You Set My Destiny So Beautiful

ANGRILY

Two days had passed through his day as a bride, two days passed very slowly where he had to live his day with people who should he bowed unduly in front of them ,instead he had to meet and sit with them often, more son of the guru Gus hafid he should always be alone in the room without any feelings, full of awkwardness, and bored that's what enveloped Adiba

Dinner was readily available at the dining table he was now sitting among his three teachers,

it was he who often prepared food at the table in turn with one of his friends, but now he was the one sitting at the table

" duk, consider your own house do not hesitate, this will last continuously, not for today only"

Bu nyai surprised him who had just looked at the food in front of him, Gus hafid just threw a smile when Adiba turned to him because of his rebuke

after dinner Adiba immediately went to the room, he sat on the sofa available in front of the bed, he let out a long sigh

his eyes scanned every single decoration that was in the room,

" why neng, if you don't like neng can change according to neng's taste"

Gus hafid suddenly stood nearby, then sat down near Adiba

" no Gus, it's all good"

" just open the hijab and it's already in the room,"

as if not hearing Adiba just smile because there is no response Gus hafid tried to slowly open it, Abdiba just silence because he was afraid of being wrong, then Gus hafid tidied up his messy hair covering his cheeks because carried his hijab

slowly Gus hafid brought his face closer to the face of Adiba, when Adiba's body was hot cold almost something special would hit Adiba's lips, but Adiba immediately stood up to avoid it

" i'm sorry Gus, I'm ready balloons"

Gus hafid stood up and took the pecans back and exited the room

because he felt guilty and also still mixed with the shadow of Malik

he poured out all his sadness

under the bolster and blanket,

I'm powerless Gus, I can't handle this

the bell rang three times it was a sign that all students had to end their activities, but Adiba still continued to hold back as they could not resist the rushing water

his eyes heard the sound of the door opening he was all his strength to hold back a bit of ya, and holding back his tears, he purportedly closed his eyes, very slowly Gus hafid slumped his body, accidentally Adiba's hug appeared,Gus hafid brought his pillow closer to Adiba's pillow

" excuse me neng, as an ordinary human being

I just did not have the power to anger me, so from that I went away afraid that I would be more tempted by the devil and things happen that do not want"

Adiba gets harder and harder because he feels more guilty, he should be the one who apologizes, he can not say the word, Gus hafid stroked his hair

" sleep neng I will not do it until neng is really ready to accept, because the Qur'an also forbids doing it in a state of his wife who is not ready or forced"

what the hell is your heart made of Gus,,,

why don't you scold me, instead you apologize to me, I'm the sinner, my mind betrays you, I'm powerless Gus,,, I'm,,,

Adiba let Gus hafid caress his hair, so that the same couple slept in each other's dreams, as if there was nothing to do, and without doing anything