WOUNDS AND LOVE

Wounds and Love

chapter 169

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Revandra's Home. Tone busy in the kitchen making cakes. Zakia who was not in school approached the mother because she was bored in the kitchen.

Zakia was astonished by the mother who made the cake like a birthday cake but there was no word.

" who's ma's birthday ??" ask Zakia suddenly.

" nothing, "mama Nada replied calmly.

" there is no ?? then why did mama.make cake ??" ask Zakia again.

" mama made this for Rans. tomorrow he has left for London and will settle there, mama really regret his departure.yes, as a sign of gratitude because Rans has helped us a lot.help us. including you.." lang Tone with certainty.

" people want to go kok dikasih ma.. kueh aja.." laughter little Zakia mewaranai his speech.

" dear. this cake is a sign if mama loves Rans too. , good man, said he was polite, handsome and genius mama really expects him to be in our family.." Tone hugged the spatula in his hand as he closed his eyes.

Zakia was astonished by the mother's behavior. "do you mean mama ???"

Nada sat in front of Zakia and placed the spatula in her hand.

" Zakia, I want to ask you something, but I want you to answer it honestly" said Nada a little seriously.

the look of the mama who looks serious makes zakia come to sit beside her Mama.

" what do you think the Rans are ??" Tone began.asked.

Zakia slightly rounded her eyes, "why did mama.ask about uncle Rans ??"

Nada clasped Zakia's hand tightly. "during this time mama just kept quiet without daring to comment or ask, because mama thought you could respond to what you experienced. but after you decide and think more about your feelings, mama feels guilty darling.mom should not demand you should be able to understand your circumstances and feelings.forgive you mama who looks selfish here.." bright Tone with a serious and sad face.

"ma.ma.ma.ma.talk what the hell.." Zakia tried to digest every word of Tone.

" mama talked about your feelings dear.mama know you are so eager to return Rans' feelings, but because of your promise to mama you put aside the taste in your heart.." continued Nada with certainty.

Zakia was surprised by the words of her mother who knew all that was in her heart.Some times Zakia blinked her eyes, to regulate her breathing.

" mama did not give birth to you, but even so whatever you feel mama can understand dear.you are so tormented by the taste that you yourself.." her bright eyes are now beginning to tear.

Zakia was misbehaved, he lowered his head and adjusted his breathing, throwing his face away slowly.

" You may love your mother, but you must also think about how you feel.. is your mind also able to focus if the face of Rans that always crosses there..??" Nada put out everything that wants to be said. While Zakia has not.comment.as a whole What is said Nada is true, all is indeed being experienced zakia. mind is not calm, even sleep is not soundly.

" you must reach for your goals, but you must also be able to respond to your feelings.you are a teenager dear.." continued Nada again.

" em. ma, Za.zakia to the room first yeah.sorry.."Without waiting for her answer, Zakia ran to her room.

He could no longer hear the words of his mother who were all true he had felt. Zakia thought all was just a pity, but it turned out to be wrong.all she felt was a sense of love deliberately harbored only because of ego alone.

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