
Alisha looked at her home with a disappointed face. Because it turns out her husband has not yet arrived home, even though the time shows at half-nine pm.
"Not too much." He opened the door of the house and put the motor in.
After the motorbike was parked, Alisha closed the door again and went straight to the kitchen to warm up the dishes that had been prepared before she left the house earlier.
While warming up the food, he changed clothes with a home negligee. Alisha went into the bathroom, to wash her face to make her face look fresher.
Take a shower later, I'm afraid Mas Tama is going home.
Clik..
The stove is turned off, along with the sound of the Tama motor being heard. Alisha leaves her cooking and rushes to welcome Tama's arrival.
"That's one night." Ask Alisha softly.
"Mama won't let me go home." Although the answer is often thrown, in fact Alisha's heart immediately felt tight.
Alisha did not answer and closed the door and did not forget to lock it. He didn't want to talk much because fights often happened just because of the same problem.
Without asking, he walked past Tama to pick up dinner.
"Please Mas." The bargain is to put a tray on the table.
"I ate it already." Reject Pama slowly.
"I've already got it."
"Eat first, ask. Don't just take it."
"Hm.." Alisha took her tray back and walked into the kitchen to throw it away." Why don't you stay over." Imbuh Alisha was upset, seeing the attitude of her husband that was becoming more and more so.
"I wanted to do it just now. Why anyway? That's my own mother's house." A long breath blows through Alisha's nasal cavity. Trying to suppress her pain as if Tama had put her back down and not allowed her to go to her mother's house.
"Yes of course. Do what you think is right." Reply Alisha walked straight into the room.
"You're always talking about something so trivial like this. What matters is that I go home. Come on Al, I'm tired of working but after I get home, I have to take a bad welcome from you."
Alisha, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, turned her head to hear the sickening words from Tama.
"I also need time, not just Mama."
"Mama is old Al. He wanted me to come there and I couldn't resist."
"But not every day Mas, hiks.." Alisha starts to sob, but does not make Tama feel sorry.
"Lah cry! Dizziness I see you cry on!! Uh! Shit!!" Tama walked into the bathroom with his cell phone in his hand. He sat down at the Kloset and replied to a short message from Lilis.
๐Tomorrow again Yes Tam.
๐ Yes but treaties yes.
๐ Beres. I'm lonely, if you could come.
๐Wah could be danger later.
๐If both are silent, there will be no danger.
๐Can only. See you tomorrow at the office.
๐OK
Tama smiled, remembering her friendship with Lilis after work. They got back together after being separated nine months ago.
"Lilis is more beautiful, unfortunately people's wives." Tama stood up to wash her face then walked out and found Alisha lying down.
Tama's desire ignited, seeing the beauty of Alisha's body which was indeed more beautiful and young than Lilis, his close friend. But that doesn't make Tama more appreciative of his wife at home. He was busy looking for fun outside and obeying the wishes of his mother who felt outrageous.
"It's sleep." Tama lies beside Alisha who still opens her eyes.
Alisha shifted her body away, her heart ached with Tama's ever-increasing tone.
"I'm sorry for that." Tama approaches again, begins to caress Alisha's body, in order to fulfill her desire.
His attitude is often displayed now. Tama will seduce, softly say if she wants something like now. It was certainly sickening for Alisha, as if she was just being made into an outlet for Tama's desire.
"I'm tired Mas. You better go to sleep." Reject Alisha trying to avoid.
"Don't you miss me?" The sudden atmosphere of silence, Alisha did not answer the question and simply fell silent while controlling her rumbling feelings." Are you jealous of my mother, dear? You don't feel sorry for him?" Tama is still trying to sulk so that his wish is achieved.
You only feel sorry for Mama, but not for me..
"Almost every day you're busy with your business."
"I'm sorry." Tama's hands peeked in and touched a small object that turned out to have hardened. He twisted it and occasionally squeezed it, making Alisha also ignited desires.
As bad as she is, Mas Tama is still my husband..
Alisha's heart was broken again, letting Tama touch her body as she is now. Though Tama never cared, if Alisha served him half-heartedly, as long as his desire was satisfied.
Just a little while, a little while until Tama gets her release.
"God.." Long Tama. His body collapsed on Alisha's side with a loud snoring that instantly sounded.
Alisha sat down, glancing lazily towards Tama while picking up her negligee lying on the floor.
I'm not even satisfied.. It's in the heart. Warming is so long and only ends in a short time.
Not only does Tama suck at keeping feelings, but she also sucks in bed. From the past until now, even though Alisha never felt satisfied with her love but hid it very neatly.
It was as if he was satisfied, smiling loosely, wiping away the sweat, as he simply did not want to offend Tama. He knows, offended it really hurts. So that he does not want to do that and tries to respect Tama's weaknesses.
But the reply that was received was very painful. I never thought about his feelings. Ignoring him just for his mother's sake and his own interests.
Alisha stood up and put on her negligee again. She goes into the bathroom, to clean up hers after a sickening romance.
"Hungry.." Alisha takes the plate and puts a little rice and side dishes that are not as tasty.
The ingredients were so slow because the cuisine was untouched by Tama. He realized that his cooking was not delicious but at least, he wanted to be a little appreciated.
Clunting!
Alisha just put the spoon away. Just a few spoons in, his appetite disappeared all of a sudden. He decided to clean the dishes and throw them away.
Do you not remember Mas. I used to wait for your return just to eat together.. But now..
Alisha sat weakly, grabbing her phone after seeing a short message from Monik.
๐I've got a destination for tomorrow morning.
๐Don't be too late to go home.
๐What's really why? She mad? You said you were home at eight.
๐I tell you tomorrow.
๐What did your crazy husband do?
๐She's My Husband Mon.
๐She's Mama's son. Holy hooch!
Alisha took a deep breath, thinking about the proven moniker. At the age of 27 years. I can't be an adult either. He should have been able to give up on her more but what happened turned around.
Alisha was asked to comply without being able to protest. Accused as a suspect in every issue.
๐It's clear. So no need to reply.
๐I wait 10 o'clock yes. I have a surprise for you.
๐What it is.
The moniker does not answer the message. Alisha decided to go to bed so that the night could pass quickly. His steps came to a halt, looking towards Tama who was lying down with her innocent body.
"Bag.." Call Alisha to walk to bed." You don't go to the bathroom first." Imbuh Alisha sat on the edge of the bed.
"Hmm a minute." Tama went back to sleep.
Alisha snorted, then lay down. He was sure that Tama would not wake up and would remain in his position as he is now. He tilted his body to Tama's back with his eyes closed.
There is something strange, even though today Alisha's body feels so tired after that. He should have gotten his sleepy easily. But tonight is so different. Alisha just rolled around in bed. He doesn't know if someone is thinking about him right now.
"Ahh what happened." Eldar shut down his laptop. The shadow of Alisha tying her hair kept on passing so that she was unable to concentrate on her college assignment for tomorrow." I shouldn't have helped her just now." Her body moved from her seat and then lay down.
Geck...Geck...Geck...
Eldar immediately stood up to open the door. Ms. Ana, who was the manager of Asramah, was behind the door with a package in hand.
"There's El's care." His words thrust the package at Eldar.
"From who?"
"See, I don't know, you better check yourself."
"If it's not clear don't give it to me."
Aaaakkkkk!!!
Ms. Ana tiptoed while stroking her chest. Though events like this have often happened but what power. Ms. Ana just wanted to deliver the message.
Dean, who heard the sound of the door, went straight out of his room to check.
"What's wrong, ma'am?" Ask Dean kindly.
"It's a stand for Eldar but he won't take it."
"Let me tell you." Ms. Ana gave the package to Dean.
"Tell your friend not to close the door that hard. If you have a hanger how." Dean chuckled at that. Eldar is famous as a South polar creature, so the cold must be felt in every living creature around it.
"I'm confused as to how to talk to the boy."
"Yes already. Tomorrow if there's a break, don't expect me to drop off." Mumbled Bu Ana away.
Dean stepped into Eldar's room and knocked. A while waiting, Eldar came out with a flat face let alone see the package that was in Dean's hands.
"Next time just take it. Ms. Ana is innocent so you have to be polite to her El."
"Whatever. Just take it, I don't need it." Dean prevented Eldar's room door from closing.
"I have trouble sleeping. Want to copy together in front?" Eldar looked at Dean expressionlessly." Your gaze is so warm, if you don't want me to go alone." Without replying to Dean. Eldar closed the door of his room and walked towards the elevator." You should have put this in first." Dean lifted the package and Eldar quickly picked it up and threw it in the trash.
"Berez it."
"Then why did you give it to me?" Reply Eldar ketus.
"I'm just offering."
"Just pick it up in the trash!"
Friendship has been established for so long, that there is no gap. Eldar and Dean are 2 years apart.
The nature of Dean who is not easily hurt, still survive on Eldar who is as hard as steel. The talk was also short. Even though someone had fallen in front of him, Eldar was reluctant to help. But, what happened to today? He helps Alisha to go back and forth to buy gasoline. Eldar thought about his attitude until now.
"Tumben you haven't slept El." Dean asked as he chewed the food.
I thought about the girl..
"Of course." Eldar stared fixedly at the road while occasionally sipping his coffee.
"You usually sleep on time." Eldar did not respond to Dean's remarks. The portrait of Alisha again flashed and filled her brain.
"I made a mistake today." Said slowly.
"What mistake?"
"Shelping someone on the street." Dean frowned.
"Helping is good." Dean replied in support.
"I don't like being involved in other people's business!"
"You're gonna need someone else someday."
"It won't happen." Answer Eldar quickly.
"That would happen if you were already in love." Eldar turned to look at Dean who was smiling at him." I'm not wrong. Don't look at me like that. Are you going to live alone forever? Someday you'll have a child's wife and a small family. That's when you'll realize we need each other." Imbuh Dean just spoke. He was sure that Eldar would not respond to his words right now.
Do I like it.. Ach!! It's nonsense..
Eldar stood up and left just like that after leaving the hundred thousand money on the table. Dean who saw Eldar's attitude now, just took a deep breath while enjoying the rest of his coffee and snacks.
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The next day...
At half-five in the morning, Alisha was up to do the housework. After that, he grabbed his small wallet and intended to shop at the usual vegetable shop next to the archway of his house.
But the intention was stopped, when Alisha realized that her money was only 50 thousand and some two thousand bills.
Oil depleted. Cooking will not be enough. I'd better buy it at the front stall..
Alisha walked out towards the small stall that was quite close to her house. There were some guys having breakfast there. They were amazed at the curves of Alisha's body
"Bu rawonnya 30 thousand ya." Alisha said she was embarrassed but on the edge far away.
"Yes, wait a minute." Alisha smiled and stood right behind the Fathers who were eating.
A while waiting, Alisha's order was finally ready. He paid for it and immediately left the small stall.
Upon arrival at home, Alisha prepares breakfast for Tama who looks awake. Not to forget, crackers and warm tea to complement the dish.
Tama came out wearing her work clothes. Soon Alisha takes food for Tama and puts it in front of her.
"Please Mas." Alisha offers. Just as he was about to sit down, Tama's voice sounded so clear.
"It's buy?" Tama Protest.
"Hm yes. My money's 50 grand so it's not enough to go shopping."
"What?!! Only 50 grand!!" Tama put down her spoon and looked at Alisha who was staring at her." Not that I told you to skimp." The impression increasingly considers Alisha is not good at managing money.
How could Becus, if Tama only gave one million for the purposes of one month. All the bills were placed on Alisha. While the price of the staple chokes the neck and Tama always wants to eat good.
"Next time go shopping, so you know if the food is so expensive. I've been trying to set that up, but it's not enough." Tama's gaze turned sharply piercing the recesses of Alisha's heart which was the woman of taste.
"How much is that tree? I rarely eat at home either." Alisha fell silent, not feeling guilty but she again became a suspect for the debate this time.
"Electricity this month almost reached 400 thousand mas. Better cool the room off." Alisha still wanted to honor Tama as the head of the household. Until he tried to suppress his sense of urgency now.
"Before it's gone!"
"Hm."
"The house is so hot and bad without refrigeration."
"Rather than objecting because the shopping money runs out."
"That's because you're too extravagant." Accuse Me again. He also does not reflect if the minimum salary is not enough.
"I've arranged it with an irony. I'm sorry, um it doesn't seem like we're saving up yet, so I'd better give it to me like the months before." With all the courage Alisha said that. Because he began to be confused with the end of money and left only 50 thousand, while the payday is still 10 days away.
"No. It was not married before. Mama can manage my money well but right now, we don't even have savings." I want it to feel like Alisha is crying, when I realize that Tama has not been sincere in giving her a living.
"I never buy anything for myself. The money was spent on daily necessities. If Mas Tama reduces that, how can I add to the shortcomings."
"Eat him sparingly! Don't keep buying like this." Tama stood up while removing the basin containing rawon sauce to make it spill partially on the table." You forget, if I don't like the food that comes from that stall!!" Alisha's eyes began to glaze over, holding back the tightness of Tama's attitude now.
Indeed, from the beginning, Alisha knew that Tama's appetite was so complicated. He doesn't like food like he does. Tama likes to eat fancy, delicious without thinking about whether his money bag is enough to meet it.
It used to be easy, because Alisha's father always helped her by giving some money so that Alisha could save little by little.
Since the death of my father. All family needs are burdened on a small salary Tama. Alisha could no longer afford to save. As a result, Tama was shocked. When she had to pay the hospital fees after miscarriage but the savings were not there.
At that time Tama was still a little soft and not like now until Alisha willingly gave her wedding ring to pay for hospital fees.
"Mas just go." Alisha stood up and cleaned the dining table. He was already so tired of the debate, that he would rather give up.
"I'm going to leave." Alisha stared, looking at Tama who went into the room to pick up her briefcase. Her eyes no longer glazed over, but began to let out water when she saw Tama go to work without saying goodbye to her.
Oh God.. Why our relationship is getting worse every day..
Alisha rubs the rough corner of her cheek, then continues her activities to clean up food that has not even been touched.
I'd better borrow some money on the monik later...
After everything is done, Alisha grabs her phone to contact Monik to get the money ready later.
"I'm actually ashamed of Mon because I haven't paid last month.
"When month?
"Don't pretend, debt is debt.
"Forget over. Al, I will prepare the money and do not need to be returned.
"I'll give it back after getting the job.
"Ah whatever. Get me now if so. I know you've been crying again.
Alisha does not answer and justifies the moniker.
"Replace your clothes, dress up the beautiful one and we'll find a new husband for you.
"It's stale entertainment.
"The stale nama, not you.
"Don't say it again. I changed my clothes and I'm going there.
"OKAY.
Alisha smiled even though her eyes could not be covered. He polished his lips with lipstick to disguise his unkind face and immediately drove his motorcycle towards the Monik house.
"Where's this?" Alisha asked as the Monik had already climbed into the boncer.
"Let's go, I'll show you the way." Alisha proposes the motor according to the instructions of the Monik.
The two got off when they arrived at a new cafe that opened a week ago. Lots of frugal packages so Monik took Alisha there and coincidentally, Eldar was also there to look for campus assignment materials.
"Wahh amazing.." Monik's voice smiled widely but faded when he saw the look of Alisha's overcast face." Isha! Not fun." Imbuh Monik.
"Message me coffee that's as bitter as my life." Alisha began to walk, followed by a Monik who immediately held her arm tightly.
"A bitter name is not your life." Alisha took a deep breath hearing that." Can you wear a mask if you're with me like you are now? Your face looks so bad." The Monik Protests are always thrown.
"How can it be good if my heart is not very good. Stop protesting, you're making me dizzy."
Just as Alisha stepped inside the Cafe, the look in Eldar's eyes immediately caught her figure. As if feeling called, Alisha had turned her head for a while before finally returning to look for an empty chair.
Her.. Why could? Eldar's heart wondered, about his second encounter with Alisha.
"Yuk El." Take Dean to stand.
"We'll sit down for a second." Pinta Eldar just walked out of her lips. Alisha tickled her heart even last night she found it difficult to close her eyes because she was constantly imagined by Alisha's movements.
"You're lazy in a place like this." Dean realized, if Eldar was staring at something without blinking." What a good choice." Imbuh Dean chuckles.
"Shut your mouth if I don't want to put a glass in there." Dean fell silent while covering his mouth with both hands.
While at Alisha's desk.
"More." The moniker places a white envelope in front of Alisha.
"Sorry Mon." Slowly Alisha took the envelope and looked at the contents inside.
"Sorry for what?"
"I don't know where else to borrow."
"That's not a loan but my gift, just for you." Although the Monik has an ordinary face, but his fate is luckier than Alisha. The monik has an established and so responsible husband.
"I'll give it back." Alisha smiled faintly and immediately stuffed the envelope into the bag.
"No need for Al. So don't think about it."
"I've been quiet as you ordered but he didn't say goodbye." Alisha started telling stories." I also try to talk carefully so that there are no misunderstandings but it feels very difficult Mon. Talking to him is not as warm as before. I give up, I don't understand what to do." Imbuh Alisha is very slow because it does not want to sound around.
"Just get it divorced."
"It's a wedding not a date. You know it."
"If it's uncomfortable, how else." Alisha took a deep breath and circulated her gaze until her manic caught the figure of Eldar looking at her deeply.
~Connected