A Letter From Me To You Through In A Third of My Night

Chapter 2 Remembrance of the Past

Now the morning has arrived and I am still in the hospital my head still feels dizzy in my mind is just who the man is.When I see on the hospital desk it turns out my job is gone I immediately called my lecturer but it was not answered and my phone suddenly sounded

"Dreeeeett..."

"Who is it?"

"Are you Shella, you've collected your duty, and you've just rested in the hospital"

"Lho sir who brought him there" I asked in shock

"Says he's your girlfriend and collects your errands"

"Ohh.iya sir thanks"

"Same as Shella"

I was more confused who the man was and why he collected my duties until he confessed that he was my girlfriend when I did not know him at all.When I was allowed to go home the next day I went to college to I went to my lecturer and asked him how he looked but he said he was a transfer student and a class with me instead of telling him his name he called him

"Side transfer please enter my room" said the lecturer using a microphone

"Tok tok tok...hallo sir what's wrong?"ask the student

"This is the woman you are looking for" said the lecturer, pointing at me

Because I was wondering if I saw his face

"Abim...?you're here" I'm surprised because of his arrival

"Hi Shellaku"

I immediately took myself away from her because I didn't want to have any more feelings for her because I used to like her and she just disappeared and she knew I liked her

"Shella wait forgive me"

"I'm sorry I'm not Shella, you're wrong"

"Shella you're why I'm sorry for everything"

I continued my steps and went home and I lay down on the bed and cried

"O Allah thank you for the answer of all my prayers now you bring him back but I still do not want to meet him the pain when he suddenly disappeared is still there,I do not want to feel hurt anymore but if one day I am destined for him thank God but let me now alone and my heart be yours.Let me love it and admire it through do`a in the third of my night and keep him" I murmured in my heart.After calm I immediately took ablution water to perform dhzuhur prayer after prayer I did not and I stir everything to God about what I felt

He was the only man whose name, his face, his smile, his politeness,finally, even the perfume she wears is still clearly stored in my memory I can not forget it even though I tried hard to learn and accept the love of others I can not and I always lied that I my parents had arranged for me when I could not give my heart to anyone else because there was only him and God, I gave it all to God so that he would rule it

"Assalamu`alaikum Shella"

"Wa`alaikum greetings, who is it?"the voice of a man

"It's me Abim"

"Gapain here instead of you want to say again"tanyaku with the look of the face want to cry again and with the state of the door is not open yet

"I want to tell you that I...."

"We've always been dating?sorry I'm busy"

without opening the door I immediately left regardless of her because this feeling was still there for her