A Letter From Me To You Through In A Third of My Night

Episode 9 The Problem Comes

My day in Jordan was very happy because accompanied by a very kind and pleasant figure he was like a guardian angel.Hasan to me he meant a lot but I am confused by my feelings now I like Hasan or Abim my past is both very attentive to me

"Kkrriing.." the sound of the clock.

I got carried away and saw a handsome figure next to me account not screaming and not surprised because maybe he was too tired to take care of me and accidentally slept next to me,I woke up and I covered him let him sleep first now my body is also healthy again I rushed to shower and prepared drinks and food for him

"Hasan let's get up it's noon" my hand while holding his face

"Hhmm you're awake already" Hasan replied while holding my hand

"Yes I'm good too, but wake up breakfast"

'"Yes, uh I'm sorry for accidentally tidue next to you" with guilt

" yes, no, you also do not know what I do kok, just santuy"

Hasan wakes up and we eat together

"Assalamu'alaikum" someone came

"Wa'alaikumusalam"

I was surprised to see the figure that arrived at the door, Abim came with a sudden arrival he was surprised to see Hasan in my room

"What are you doing Hasan, in Shella's room?" surprised tone

"Oh no Abim you don't get me wrong I don't do anything with the real Shella" Hasan assured Abim

"Yes Abim I have nothing to do with Hasan, he only took care of me last night" I replied

"But why is your bed falling apart and Hasan is in the dasana" Abim asked angrily

"Last night I accidentally fell asleep really suwer really" Hasan replied

Abim suddenly left without saying any words, because I was very worried about Abim I went after him but Hasan prevented me

"Had Shella in the past not to be pursued, now I am your future" Hasan said, holding my hand and holding me back from leaving

"Shella enough we've been through a lot of time together, do you know you mean anything to me, is there not the slightest feeling from you for me" Hasan asked

"I'm confused Hasan, feel me I want to make sure if I love you or love you"

Finally Hasan let me go and I chased Abim, I don't know where Abim is but he didn't,finally I decided to surround Jordan just to look for Abim because he had arrived in Jordan because I was worried about my health.I looked for him from morning until late at night I was tired and I rested for a while in a park I sent him a message saying that I was in the garden, I cried and said in my heart

"O Allah, why is it that all are baffled as to whether this is the answer of my prayer, I ask you to give me a righteous servant, a good fool, a good man,mate your choice and place the heart of the servant on someone right to have the servant,but why is it all not because if this is a sign that the servant still loves Abim and is not ready to lose him even after everything he did to me" I said in my heart

Not long after came a person who gave his handkerchief to me I do not know who he was after I saw well it turns out that he was Abim I immediately stood up and hugged him while crying

"I beg you not to go like that, I don't know if I still love you but I can't if you leave me, I ask to stay by my side" I said

"How I don't hurt Shella after what I saw you were with Hasan and your heart just wasn't fixed for me,what do I have to do to make you believe that I have changed and I really love you" replied Abim

"I'm sorry Abim, I was wrong but what you saw was not right and there was never such a thing as you think,I would never do that because in my heart there is still you Abim, what I have to do so you believe we need to go to the hospital now so that you don't doubt me anymore" I answered while crying non-stop

"It's enough Shella, I believe you didn't do anything don't cry I'm wrong I'm sorry" Abim said as he wiped my tears

not long after, Hasan came shouting

"Shella's.....Shele...Shella oh apparently you're here, so we're back to this hotel late at night time break you also just got sick, I'm worried if you why napa"

"It's okay if Abim is here he can take good care of me" I replied

"Yes Hasan, you go home and let Shella calm down first and forgive me for my misunderstanding" Abim said

"Well, I don't know Abim, we're close and I love him too"

"Haaaaaa??????????""

"Yes I love him if I can't, actually I've been after him since the beginning because I know if he is still single and has broken up from you,now you come and see that Shella would rather have her rotten ex than me who was always there for her" Hasan said

"Hasan, why did you become like this you are the one you are not like Hasan I know" I said