You'll Regret

Rian's last letter.

Make My Wife Love.

If my letter reaches you, I will no longer be in the world.

***I'm sorry for hurting a noble-hearted woman like you, I didn't go back to you, because I realized my mistake, I don't deserve to be next to you, I don't deserve to be there, because I promised never to hurt you but I ended up hurting you, indeed I can be considered Cemen or whatever because I can say sorry through this letter .

"Mita, over time it goes along with my regrets, but I know it's all my faults, I deserve it, I know kids hate me, I know they hurt me, I know they hurt me, But this is all out of my control.

As much as I can strengthen myself, so that I know myself that I am a useless old man in Campakan because of his own mistakes.

honestly in the bottom of my heart I still love you but I realize my behavior and my actions hurt me, I was measles and dumped by my young wife for not having property .

I realized it might be karma because I once left you for worldly gratification .

I was trapped in a black pebble and made me fall into you who were in disgusting mud, and were willing to leave behind a white and clean pearl.

I don't deserve to be forgiven, I don't deserve to be loved by a woman like you, because I'm a despicable man, justifying everything for the sake of world satisfaction***.

Mita breathed out her breath and tears came down her smooth cheeks, and continued the letter.

***I am a weak human being tempted by Satan's seduction.

I am the cause of my mother's abandonment, I sinned against her, but I was unable to give her comfort and punish the man who made her lose her life.

Maybe my apology cannot be forgiven, life is like a pile of needles in straw, if we get or know the place then we will not step or pass it.

But this life is full of mystery we do not know what happens in front, if we know then we will not pass it and stop until the problem comes.

We must be strong in the face of the future and a rock hit by the waves.

But no human can be strong for a trial or a rock.

If my tears could wipe away your wounds, if my death could make you happy I would be willing and sincere .

I was no longer able to survive, but I was happy that both of our grandchildren were comforting me, even though I left the world I was happy to see my two grandchildren.

If only the world could turn around I would like to repeat my time with you full of love, laughter, happiness and smiles, now as long as my body is lost with you who are far away.

I pray in the evening contest, may you all be given health and happiness.

I plead with the creator that my children may be able to repay to your betterment, and to be a husband and wife who are able to guide the wife and the Son to the right path, and the wife who complies with the husband***.

Mita asked a question, why did you leave me at a time like this why," Mita said in her tears.

When I'm gone, I beg you not to cry for me because I don't deserve you to cry.

I'm like a grain of dust, blown by the wind and flying.

I miss being with you guys but I'm ashamed of her because I'm such a disgusting piece of shit.

If I don't have to leave my grandkids to you, take care of them, love and love them as much as you love my daughter and son, even if I'm a heartless husband.

Mita, you're like a bright, glowing diamond in the dark of the night and you're like an angel willing to forgive everyone else's mistakes.

"I'm really lucky to have you first, I'm so happy, but it's all ruined because of my selfishness.

This is my last letter, take good care of yourself and forgive me from your husband who still loves you.

{ Rian Wijaya Kusuma}.

"Mas, why did you leave me alone, why, all those years I waited for you," cried Mita.

"Mother what's wrong ?" ask Aina.

"Your father left your mother a long time ago and sent this letter to your nephew" said the mother.

"Mother is no longer there to cry over such insignificant people" said Aina.

"Ainah she is your father" said Mother Mita.

"My son takes revenge on your heart" said Mita.

"I've forgotten but forgiven I don't want to" said Aina.

"Aina you are stubborn" said Mother Mita.

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Somewhere else.

"I want to get close to Papah" said Arslan.

"I can't" Asila said.

"Let's just stay in the middle of you" said Devano.

"Okay pah," said the Twins in unison.

they both slept quietly.

"I'm sorry papah son is not there beside mama and you see your growth and development .

Devano slept in both the arms of his son and daughter.

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The night changed the morning the sun entered the window of the room through the curtains.

"uhhh" said the little boy, gloating because his eyes were glared at the sun.

"Wake up" said Asila.

"Why do you think Papah's princes?" ask Devano.

"Udah morning pah," said Asila.

"Oh yes you took a shower first yes I woke up your brother first" said Devano.

"Okay papah

"Boy woke up in the morning" said Devano.

"It's 5 minutes away" Arslan said..

"Mamah, she knows she's with her mom .

"Boy, if you don't wake up, you stay and don't want to see me again" said Devano.

"Don't papah Arslan will Bagun and bathe" Arslan said.

After all finished the bath all went down to the bottom for absorption.

"Well, I promise you a school" Arsila said.

"Well baby," said Devano .

"Be aware that if I don't come I don't help you to be with mama," said Arsila.

"Thank you for the story" said Devano.

"No reward" said Arsila.

After the absorption Devano also drove the children to school, he went to the office for a while because there was mieting in the morning.

"My son has a different character, Arsalan looks like I'm a quiet and cold killing gaze, Asila is meek and said like Aira.

"Thank you Aira you want to pay attention to them even though I used to tell you to drop them, I'm a useless man.