
Ama hugged me for a long time. He did not seem strong enough to stand. Sitting in a wheelchair in the middle of a large room without a bulkhead. Where I played with my cousins when I was a kid. More precisely I only see them because my face that looks Dutch once coupled with the body of my kinglords who invite upset cousins and their parents.
Even so the one thing I love about this place is Ama and Apa love me so much. Maybe that's why they all hate me more.
"Cellin....." Ama shed tears in my arms that stood on my knees.
"I'm ayama....!" Inevitably I cried because I was moved and remembered how sorry Ama was to me.
"You're more beautiful now.... Ama barely recognized you... " Said Ama after releasing our embrace. He cupped my cheeks and looked at his grandson who had not come to visit for a long time.
"So, she's also getting adorable....." I reply while cupping his face that is already full of wrinkles.
"Ahaha..... Why has no one realized that Ama is adorable? Why are you the only one who knows that ?"
"Hehe..... Celin missuuu...." I said as I kissed her delicate hand like a baby.
"If you miss why never come to Indonesia ?" Ama grumbled a little at me.
"There are many things that Celin must do in the Netherlands, one of which is so that Celin can be beautiful and slim like the other Celin brothers....." My answer.
"Well, excuse is accepted but now you are not going anywhere. Your mama has to give up. She's had this granddaughter of mine for years now she has to change. You must accompany Ama until she dies...."
"Ama ... don't say that.... Ama has to live a long life in order to watch Celin get married and have children....."
Ama suddenly smiled and then the mother of my father stroked my hair.
"You're right.... You've met young master Han, haven't you?"
"He's not the Han that Celin's looking for Ama...."
"Young master Han has already agreed to continue this matchmaking. It also became one of the wills of Apa mu Celin...." Ama said while holding my hand.
We look at each other to give understanding through the eyes of each other. I want to marry the right person, with a good person who loves me selflessly and accepts all the shortcomings I have.
"What ever promised the Han family would marry off our grandchildren. Ama wishes you to keep the promise of what to keep her quiet in her grave...."
"Celin doesn't want to end up like papa's mama. Celin wants to get married just once until the time that separates us... Celin hopes Ama can understand..." I said while putting my head on his lap.
"If he doesn't want to why should Ama be forced? I know the Han family better than Celin. Why didn't Ama set her up with Luna?" One of my cousins interrupted our conversation.
Ama saw Luna for a moment and then came back to see me. It seems that Ama really hopes that I will be the one to be betrothed to young Lord Han It.
"What hope you will undergo this matchmaking ...." Ama said slowly.
I feel like a great granddaughter who has the heart for her grandmother but my heart cannot be forced. I don't want my kids like I used to. It is enough that I live with sadness, not with my children.
"Select you....!!!" Luna stomped her feet and then came out of the living room where we had been talking since.
Papa's extended family who had welcomed me now looked at me with a full glance. They hated me for the second time.
Young master Han. I hope he no longer forces this match.