YOUR SALAM IS MY DOWER

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Adinka wiratama

 

After me and fika got to the dormitory we decided to rest in each other's beds without saying a word, no questions whatsoever from my friend's fika, he just told me to rest.

I lay my body on the bed, complete with long clothes and hijab that I have not changed. It felt like today really made me tired, even though there was nothing I did,

well tired because my heart keeps fighting with my brain,

" How did I deal with prof Aras after the rejection that night?

" Has he hurt?

" Will it affect our relationship between teacher and student?

"Will he convert to Islam"?

The question kept crashing my mind, like a tangled thread I had a hard time deciphering. I unconsciously fell asleep tired of thinking about it.

one hour....

two hours.....

three hours....

four hours....

I felt someone touch my shoulder, I faintly heard my name being called,.

" ading.adinka.....Fika tried to build his friend, because the time has entered the time of Ashar prayer.

I slept for a long time, and I felt my body temperature get a little hot,.

" Fi. I started to gnaw my eyes, though,.

how long have I been asleep?

" hmm. maybe 4 hours more fika answer, fika,

let's get up and take a shower, Ashar time is just a moment he said.

he touched my hand to help me wake up,.Dinka ..are you sick?

your body temperature is hot.

" it may catch a cold, it's okay I'll take a shower and pray soon,

I passed by and headed for the bathroom.

I took a shower and immediately performed the ashar prayer. After finishing the fika invites me to eat, because I missed my lunch, we ate as usual , but this time I did not talk much , It was fortunate that Fika understood my current condition and mood.

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as time went on until night came, the moon-studded Turkish sky added to the perfect night,

the wall clock in my dorm room kept ticking, showing that at 10pm, I saw that Fika had fallen into a deep sleep, and I had a hard time closing my eyes,

I'm tired but my mind just keeps working hard thinking, I don't know what makes me so hard to rest my mind.

hushed......

I don't feel the time to show at 03:00 p.m., my eyes haven't been closed.

I woke up and I decided to pray for the night, hopefully after this I can sleep my murmur .

I spread out my prayer rug, I will pray at night, on the last prostration I chant prayer2 so that my heart becomes calm.

Forgive me, O Rob, for all my sins I have committed, forgive me for my feelings that I should not have,

this is the punishment for loving a man2 who is not my mahram,

this is when I have little hope in man, instead of wishing on you the most beautiful.

O Rob. forgive me who has not been able to eliminate my love for him, guidance is I Robbi so that I am always in Your way, fall in love is I only to him your choice 2 man ,

but O Rob, forgive the little heart of the servant who keeps praying for him so that he can get Your light, and make You the only God, of the universe

may he open his heart that Islam is the most appropriate religion for him.

the flow of my prayer along with the swiftness of my tears flowed, but after I finished the evening prayer

I felt the warmth of my soul, the calm that I had been so hard to find, has now brought peace to my soul and heart.

Thank God I give thanks.

I woke up in shock when the dawn of Azan reverberated.

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At eight in the morning Aras was neatly wearing a maroon-colored shirt with black pants that fit on his body, what good looks and almost perfect body, making the eyes of anyone who looked at him will be amazed,.

Aras is the prettiest lecturer in his faculty and the youngest lecturer.

This morning he decided to go to college with the intention of going to the library looking for books about religion.

of course he who is very clever will learn in advance the basics of which religion is the most correct.

he tried to be as professional as possible while on campus, what else when he met with adinka, he did not want his relationship to be mixed with the lessons he could.

Upon his arrival in his study, he sat down to check the neatly organized reports on his desk.

including adinka papers whose names are clearly displayed on the front cover,.

in the open and in his revision every word,

" She's a very smart woman she muttered,.

a knock on the door made his dream of the shady-faced woman fade away, then his eyes changed to look towards the origin of the sound .

" Into , he said,.

how shocked the level, it turns out that what came was Adinka Wiratama.

for a moment, Aras was silent and just stared while compiling what words he would say the first time after the rejection of his proposal last night.

" Excuse me Prof, I'm here for something I want to say, first Adinka open her voice.

then ventured to look at the professor's face,

at the same time, Aras looked at Adinka.

Cesssss..their eyes meet for a fraction of a second, before adinka first draws her gaze.

his eyes were sad, the gray color was dim not too shiny as usual, it seemed like he was crying a lot 'inner cedar'

" Say what do you want to talk about so early? aras spoke softly to adinka.

there was not a single awkward sentence in the intonation of his question.

" prof .. for a moment adinka took her breath in, deep,

I'm very sorry for what happened last night at the dock, I'm sorry if my words hurt prof.

" no.i am just sorry to you adinka, I am very sorry to you, I am too rash for the feelings I have.

I am very guilty, but the truest thing is my feelings for you, it is sincere and never lies, the sharp eyes of the cedar stare at the adinka who can only look down .

but I am a person who really appreciates the decision you made and I really understand, for that we can be friends like before, between teachers and students of course, do not hesitate to meet, do not hesitate to meet,

forget what happened last night,

hemm.. Am I being too pushy?

" No prof, I totally agree with what the prof said, let's be friends and of course teachers and students.

" of course, thanks adinka.

but we will not know what will happen in the future, if if I have determined a belief and it is Islam, will your words at that time still be able to hold?

" Adinka smiled at the words prof aras said,

Sure prof.i am promise.

" Okay..he said with a perfectly fluffy smile, now can I leave you?

I have a general class in 5 minutes

" Of course, prof, thank you, said adinka once again, then the saying went out of the room with a calm heart.

while the cedar was still staring at Adinka, until the back was lost behind the door.

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