You'll Regret

You'll Regret
I Miss Dad.



" Rian's regret is prolonged now that Rian has a deadly heart and lung disease, but he is ashamed to admit and come to his wife's child.


"He is ashamed to come in this moment who wants to leave the world, but he also misses children and wives.


I can only look at them from afar but I can't reach, I'm like I miss the moon, I'm like the earth and the sun, it's beautiful but I can see but I can't take it.


If I had never played with fire then this would not have been my life, if I had always been according to the teachings of Religion not easily tempted by worldly passions unlike this my life, he said, but I am not a man who escapes from sin.


In a distant place, Aina pensively missed a father.


"Dad I miss, when did you come home," Aina said.


"Aina you why de?" ask Anaya.


"Ade, it's okay ka," said Aina.


"But Ade kept quiet from earlier ?" ask Anaya.


"Ka, Ade can ask," said Aina.


"May de," said Aina.


"Why don't you come home?" ask Aina.


Anaya was surprised at his heart beat, he knew his sister missed the father, but what power has been 1 year more they seek him and the results are nil.


" Dad's working away, maybe he's coming home soon" Anaya said.


Without them two realized there was a person who was crying hearing the conversation of the two of them.


"Are you too happy, you're so happy that your child never looks up" said Mita.


Although as much as we hate to others but when love is enthroned in the heart can remove the hatred.


"When you know, I still love you and expect you to come back and repeat life with a new image of life" said Mita.


"Did Aina really miss Daddy?" mita asked after wiping away the tears.


"Mother, since when is there?" ask Anaya.


" Since then" said Mita.


"When did Dad get home from work?" ask the little girl.


"Wait for Dad to finish his job" Mita said.


"But Aina's mother is about to have a birthday, I don't want you to come" Aina said.


"Yes doain dear father so that he can meet," said Mita.


"I don't agree, you guys met him, said a stern voice coming from outside.


"But why bang?" ask Aina.


"Because he's not our father, because our father is long dead" Ali said.


Actually Ali had met his father but he did not I admit him and tell his family, because of his deep hatred for dear Dad.


"But Al, he's your father, son" said Mommy.


Where there is a father who could leave a child and wife for another woman and worry about the child in the woman's body when he knows that it is not his child, he said, and closing his eyes and dying over the words of others that his second wife killed his mother" said Ali.


"Prophe Al remembers sin" said Mita.


"It's more sinful that we die" Ali said.


"Al, Mamah has never taught you revenge" said Mita.


" never but I have feelings" said Ali.


"Quite Bun, Bang there's Aina here," said Anaya.


"So remember my words, never see Dad, let alone bring this house, I do not want to," said Ali firmly.


"Bun, Bang Ali may still be angry" Anaya said.


"Pelan-gelan is mother," said Anaya.


"Mother Aira came home" the screaming voice of this 20-year-old girl.


"Ai, don't shout this house is not a forest, you also want to get married" said Mother.


"Yes Bun" said Aira.


"Mbak Ai, is it fun to have a smart and wealthy husband again?" ask Anaya plain.


"No, it's annoying" Aira said.


"You can do it" said Anaya.


"Because everywhere is being asked" Aira said.


" It's good Ai, it's a sign of Vano love" said the mother.


" What love, if it's annoying, is it" Aira said.


"Later you get used to it if someday you will one house, one room with yes there will be no annoying words and the word Canggung," said Mother.


"Where may be one room, even Ainajadi a maid later," Ai's inner.


He also remembered the words Devano did not want to hire a maid, because he did not feel at home with new people, just as Vano said.


"What's wrong why are you daydreaming, son?" ask Mommy.


"Bun, if Ai can choose Ai not to want to marry, because the wounds and heartache to Dad have not dried up, I'm afraid to treat Vano badly," said Aira.


"Peace the past, son" said Mita.


" the more I forget the stronger the shadow appears," said Aira.


" Ai, if you're married, do you occupy your house?" ask Mita.


"Your ngusir?" ask Ai.


" no, mamah is afraid that Vano will be alone with you," said Mother.


"Gak mah, the house let Mr. Iman and his wife take care of it, I do not want to stay there or sell it, because there are many memories with Oma," said Aira.


"That's your decision, son" said Mita.


"Bun, I'm afraid," said Aira.


"What are you afraid of, son?" ask Mita.


"I was afraid Devano was double-minded and left me," Aira said.


" Try first, Don't give up before the war" Mita said.


What Aira is afraid of is where their marriage will go, Aira really hates Devano, because she is fierce and after the talk there is no filter, rich in cayenne pepper, that made her hate Devano because she often scolded him and tortured him with punishment.


Conversely Devano does not like Aira, because there is a lot of past he took Aira for his wife so there is to take care of the needs and there is a free maid does not need to be paid, it is a pity for the money for the maid salary.


" where does destiny take my fate," Ai's inner self.


" Ai, ma'am sure you must be strong, so don't give up quickly" said Mita.


"Yes mah.


"Our life is like the wind boy, where the wind takes us flying and in the wind then there we stop, but not necessarily forever, because the wind could have made you in the other direction," said Mita.


"That means Bun?" ask Anaya.


"Our lives give it a lot of effort, Diaman destiny brings us to the heart of someone we consider worthy, but not necessarily the heart is the true owner of the key, actually, even if you're married, it's not really yours, it's not a bridge to your true soul mate" Mita said.


"But Bun is a soul mate once in a lifetime as well as a marriage," Anaya said.


"Shouldn't be son, if the soul mate is not up then it will be separated a lot of his obstacles," said Mita.


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