
Flashbacks..
Alisha is waiting for Tama's arrival in front of her house with a big smile. He deliberately took a shower early because he wanted to shop for household needs that they did every month.
Tama money is not enough to use for just a walk. So Alisha is so waiting for a day that can only happen once a month.
Alisha walks over, as Tama's motorbike is parked in the courtyard of the house.
"For a long time, my. I've been waiting since." Tama showed a sour face mimic.
"Waiting for what?" Tanya Tama walks in followed by Alisha.
"Mas shopping, if you wait for Sunday, the money will run out."
Both are used to doing it. That's why Alisha said it so excitedly.
"Can't go alone!!" Answer Tama ketus. He sat on the couch drinking the warm tea that was always available.
"Leave alone?" Alisha muttered. His heart ached with the harsh answer Tama gave him.
"Yes, go it alone! Don't count on me. You know if I'm busy! What is wrong with shopping by yourself. There's a motor too." Alisha sat weakly by Tama's side.
"Don't we do this every month."
"If I'm not tired it might not be a problem. But if I'm tired you go alone!"
"Bring the rice is heavy Mas and I'm not good with the motor either." Alisha is not being reasoned because she has just learned to use a motorcycle lately. It was also due to the compulsion of Tama who began to feel bothered with the nature of dependence Alisha.
"There are employees. You asked me to bring rice and everything is in order!"
"I'm afraid of falling too. Still don't dare on the highway." Answer Alisha gently. She was afraid of igniting Tama's very bad emotions lately.
"If not in the opponent!! Keep fear!! When!! No use Mama buying that bike!!" Alisha's eyes began to glaze over at Tama's harsh curses.
"But you know I'm not good with that bike yet."
"It all depends on intention!! You saw Madame Mila who was her 3rd child. Every day she took all her children and delivered them to school when she was pregnant. While you? Just can't! The wife must be independent! Don't keep depending!! Just make it dizzy!!" Tama leaves Alisha with tears that begin to fall.
It's not just a shopping issue. But togetherness. Isn't that the only time we can walk together? Why are you scraping it again and instead blaming me for being independent..
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"What's going on? Why is your face like that Babe?" Tanya Eldar grabbed Alisha's fingers and grabbed her.
"I just don't want to repeat the same mistake." Alisha replied smiling but looking bitter.
Alisha is an ex-home child with strict rules applied by her father. But it is not the rules that hurt him, but the rules that aim to keep him.
His father did not allow him to go out the night despite urgent business. He could not use a motorbike because his father always drove him without complaining. Besides not being able to use a motorbike, Alisha also does not know how well the city road. He rarely goes out, even for dating alone always invites Monik.
How does he not feel burdened by Tama's request that demands him to be independent without relying on her. Until Tama turned it into now. Often wanders outside even though the boundaries are still trying to keep him.
"What mistake? Say."
"There are times when you are busy with work. So I have to be trained to do everything myself."
"Any busy thing later. I'd take the time if it was just to take you shopping."
"Initially so did Mas. Don't know later." Eldar took a breath and threw it away violently.
"Why always talk about the beginning and the end of Babe? Give me some understanding of what you mean."
Does this have anything to do with his past? Of course Eldar took her seriously because she looked at Alisha's face like she was not playing games.
"I don't want to depend on you, you'll get bored." Like Mas Tama.
The feeling of tightness spreads fast. Alisha is still feeling the pain she has been in for a year. The demands from Tama are very burdensome. Until he had to take quick steps and dare to do it all himself.
Did you educate me wrong or Mas Tama outrageous?
The question went round and round. Remembering the words of Tama and her late father that were inversely proportional.
The girl cannot wander alone. That's a danger, son. If Dad is busy, you wait for me to drop off after finishing work..
So the wife must be independent!! Do not rely on your husband constantly. Anything wait for me! Ask for a little delivery!! I was tired of making a living but when I came home I listened to your whining!!!
After this I will never count on you again. I pledge..
Eldar clutched tightly onto Alisha's body. Trying to digest Alisha's thoughts that might still disguise her with Tama, her ex-husband.
I want to get angry. But how could he be angry if he was already going to cry just because of that trivial thing. I'm sure you're likening me to that fucking Babe..
"You're a kind of Babe's food." Ask Eldar lirih.
"What food?" Eldar let go of his embrace and quickly Alisha wiped away her tears.
"Don't you tell me you're afraid I'm bored?"
"Indeed so. We don't live just a day or two."
"I know."
"Yes if you know."
"Just hang on to me and we'll see. How long does it take for me to feel boredom?" Challenge Eldar to stare focused on Alisha." I promise I'll let you know if you're bored, so you can give us a little space for our relationship." Alisha was silent for a moment before finally answering very quietly.
"I don't want to fail again so I won't bore you." Heavy breathing blows. Eldar was controlling his feelings of regret because of Alisha's attitude.
I'm Eldar Babe!! Not him!!
Wanting to feel Eldar yells out loud but he prefers to be silent because he wants to keep the feelings of Alisha who hates rude speech.
"Don't you have to obey your husband?" Vibrant smile Eldar show. If can! Eldar wants to instantly clean up the bad memories that exist in Alisha's brain. But he realized that cleaning it wasn't as easy as taking someone's life.
"Yes, but."
"Depends on me until I get bored." Answer Eldar quickly.
"Then you'll leave me."
"I beg Babe. Don't guess it yet. Do my orders so you know how to start and end later." Alisha nodded slowly while smiling.
"Sorry to me."
"It's okay. I get it." Trying to understand.. "No need to buy a motorbike. If you want to buy something let me drop off and if I'm busy. I hope you'll be patient until I finish my job."
Similar Dad... Oh my God, I'm so happy..
"Thank you." With a slight hesitation, Alisha kissed Eldar's cheek for a moment until the vexation in Eldar's heart collapsed.
"Together Babe. My heart feels warm when you kiss me like that."
"They're crunching again." Eldar took a deep breath while Alisha smiled.
"We bought clothes for you. I deliberately bought some stels yesterday for fear that you wouldn't like the model."
"I like it." Answer Alisha quickly." Whatever your dress choice I like." Convince impression.
"If in the room it is not a problem to wear minimal but do not get out of the room. Maybe a little uncomfortable Bebe. But I'm not sincerely your body is exposed free."
"I'm comfortable. Wait a minute, I'll get the bag first." Alisha kisses Eldar on the cheek and goes to get the wallet.
"The sound is so soft. I like Mas." Eldar smiled as he continued to imitate Alisha's style of speech over and over again.
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Lilis quickly walked into Tama's room to show her the dismissal letter. New regulations say if Husband and Wife should not work in one company so that Lilis should be forced to be issued.
"What's this?" Tama took the white envelope and read it." You fired?" He murmured slowly." Real nice. So you can get pregnant fast." Nino who was there listened to the chat without commenting. He smiled and was happy to hear that. Although news of Lilis and Tama's marriage has spread, but her hatred for Tama remains attached.
"Good you said Tam!! If I don't work. How can I buy this expensive powder of mine!!" Pointing towards the face.
Feel you Tam!! I'm grateful that Alisha has divorced you and is now enjoying your own choices!!! Inner Nino while chuckling in the heart.
"Your money is still a lot. Why think of that."
"That's my money! You have no right to bring it up!!" Tama was embarrassed by the harsh words Lilis had spoken to her. He immediately got up from his seat and left his desk just like that.
I just became a wife, but why dare you yell at me like that!!! Alisha never did!!
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