WOUND SCRATCHES
episode 44
Marriage is what all women want, But not for Ayrin, Hearing the word Marry alone has made him tremble in fear, Trauma is often gone but the Word Married still makes Ayrin afraid, Fear of failure and being wasted.
"Let's Marry Ay" No wind no rain suddenly Rey invites her to marry makes Ayrin surprised.
"Me.me.married" His voice choked when he heard the word married even just to say one sentence was really difficult.
"Yes we are married, Why is it such a surprise?, Isn't it our goal to be married?"
Increasingly shocked Ayrin heard all Rey's words, her body shakes violently her memory back when she was thrown away and in campakan, Squeezing her powerful fingers Ayrin tried to cover up her fear.
"Why keep quiet?, don't you want to marry me?" Rey saw Ayrin's strange behavior.
"A.a.p." i"
"So you really don't want to marry me" Rey's voice interrupted Ayrin's speech. With a face that could not be guessed Rey stared intently at Ayrin.
"Then why are you and I in a relationship?, Was I the only one who wanted a marriage?, Was I the only one who loved you" Rey could no longer hold back the rumbling in her heart, the woman he loved did not want to marry him.
Ayrin really did not expect if Rey's purpose to take him to a famous Restaurant was to propose to him, So far Ayrin never thought if the relationship and Rey would continue to the stage of Marriage, so far, Realizing his shortcomings made Ayrin did not dare to think of a marriage, More precisely he was afraid, Ayrin did not know what he had to answer from Rey's invitation to get married, Should he be honest about his condition?, Ayrin did not know?,
"So all this time it's been a waste I've been expecting a lot on our relationship?" Rey softly pulled the tip of her lips up.
"Mom.no Rey" Ayrin opened her voice.
"What's more, you never loved me, did you?" Rey continues to accuse Ayrin without knowing if Ayrin is holding back his fear, his tears almost out but Rey does not realize.
"I'm afraid to disappoint you" Throw Ayrin's tears that were kept from earlier.
Rey silently watched the woman she loved cry, she wanted to hear the next word Ayrin said. It was fortunate that they were in the VIP room of the Restaurant which Rey had deliberately ordered for the two of them.
"What do you mean" said Rey who did not understand Ayrin's intentions.
"I've been married, I've even been married twice and there's nothing I can defend, two of them left me for the same reason" Ayrin spoke with Rey's eyes.
"Do you know why they left me?" Ask Ayrin to Rey.
"They betrayed you" Rey replied confidently.
"Yes you're right they betrayed me, but do you know why they betrayed me?" Shut up "I can't give them offspring, I'm a barren woman who can't bear offspring for them" The more tears come out of Ayrin's eyes as she tells Rey everything.
While Rey is shocked to hear all of Ayrin's words, she does not expect that Ayrin is not a perfect woman, During this time he did not know the reason for Ayrin's divorce because of the information he read also did not mention what Ayrin said earlier.
Seeing the silence of Rey after hearing his words made Ayrin realize if this would happen, Rey would not accept who would be with this woman.
Suddenly his chest felt very tight when Rey did not also respond to his words earlier, By holding back the tightness Ayrin tried to speak again.
"You deserve to be happy with the perfect woman Rey, I know you're disappointed in me for not telling you this from the start, sorry for my mistake, Sorry I let you down, I'm sorry I let you down, I'm sorry I made you wish, I'm sorry I ruined your hope" However strong Ayrin held back her tears so as not to come out as she said the words that also cut her heart but in vain her tears even more flowing along with every word that she say it again when his eyes see Rey who has no reaction.
In the depths of his heart, Ayrin wanted Rey to accept it because she also loved Rey very much, but he did not dare to show his hope in front of Rey, Rey, realizing that it was impossible, he thought that Rey would not accept it and his family would not accept it either, The family who is most reluctant and respected in the city where he lives to have a daughter-in-law who cannot give birth to their parents, Ayrin again buried his hope deeply.
Rey stood up from her seat, she looked at Ayrin with a face that could not be guessed, Ayrin ventured to look at Rey maybe this would be the last time he could look at Rey up close.
"Go away..........
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