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I did not chase Adinka away from the research room, after answering and explaining what I asked she rushed to pick up her backpack, and while looking down she did not dare to look at me she left, his body seemed to disappear in the hallway swallowed campus lights that already existed were turned off by the campus guard officers that night.
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while I was still pecking at my original place without moving a bit, I was still digesting for the answer that adinka gave me.
" So all this time she's been avoiding me because she wants to keep her honor and mine?
" He doesn't want to be stuck with undue feelings, he also doesn't want any more feelings of professionalism between teacher and student? Does he love me too? the question arrived2 just popped into my mind".
" Sir, are you home yet?
the question of someone who is none other than emre makes my mind that was somehow now aware, awakened,
." Soon I will go home, have all the tools returned to their respective places?
" already Prof,. after this we will go home.are you going home with us? ask serkan.
" Go home first, I still have something to do in my office.
" Okay, prof, we're going to ask for a hand and Emre together.
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After the emre and the handover had disappeared from behind the door of the research room, I walked towards my study, I opened the door slowly and I turned on the light so that I could easily see around my room, my feet began to step toward the table I usually sat on, and my eyes stared at a sofa that I used to sit on as we discussed.
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For some reason after staring at the usual sofa adinka sat there was a feeling of sadness, disappointment and a little angry, angry and disappointed with the current situation, he said,
before Dinka asked me to give her permission to do her research and S2 assignments from the dorm, for reasons of her convenience, I didn't know that she avoided meeting me,.
I only met him every Wednesday morning, because he attended the courses I taught in the general classroom, but in class he seemed to avoid me, I had not had time to greet him ,he's gone from class, now,
I was very sad and disappointed, slumped again with this atmosphere, like when I lost a selin first.
My passion to go to campus early in the morning to just say hello or wait for the question "Will prof Aras want me to make coffee ala Indonesia"
it is now very much missed, my soul as if empty back, the debris of the heart that I had originally arranged back as if wavering again.
I took a deep breath, as I closed my eyes with my body resting on my chair, faintly heard the sound of adinka constantly calling from a distance. If I believed God if I could do 'a to him, I would love to be next to Adinka, with her.๐
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Some days I choose to focus on work, not infrequently I do not sleep all night so that I can slightly reduce my disappointment and sadness.
Report some of my students neatly arranged on the table, indicating I should not sleep again tonight, I open page after page of the report and I correct all the shortcomings, he said,
The clock shows at 03:00 p.m., I'm still not shifting from my work chair, focusing on my glasses.
I massaged my temples a little, I felt a pain in my head, maybe my migrants started to relapse again, but I kept forcing myself to work.
Right at 06:00 am a message came into my phone, โ ๏ธ tringg. The message notification rang with a slight vibration.
I see, on the screen that was lit was clearly displayed Adinka, Adinka,.
the message was from adinka. without much thought I type my hape password to read it,
" Assalamu'alaikum prof, sorry to bother you so early, can we meet today at the campus, there are some reports that I do not understand and want to discuss for a moment"
" Come to camp at 8 a.m., I'll be there" ,
" well, thanks prof, ".
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I came out of the work room in my apartment, then I decided to take a shower first, because Adinka wanted to meet harini, the headache that had started to interfere, and then I decided to take a shower, I ignored it and just focused on meeting Adinka on campus,
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after the time came, I immediately got out of my apartment and headed for the bike parking lot, I pedaled my bike to get there quickly,
" Good morning prof, he said"
" Morning adinka, I answered". Have you waited long?
" No prof, I just arrived,. Is prof Aras sick? your lips are pale." There's a worry I feel when I see prof Aras who's worried right now."
" No, I'm just doing a lot of work maybe just tired, I said so he wouldn't worry,".
" Has prof aras been to the doctor?
" I'm fine" just overworked, ".
I opened the door of my office, I let adinka in, I had not had time to pull the chair for me to sit, my head arrived2 It hurt so much and my vision began to blur, faint lips. I said to call out Adinka's name, but in a few moments I had lost my consciousness.my body collapsed next to the desk .
" Pro.my yelling, man,.
immediately I woke up from the sofa I was sitting on to see the situation, it turned out that prof Aras was unconscious.
" Help, I raise my voice for help to anyone who hears, but no one comes, I run to the research room, "Brak.......
I opened the door loudly because of my panic,
" emre..
I called him, because there was only an emre, he didn't hear because he was listening to music through an earphone,
when he heard the door open, he looked.
" What's up, adinka?
" prof cedar he fell unconscious, my words shook a little because I was still shocked and bored after running from the work room prof cedaras to the research room.
" Really ?? let's go there soon "
On adinka's tail running behind emre,
arriving at the work room prof aras, emre immediately contacted the nearest Hospital.
" I'm sorry dinka, can you accompany prof aras first, because I have a morning class that I can't leave._emre
" well, I said.
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Not long after the ambulance arrived, and prof aras was immediately taken to a nearby hospital,
but during the ambulance prof aras not yet self-conscious, I was so anxious to see the situation.
I saw the needle in his hand, his face was still very pale and I saw his lips so dry,
after reaching the hospital she was taken to the hospital room, and I went to the administration to take care of everything.
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