Your Heart and My Heart

The Screaming Heart

 Raining down the ocean

undulating, the road soaks up every rock. Because the heart is always

yelling at you. You always walk in front of me, without you knowing what

what the flower wants.

What do you want?

I want nothing, only this heart is moaning

agony.

Wh why?

You want to know what I feel.

Why can't it?

Find out for yourself, why am I like this. If you don't

know. You just love to play.

What do you mean play?

He just smiled without saying anything, walked away

leave the bird that always makes your heart sick.

Beautiful flowers are not as beautiful as the soul. Because of this heart

like a white paper that's always torn because of you. A heart that cannot

said because of you, trying to release all the corals that were raging

inwardly.

Like the waves of the sea when will he tide and when will he

will recede. You know what I want, but you don't want

saying it. Deep in your heart you leave everything. The flowers that always stand beside you

looking at yourself. But you didn't know there was one shadow bird that always

looking at you from far away. You just don't know if you're being guarded by

the shadow bird.

What should I do to escape or survive?

That's the answer I have to choose for now.

Letting go of a bird you like is better than keeping it. Because

if you do eventually you will feel hurt.

Maybe you better look for a sure one, because it's better

let go of her because we have different affections. Flowers will know who

you miss it, not the lonely flower.

Your heart hurts?

My heart aches because of you not coming. Because

he I feel slashed this soul. You know not this heart will continue to hurt when

you're with someone else. But this heart is quieter than you say.

Because it's you?

The flower just smiled looking on without saying. But in the heart

she wanted to cry because of the insensitive figure of the flower that always

seeing himself.

You walk but slowly but surely. But you can't

do it, just let go of everything

it's happened. Than you feel this heart burdened you better

Look for all that makes you happy, but the heart makes you happy

you fell into the abyss of darkness.  It's dark I can't see you anymore.

Because this heart can only freeze the heart until this heart there is a person who

it can make the body and soul melt it. You don't know what you are

feel, until finally you will be sick forever. Soul and heart

you can't be touched because of you. It has come here that this soul will

hopefully, there will be no second or third time. Possibly

the likes we have are different from the word mate.

What are likes and soulmates?

I don't know what those two are. Because from the beginning I was

don't know, really not. Only the village flowers always hope to

your arrival. But you didn't expect her even though it was a village flower

it's always near you.

Likes to look at each other is destiny. But both

bonded together because everything is a unity that you cannot

untie him. Never look back because you will feel pain

the second time. Your heart has come to the limit of the soul you have.

Do not let you get dissolved in a vortex of love that has no end because of him

not yours. You have to know who he is and when you will stop

stride over.

Because your heart and feelings can be wrong because you want them to.

So let go of everything in my heart.

But if I can't say how?

What should I do, all this heart kept saying that made me uncomfortable with everything.

I'm the fool for opening this heart or I don't understand the love, the likes and the feelings that are in me.

Confused as to why I should feel this feeling when I am with you. What's that like?

Is that love?

Is that a feeling?

I don't understand any of that. All I know is that this heart feels uncomfortable when I am with it even when I touch it a little.

What's with me?

This heart keeps screaming because of you. What should I do. Tell him I like him or just stay quiet until this heart subsides.

What should I choose, what is good for me. My mind always imagines itself, but the truth is not. In fact, he has chosen someone better than me. I could only cry because of everything that had happened. Do I always depend on him, what happens to me?

Let's let her go, let her be happy with what she chooses. Enough here this heart screams because of him. Maybe that's what's best for both of us.

If destiny unites us we will meet without our knowing it, but if it is not destiny let us go our individual paths.

So that our steps are not heavy for the upcoming meeting when I see it. For you it may be easy, but for me it may be difficult. I need some reason to get away from him. Because this heart still hurts because of everything that happened.

Our path is long and winding, maybe there will be a time when you will say it. But not today, not tomorrow or the month to come. But when your heart can accept everything that happens in this life.

Smile with a sick heart, cover your sad face with a happy face. Don't let that person know that you're missing him in silence. Waiting for the presence of himself who does not come before you.

Smile when you're with her, hide the pain and love you crave.

Because it's a great start even if you're going to be sick for a few months and years. Because that time will run fast when you think about it. Be happy with your heart because with your heart you can feel pain, sad and happy even if it is only a shadow for you.

Because time will understand the state of you who are hurt because of feelings that are not reciprocated because of the man you like.

Keep your stance lest you get out of control and give yourself to the man who hurt you. Maybe in time she knew that you were waiting for her to say, "Will you marry me."