ah!!.….I remember this kind of stare. I don't like it, so people like this should be removed immediately.

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