You Set My Destiny So Beautiful

FIRST NIGHT

the two brides have entered the room,

the bed was full of jasmine and roses, hafid invited Adiba, 'Adiba walked to the dresser and sat in front of the mirror

while hafid went straight to the bathroom and berwudlu, he performed the Isyak prayer and the two rakaat circumcision prayer, long enough he thought like he had forgotten the existence of Adiba in the room ,

after finishing he approached Adiba who was very comfortable sitting in front of the mirror since Gus hafid touched Adiba's shoulder

Adiba was shocked

" astaghfirullah,!'"

" sorry if I make neng surprised"

" no, it's okay, what's Gus doing?"

" is neng a hitch ,?"

what is this, why is he directly calling me

what a hitch is not

" i am, I am, I am holy" Adiba was very nervous and frightened to answer

" why the lump was neng , I just want to tell neng to pray isya"

thank goodness I guess,,,,

" when you're done, pray

let your heart calm down, and quickly get some rest"

Adiba immediately complied with her husband's orders, he rushed to the bathroom and berwudlu

after coming out of the bathroom he just stood staring at the door of the room

I can't believe it's real, I'm really rooming with him right now

Adiba steps his legs towards the prayer mat that has been called hafid

he stood up drowning

" just look in the neng closet"

reprimand Gus hafid seems to know what he's looking for

Adiba

Adiba opens the closet, and it turns out there

available with some clothes

some towels, some pajamas, and some mukena seems to have been prepared for him

he took one face and one pajama stel, after the prayer he stood by hugging his pajamas, Gus hafid who had fallen asleep in his bed observing Adiba with a smile

" why just hold it?not wearing it"

then Adiba went to the bathroom.

" where are you going neng ? just change here, I'm already your husband, everything you have is lawful to me".

Adiba continues his path

what the fuck is he, he told me to be naked in front of him

finish changing clothes adiba sitting on a shofa

without turning on the TV, and without holding the phone, several times he closed his mouth because he yawned, Gus hafid has been watching him since

" when are you going to sit there? kemarila!"

" i can't just sleep here, Gus".

" what ,so derelict am I, that my own wife refused to be near me"

hearing Gus hafid say so Adiba

moving from his seat towards the bed, his body trembled in fear of cold sweat pouring down his body

he lay near Gus hafid and stared fixedly at the sky of the room, the fragrant smell that came from the sprinkling of roses and jasmine he did not enjoy at all,petlaha held Gus hafid's hand coiled in Adiba's abdomen, and his face approached Adiba's neck

he kissed Adiba's shoulder and his neck, and when Gus hafid wanted to continue

" please apologize Gus I'm ready for the balloons"

and Adiba shifted little by little Gus hafid's hand

" all right, get some rest, maybe you're soy sauce,"

" thank you gu$"

forgive me Gus, I have sinned against you, but I belom can Gus, I am tormented by my circumstances

Adiba cries in the darkness, Gus hafid covers him up to his chin, accidentally he touches Adiba's wet cheek

" are you crying?"

" i only remember Gus' mother and father".

" don't cry tomorrow we're there"

the first night went on doing nothing , they both just dissolved in each other's dreams.

*****

In his room Malik daydreams behind the bolsters

the faithful always accompany his sorrow

what are you doing right now, what are you

already happy, Gus hafid a wise man, why should I think of your happiness, surely you are happy with him, he will not let you

grieving, I am left who cannot forget you, forget your perfection

let me live in the shadow of your perfection, and as you may, fate hasten to correct all this,!

"assalamualaikum"

Aliya awakens him from her subconscious Malik wakes up and opens the door

" waalaikumussalam, there is a wind that suddenly says hello"

" actually what do you mean Mr. Ali, giliran said greetings of wonder, greetings in reprimand"

" well what are you doing here?".

" hi, sir Ali are you crying?"

Malik touched her cheek that was really wet then wiped it off

" no I just yawn and tear out"

" kirain crying?"

" what do you need here"

" it's okay, I just want to go back

here" brought a towel that had been in his room for a few days

" i'm not interested, the towel's already touched your body".

"it's fine, your towel has been washed by

bik Mila just now, take it,!" Malin took it and closed the door to his room

but Aliya held him back

" e e e wait a minute

very stingy".

" what else".

", thank you!"

" the same, if there is no more I want to sleep, tomorrow must work"

" all right, good nigh!"

Malik closed the door again and dropped his body on the bed

he was as strong as possible to cast the shadow of the person he loved