" SUDDENLY BEING ARROGANT "
"Introductions"
My name is Eshy Herzegovina Danuwidjaya.
I just finished my medical degree.
My father was Alex William Danuwidjaya, he was a successful farmer, and my mother was Madeline Barbara, a wonderful housewife.
My first brother was Gian Franco Danuwidjaya,
My second brother named Marco Danuwidjaya both my brother has graduated his master as well and is now working in a well-known company in this city even my second brother already has his own business in the property.
I have two best friends named Icha and Dian.
They were my best friends from childhood until now.
They were both the sons of the richest businessmen in the city.
But they are not like other arrogant children but they are friends who know themselves and are not happy the same.
There are also some friends who like to shine my life but I don't care.
For me this life is a struggle and I admit it is a very hard struggle is a struggle in my neighborhood where there are still many people whose Human Resources are still very minimal, he said,because it is minimal that often happens to be envious of each other, arrogant and yes it is arrogant.
I was originally a simple girl who was very gentle and kind.
But all that did not last long, because an incident made me a very arrogant woman and many people became inferior even some of my friends withdrew from our association.
I don't understand why I'm like this?Why am I so angry and emotional.
Sometimes my emotions are not controlled so well that it makes people closest to me reluctant to get along with me.
Actually I am just an ordinary girl who even my school relies on scholarships from the college where I studied.
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My mother was an ordinary housewife and her job was to take care of the three of us while opening a small small shop at home.
While my father was a pure farmer whose life was in the world of agriculture.
Our lives were very fitting but we never had a money crisis because my father and mother knew how to manage family finances.
Even though our lives fit but we never do not help others who lack.
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I am the youngest of Three brothers, although to Two brothers I have worked but I never troublesome them because I also have income even though only a little.
Besides I went to medical school, I also studied business and management so that to calculate financial calculations I never miss and never like the saying "Big Stake than the pole,"
It feels funny to think, I can manage my finances without making my parents dizzy.
Girls my age, at this time are still spoiled under the armpits of mom and dad, actually,but different from me who has been independent since graduating high school when I got the general champion and got the best value predicate in the province where we live,so I immediately got a scholarship to continue school to a higher level.
I was like this because of the actions of my mother and father who suddenly decided to walk alone without divorce because my father did not want to divorce my mother,so that the relationship becomes hanging like his song Melly Goeslaw entitled Hanging.
Because my father was tired of his simple life so he started hanging out with socialite women because it was my father even though he was the head of Lima but still handsome and charismatic when my father was a pure farmer but still it also works in the socialite woman's woman.
Indeed, our lives are enough because my father is a hard worker who is always diligent in managing our gardens and rice fields.
After meeting and hanging out with the woman, my father finally asked my mother for permission to give her freedom to live again with a woman.
Actually we are a family of Atheists who are not the original Atheists, we do believe that the heavens and earth is a creation of God but we are not too fanatical with Religion.
We are freer, choosing not to depend on anyone.
That's why we have to work first and then we can eat.
God gave us two feet and two hands to work and provide for our lives, not to sit on our backs.
I know all that, and I'm sure there's no instant of life in this world. Everything needs a process and must do or do something that is beneficial to yourself and others.
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I've read an article from a Street poet like this....
One of the criteria for hospitality is a smile,
a smile is a simple blessing.
Plato once said:
"Be friendly.
Because of everyone you meet
facing a great struggle"
(RB Street Poetry)
Indeed, sometimes we need a little smile so that our faces look happy even though sometimes to cover the fear of the heart we have to pretend to smile.
Simple alms, that according to the Street poet is very important, but I think we must really be in a happy position first just alms despite just throwing a simple smile as simple as our thoughts.
Because thinking in a state of hunger is very difficult even we can not do what if our middle village is hit by a food crisis.
For that do not believe in the words of the entertainer like do not forget to smile or always awaali this morning with a smile.
Smiling without eating is impossible I am sure that no one in this world will smile hungry let alone sick.
His face will change when he smiles hungry.
According to Plato be friendly to everyone we meet.
In my opinion, be friendly and appropriate to the people you meet on the street, if the person shows his hospitality then give your hospitality 1000× fold to the person who is friendly to you.
Because I said this is why all my friends and friends said that I was suddenly Arrogan and arrogant.
I don't want to prolong the problem so I'm monitoring the situation more of my friends and best friends.
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A few months ago I changed drastically into a proud and arrogant person.
I don't know what happened to me, which I know I hate my father who could leave my mother for another woman.
And that woman was no one else but my mother's own best friend.
My mother was really hit with such a complicated situation.
Her husband aka My father went for another woman, while my mother was left alone without a life partner.
Therefore I really do not believe the name of the creature named man.
(MJA_Essy Kehi_Sunday 28112021)
To be continued
