you wouldn't know

you wouldn't know
Andin's sadness



After a long time andin soaking his face in the chest of the field andri, his condition is now starting to improve a little although tears still flow unstoppable at least you can be asked.


"why?" ask andri gently and easily.


Andin was still silent with a sobbing, andri also gave a bottle containing infusion of water that he brought from his home, andin received it with his hands still limp and tremble. After you took a sip of enough of that andri drink, he took a deep breath and began to tell stories.


"whether I was this broken, it was sad that the light of my life was tragically extinguished." andin fell silent to hold back his tears so as not to sob again. Andri faithfully listened to your story by looking at your face from the side.


"it's all my fault, if I hadn't insisted on going out of town none of this would've happened." andin stared back into the vast lake blankly.


"does all these mistakes start with you?" tanya andri felt the root of the real problem.


"either, but why did he not speak or tell me before all this happened" said Andin increasingly confused andri because he had not found what the root of this problem.


"Dri, what do you think of first love?" tanya Andin looked at andri with teary eyes.


Andri fell silent and turned his gaze forward staring at the vast lake.


"first love.I don't think that first love is her who as our boyfriend is the first time to commit with us, because love can come to one person who may love the opposite sex, he said, but he can't commit to his loved ones for one reason or another. Until at one time the person was committed to another, not to the one he loved the first time in his life. So the point is I myself am not so influenced by what first love is. Because first love will not be 100% our last love." andri turned and looked at you who had been staring at him.


"does all men always think the relationship is over just because the woman left without her consent." andin asked deeper and deeper with her gaze.


"hahaha.why with you andin." andri laughed out loud at the question andin and pinched your slightly chuby cheeks.


"i'm serious about it." said Andin frowned.


Andri looked at Andin shook his left right head and smiled sweetly in front of him who was only one inch away from your face.


"yes sure...."


andin who heard it suddenly rounded his eyes and sat up straight cut off andri's conversation. "cock.." Andin's mouth suddenly fell silent because one finger andri stuck to his beautiful lips.


"not all men, only those who cannot appreciate their partners who cannot accept what their partners decide, it's his name is selfish and such a man would not be able to keep a single komitmem even though he's been up for years. The proof is that he made another commitment when the commitment with us is not clearly completed or how to go ahead with the commitment. It's just my opinion yes, not to corner the other party who has a different view with me." replied Andri while staring at the green lake in front of him. "now that I have to go back and ask, what makes you like this.?" andri looked back at Andin.


Andin turned his gaze that had been staring at Andri who was talking. Her tears flowed back unstoppably, only to quickly wipe away her tears.


"i'm fine with it." Andin tried to hide the problem, he was embarrassed to be frank with others even if it was with his own boss who had become his friend.


Andri tried to understand why you did not want to tell her even though he was very curious about what made the woman in front of him cry as it would be, so, because andri does not want to make you more depressed if he forces her to tell a story.


"it's okay if you don't want to tell a story, I respect your privacy din." said Andri stroked your hair. "have not cried again, not crying anymore, unfortunately, the tears will continue to run out again." continued Andri tried to comfort andin who turned out to smile even though he was still a little forced.


Scorching eyes of the day increasingly hot there, andri wanted to invite andin to lunch together.


Andri stood up from her seat extending her right hand "come with me."


"where?" andin was still silent sitting on the lake garden chair yet to receive the helping hand of the man in front of him.


"follow with me, I promise I will bring back your sweet smile again." said Andri blinked one eye. Andin accepted and joined Andri.


They walked hand in hand to the park parking lot, andri ride the sport bike he brought, and asked you to ride behind him. Andin obeyed andri's orders to go up and sit behind him, the bike walked slowly, andri did not want to make you feel awkward because he had to hug him if he carried the bike in the speed it was running.


Andin still asked where kah andri would take him, because he noticed this trip had entered a housing complex quite elite.


Not long, andri also stopped and turned off his motorbike in the garage of a fairly minimalist home from the outside. Andin got off the bike, looking at every corner of the house. Not long after andri also approached andin after he parked his bike.


"let's go in." said Andri pulling your hand. Andin smiled and nodded his head following the steps andri entered the house.


"you wait here, I want to clean my body first, then we go okay." said Andri told you to sit on the sofa in front of the television, and turn on the television. "let's not be too late." keep Andri put a fuss on the front desk of the sofa you sit on. Andin just smiled and stared at andri's back until andri disappeared upstairs to his room.


'the house is very nice, small seen from the outside tenyata has entered. ya gusti subhanallah. but kok deserted ya.' said andin slowly. Andin arranged every corner of the house andri arranged very neat and epic. Make her eyes not tired of sweeping every corner.


"uhuk, oh so thirsty, where there is no one else, the time I have to go to the kitchen is not polite." andin cuddly staring at the room hoping to find someone to ask for help. But the result was that there was no one in the house. With forced you to walk towards the kitchen that is visible from the television room that was only limited with a neatly arranged mini bar.


"forgive me andri is not polite in your house" said Andin he apologized for his stupidity.


When looking for where to store furniture that he has not found, you are surprised by the voice of the woman behind him.


"hey, who are you, what do you want.?" asked the woman with fear and a little scream. Andin immediately turned his body back to look at the woman. Standing women who are old enough to wear negligent clothes, like a mother of a housewife.


"pardon me ma'am, madam. I'm his friend andri, I just want to take drinking water, since I was looking for the whereabouts of people in this house but I did not see it so presumptuously I ventured to take a drink myself, since earlier I was looking for the whereabouts of people in this house but I did not see it so presumptuously I ventured to take a drink myself, forgive me." said Andin felt guilty and ashamed.


"oh non this friend drn andri, forgive me non I guess whose problem I have never seen a non before. I'm sorry nom yelled. Let me show you the location of the glass is non." said the woman.


"mother does not need to apologize I'm wrong to have been careless to play in just like that. forgive me mom." said andin still felt bad.


"my name is suminah but call me aunt only non, I am a maid here. This is his glass non, den andri perpek non makanua all must be neatly arranged like this." said aunt Minah while thrusting a clean glass on andin.


"thank you very much bi," said andin smilingly received a glass from bi minah then he took drinking water in a sophisticated dispenser.


Andin also chatted at length with bi minah in the mini bar chair, while waiting for andri to get down from his room.