
I have no power to endure this terrible longing...
Is this what you call falling in love?
Has my decision to love you been this bad?
Far from you I am half dead, but at first I only half-heartedly want to be with you but expectations do not match reality.
It's been almost two months I've been away from you I feel helpless, my brain thinks hard how this feeling can be this deep for you my girl.
I just found out the true meaning of longing.
I don't know when my boss took me away.
Hold on dear there will be a time that will bring us together I'm sure my soul mate is you and the soul mate will not go anywhere.
Mr. Broto, saying that in another week we will return to our homeland, I am really excited that we can complete our work in this country as scheduled.
Ah, what a terrible heart this is, I don't know how to cure that girl's longing.
It hurts so much, I feel that the girl may already have a lover of heart.
In addition, I was dizzy thinking about my parents who had just contacted me and asked me to immediately quit my job because it was time for me to develop a papa company.
Wow the problem gets worse if I am far from my bidadar.
What reason did I give for me to survive on Mr Broto's side huh?
Baffled.
While being engrossed in fighting in the heart, did not think the driver gave information that Esy had never joined the group of Three angels again.
Whether what happened, he seemed to withdraw from the association, Paulo had tried to find but did not find it.
Ray Dirgantara is getting dizzy hearing that.
Wait for me baby, I will definitely find you wherever you are I will make sure to find you.
A few days later Mr. Broto informed him that tonight too they must take off to the homeland.
The news instantly made me soar with excitement but I could bear to not be seen by Mr. Broto.
Tonight I was very busy preparing everything that we would bring to the homeland, not to forget I also bought a very beautiful gift to my beloved nymph.
Although our status is not as clear as other couples in general but I believe he is my soul mate.
Yes my miss will finally end when we arrive at the homeland.
**
A few hours later the jet we were flying on landed at the airport.
My heart is peaceful and feels very happy.
Yes finally for almost two months I left, this evening I also returned to the bed that I had long missed, he said,I can also hear my mother's scolding that always reminds me to always tidy up a messy bed.
After finishing the meal I boldly approached Dian and asked "Non, how are you?Can't I ask Esy's situation?I really miss him a lot..."Not finished the sentence I wanted to say Mr. Broto has called me again.
"See you Non," I said as I waved to Dian, Mr. Broto's only daughter,in addition to Dian there is also a brother who always helped Mr. Brototetbut he is now still continuing his S3 lectures at harvard university so has not bjsa fully help his father aka mr broto.
"Ray, don't you want to go home?"Ask Mr. Broto to break my daydream.
"Sorry Master I still want to ask Non Dian something."Honestly answered.
"Sana goes home first, ask her questions."Said Mr. Broto seriously.
"Well, sir, will I go home?"I said while bowing my respects to Mr. Broto.
"Ray, tomorrow don't have to enter your office rest only later on Monday just entered?"Said Mr. Broto to me makes me very happy because I will immediately launch my action.
"Dreaming Ray, there's a quick return."Mr. Broto's orders shocked me and immediately left in front of Mr. Broto.
Outside the fence Paulo was waiting for me.
He let me get in the car and asked what I thought was stale.
"Master want to know?"He said again anyway I just keep quiet and not too interested in the story.
"Two months ago my mother was very claustrophobic and was helped by a very beautiful young doctor, the doctor seemed to have met her but where was it?at that time if it's not wrong we're escorting Non Dian I seem to see the girl along with Non Dian?"His words startled me and opened my eyes.
"What is Paul like?"I asked while opening my eyes wide.
"Young master is in love, isn't he?"Paulo's words left me speechless for a moment and I thought what the hell is Esy's education?I also don't know because I haven't had time to ask about his education.
"I'm going to sleep, don't bother me anymore, will you?"I said to Paulo, my driver.
**
Arriving at home I went straight to my mother and father, peeping at the backs of their hands and peeping at their cheeks, and I was about to leave, but my father immediately told me to sit next to him.
"Not tomorrow if you don't have any activities help papa to our hospital?Papa wants to visit some departments because last month hasn't been there."Papa said at once Papa's orders where I might refuse.
"All right Papa whatever Papa orders me to fout."I said to my papa.
"Manut he is a son but you have to remember you also have shares in the hospital that the largest stock means you are the owner of the hospital completely papa do not want any other person who will replace the position papa besides papa's son."Papa Dhirga said with a smile.
"Well, then, did Ray sleep first?"I said goodbye to them and went upstairs where my bedroom was.
Immediately I laid my body on the bed that I missed so much.
When I was about to sleep I also remembered the face of Esy, I immediately opened my phone and I saw full of meticulous and full of longing for the face of the girl who had not been legitimately my girlfriend.
I felt like I was staring at him in the real world.
Immediately I went to the printer and I printed the photo and I put it on a frame on my desk.
I also hugged the picture frame while sleeping and it's true that I dreamed of meeting my beloved girl.
To be continued