
The rain was getting heavier, I woke up and was ready to go to the airport and I prepared a thick jacket made of wool,all my necessary items I brought do not forget also passport and plane ticket
"Frost...kring..."The sound of my hand phone there's a call coming in "Hallo Hasan yes a minute, where are you?"
"I've been outside your house yuk cepetan"
"OK okay for a moment" I replied as I ran with my suitcase
"Running would fall" Hasan said with a laugh
"Anyway, let's miss the plane"
hasan and I got into the car, we chose to rent a car because the car would not be taken to Jordan....the sound of our plane leaving for Jordan is a beautiful city that I have never been to in my entire life,my seat beside Hasan I did not realize that I was asleep and almost fell in gratitude to be caught by Hasan hehehe.
Shortly after that, Hasan and I arrived at the inn that we had rented through online, the place was quite nice and comfortable, the name of Queen of Sheba Eilat for 3,223,966 the price was indeed quite fantastic if at Indonesia but there it was my standard price.My room and Hasan's room were next to each other after arriving in the room immediately broke my body that felt tired and achy
"Dreeett..dreeett.." said my hand phone with an incoming message.
it turned out that the message from Abim contained that I was in Jordan must take care of myself properly, not to be tired, take vitamins, and drink,don't get too close to Hasan.I remember a long time ago when he was with her he always said that if I went on vacation but now everything is just a memory even though he wants to come back with me but I still want to alone and not dating,but if later he really sincerely loves me ready to accept me as I am and want to change his selfish nature I want to be with him I just want certainty from him not just a promise of false promises.
I have answered God's answers to all my prayers during this time my soul mate,my provision and my death are only God knows and I only need to pray and try.When I see the photo of Abim and remember that time made tears drop that I can not stand anymore, he said,I cried until I fell asleep in bed without changing clothes
"Fring..The cring of alaram sound shows at 02:34 I wake up and turn it off when I want to go back to sleep can not I choose to take ablution water and perform prayers isya' and also tahajud I still think with Abim but after praying and praying now my heart feels calm because it is still night I continue to sleep again with the state of still using mukena