WOMEN WITHOUT TEARS

Shower Alone

Dance can only cry. He looked at his mother with a very sad look. His face was clear, confused and please be pitied. If his mother was scolding him. Because mother's anger is always violent. It's not enough just harsh words. But it must always be accompanied by blows to the skinny body of Dance.

Sometimes you hit her with your own hands. Slap cheek, mouth. Pinching arms, thighs, stomach. Nudging ears, grabbing hair...Of course Tari will cry even louder. Evaporate the pain in his body with the language of a child in general.

I wish I would stop hurting her. Then.if possible.mother hugged him, kissed him and advised him with the language of love. If mom considers Dance naughty. Isn't that the tradition ?. For the sake of easing the cry of a child or reprimanding his mischief ?. It must be quite understandable for children of the age of Dance. Including the dance itself.

But the more Tari cried, the louder the mother beat and scolded her. Like a woman who is possessed by the spirit of a curious woman who is vengeful. The sound of Dance's cry is like waking up the curious spirit inside the mother. Reminds me of a revenge to be avenged. Unforgivingly and mercilessly.

Anger is overflowing. Roll up at the top of his crown. Every time I hear the sound of dancing. I don't have a heart to feel. Capturing the implied signal from the cry of the little Dari, that Dance is in pain. But the mother is increasingly desperate and lustful to hurt Dari with violence for the sake of violence.

If not satisfied, the mother does not hesitate to use small hard objects to be smashed into the small body of Dance. Spontaneous and powerful. Because of the tight sound of Dance's cry and mother regretted her hand to beat up Dari.

Like the handle of a broom, wiggle it, scoop it up. Sometimes throw a comb, tablespoon, remote...Anyway any object that reached the hands of the mother and can be thrown quickly towards Tari.

Once upon a time mom hit a dipper on the head of Dance. Until the dipper broke. Just because of a small problem. At that time, Dari was told to take a shower. As a child who was told to take a bath by his mother. So as soon as you see the water, of course the instinct of the child Dance improvise.

Little dance took a bucket that was wide enough to dance soaking and sleeping. Dance filled the bucket with water, until it was full. Then pour a bottle of shampoo into that bucket. Then tearing. So it gives off a lot of foam and bubbles. It almost covered the bathroom.

The little dance was excited to see the foam and the bubbles. Then play around with the foam and bubbles on the floor. Lie down, roll around and roll around. It scooped up the foam and smeared it on its stomach. Until the foam covers the entire body of the naked skinny.

Little Dance lay relaxed on that floor for a moment. Shrink foam. Then blow the foam that was on top of his stomach. Then Dari rolled around again. Sleeping on your back, like swimming in frog style. Dance scooped up those foam bubbles again and blew them into the air.

Tired of the snoring, back Dance slept on her back and blew the foam on again. Seeing foam bubbles flying in the air, Dance laughed happily. Then Dari got up and patted the flying bubble of foam.

As soon as something broke, Dari laughed even louder. Then pat another bubble of foam, which was flying. Sometimes they blow it too. The bubble of foam flew higher, then broke. Dance laughing, while jumping around a little.

Dance did that over and over again. Until he gets bored. Then Dance got into that bucket and soaked. While singing cheerfully, loudly. Patting foam water in a bucket. Like hitting a drum. Foam water leaped onto his face and almost hit his eyes. But Dance doesn't care. Even laughing happily and rubbing his eyes for a while. Then pat the foam water back.

His small voice was loud, singing the refrain again Judika. The tone was fitting, but his words were straw.

"Cinca kalma. Cak pelu cau. Love catang can belsaca. Cinca kalma. Your pele cheek kanyacan. Kalena haci is the best...."

I don't know what he said. But enough to approach the actual words.So the angels who had been enjoying the joy created by Tari, knew; that it was the song of Judika.

The angels danced around the dance. Waving their two wings over their heads. It seems that the angels were happier than the Dance that created that happiness, except mother. As soon as the mother looked towards the bathroom, a lot of foam filled the bathroom floor. Seeerrr.

"Tariiii!!!!..." cried mother very loudly. Half-run to the bathroom.

His face line was like he was forcing me to come out. Also the curly hair of the mother is random and the fat body has a large flower motif. Mom approaches Dance. The magic granny who flew with her broom. Hup!.mother arrived at the bathroom door. Standing around with eyes bulging furiously, staring at Dari.

His large negligee, waving in his left arm. Like the wings of an eagle ready to strangle the neck of Dance. Dance was hypnotized. Just quietly glared at mom. The form of surprise that bewitched Dance into a statue. His joy was lost immediately. Like it just got abracadabra !. Let's not see mom in front of the bathroom door. When she heard the mother's screams just now, Tari was already silent fixated. Now Dari can only give up. Waiting for the usual souvenirs from the mother, which is anger.

"Child less ajaaaaaarrrrrrr!!!.." cried mother again. While stepping into the bathroom.

The mind of the Dance child does not lead him to quickly run away, seeking refuge. Then don't have time to dance to get out of that bucket. Even to soar to his feet, like a shocked expression; he did not. Dance just sits quietly in the bucket. Staring at the mother with a sad face gripping.

The angels could only peek at Dance behind the illusion. First shed tears. Iba saw Dari hurt by his mother. But can't do anything. Before there is an order from God.

"Shut up !...Shut up I said !. Diaaammm !!!" shouted the mother by facing her face percis in front of her sad eyes Dance.

Dance cannot be silent. Because mom's hand still pulled her hair. Not only that, the mother's eyes widened wide and sharp to Dance's eyes. When telling Tari to shut up. Of course, the dance will not be silent. Expose the pain he felt with increasingly tight crying as well.

Mother also panicked more and more in venting her anger. Spontaneous mother grabbed the dipper that was nearby and directly smacked it into the head of Dance. The plaque. The crying of Dance stopped instantly. Along with unexpressed pain and shock. Just looking at my mom with a glare.

Even to grimace, not to be done again. Even mother is still not satisfied in her anger. Uncompassionate, mother gripped firmly one little shoulder Dance with one hand. Mom's nails are long, untidy and dirty; injuring the soft skin of Dance's shoulders.

"Let's get out !...Get out !..."

Mom pulls Dance out of the bucket. While one more hand had the opportunity to pinch the arm and slap the cheek Dance. The cry of Pum dance again exploded very strongly, almost roaring. Because it endured the pain all over his body. She got angry and shouted repeatedly. He ordered Tari to be quiet.

"Diaaaammm !!!...B\*b\* !...Insolent !.\*nj\*ng !..stupid !.." and other expletives that cross the mother's brain.

The crying of Dance further made the anger of mother uncontrollable. Mom's getting pinched, slapping...I mean, to keep Dance quiet. Of course, Dari did not understand. Dance felt pain and vented her with a cry. Please pity the mother with her language of Dance, the language of the children. So that my mother would stop hurting him.

"You'll hit me again with this dipper !" threaten mom by showing her the broken gayun. Then the cry of Dance subsided. The rest is holding his head. Feels very painful. While staring at the mother and the dipper, alternately.

"You asked me to take a shower !. Not fooling. Wasting water wastes shampoo. The shampoo I just bought, you know !. Stupid kid !. I bought my money. Your father never gave you money to buy shampi, you know !. Fucking kid !..."

Mother chirped continuously, while bathing Dance. Dancing Dance using the bucket that was used by Tari to soak. Dance is also a rage. Still have the opportunity to pinch the stomach of Dance several times. Tatkali soaped and dried up Dari's body with a towel.

Dance tries not to cry. Just a little grimace. Withstand the pain of mother's pinching. Squeeze one eye or lift a little of her upper lip. Expressing their pain in secret.

"Clothes!.Then sleep !. Otherwise, I pinch your ass with pliers!." that's the closing word for some of the one-day mom's angry scenes. \*\*\*