
How can I tell Al that his sister Vina has been expelled from school. Head so dizzy it feels, so dizzy I feel pingin vomit. Whatisthis? Vertigo or an ulcer?
I need a break to calm myself down. It's been a month as a wife, a lot of problems that whack up until I forget to be able to relax and enjoy my own life.
All this time Al only knew his sister was still going to school, but I had promised Vina to tell Al later, but when if Al was also angry with me?
I saw Al sitting on his bed, enjoying his favorite TV show. Since getting married, Al prefers to be in the room, he said if outside can not free my nyiumin. What reason is that? It's been a month married, she's still acting like a newlywed.
I try to approach Al and lean on his chest, actually I also like the attitude of Al who always spoil me. He made himself forget the treasure of Papa that was still in the hands of my stepmother.
"Al I want to talk, but don't be angry, yes" I said, feeling the dizzy head never go away.
"What's? Say it, baby, don't hold it," replied Al, stroking my hair by changing the TV channel with the other hand.
"But promise first, don't get mad?"
"Yes, I promise. What the hell? Make me curious," said Al began to growl.
"Take the promise, will you?" I asked to convince him again.
It seemed like keal she did not answer my question, but instead tickled my waist. Oh my goodness, people are like little kids.
"Al, stop! Yes, I want to talk, "My cry, which cannot help but laugh at his deftness.
Finally he stopped with his silly behavior, and gave a look that made me anxious to bite his cheek.
"What if Vina can't go to school anymore?" I asked in a quick tone.
"What's? She has to go to school, what's wrong with her school?" Al was shocked and seemed to be upset with him.
"Al, have you promised not to be angry?" I was disappointed with his attitude.
Al clenched his teeth and smiled in a forced manner, as if he wasn't angry with what I said.
"So what do you think I should do?" Al asked with a silly face still grinning with her tight teeth.
"What the hell are you crispy? If I think let Vina find herself Al, let her enjoy her life first. Maybe one day when he'll find her he'll be eager to go back to school" I explained at length and he paid close attention to me.
"Ok ready, I follow all the advice of the queen of my heart," Al brought her face closer to me.
Suddenly there was nausea that was hurting me, I quickly pushed his body back and went to the bathroom to remove the stomach contents. It looks like I caught a cold, because I feel like the Ac in the room has been too cold not as usual lately. Al and I never changed the temperature.
Worried about my condition Al caught up into the bathroom, he massaged the nape of my neck. I was confused when I could suddenly get sick like that.
"You why the hell? Just worry," Al asked still holding the nape of my neck.
"I don't know, too, why am I so nauseous when you see your face approaching?"
"I mean I'm making you nauseous and want to throw up?" Al was offended by my words.
When I finished cleaning, Al carried me up to the bed. He also covered my body with a thick blanket.
"You need to rest, I won't bother you tonight" Al advised me this time while massaging my head.
It's also nice to have a husband like this, always there if needed. Especially in conditions that are not fit like this, prayer is always awake without being asked. Many times Al held my head, and then he held his own head. He means he wants to measure my body temperature the same or not times yes with his body temperature. Oh co tweet, I Love U so much Al.
Hola.... Does he not know the technology called thermometer??
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That afternoon I was a little better, oh yes this is the third day Wildan's brother taught private Yasmin at home. But during that time I never met him, let only Yasmin and Mbok Sum who complicated with his arrival. Especially now that Vina is always at home sometimes she's the one I told to monitor her youngest sister. Yasmin is a woman and Wildan's brother is a man.
It seems like this time I miscalculated, when I came home from a mini market, Brother Wildan was waiting outside. Maybe Yasmin and Vina are busy inside. Why should I go to the mini market? And why am I so excited to have ice cream today? My wish was never like this. How does it seem to be different? butwhat?
Seeing me get off the bike, brother Wildan woke up from his seat, he gave me a greeting then as a Muslim I must answer it.
When I was about to go inside, suddenly Brother Wildan pulled my sleeve.
"Laila are you mad at me? Is it because I just disappeared?" Ask Brother Wildan to hold me back.
I smiled and turned to him, no Wildan I'm not mad at you. I just take care of my husband's heart.
"So I forget, I'm now someone else's wife. Don't talk about it anymore" I replied with a smile.
"I... I used to propose to you through Momy, but she refused and threatened to make my sickly brother suffer even more. That's why I backed off and disappeared from you," Wildan explained.
Why is he talking like that? I don't want to hear the story between me and him just yet. Why would he explain it to me?
"I'm not angry, sister, I'm just not feeling good if Yasmin and Vina know that we've been close before" I said.
"I also just want to explain that, so you don't continue to misunderstand me later" Wildan explained.
"I'm not angry, excuse me for entering first," I asked her permission to go inside.
Inside my chest room felt tight, it used to be what I was always waiting for. But now I'm sorry, Brother, there's no place for Brother anymore, even though the memories of Brother will always be there. I've been too happy with Al, he's my real prince. Hopefully after saying that Brother is not curious about me anymore.
Al made a call through a video call, it seems like he's still worried if I'm still nauseous like last night.
"Assalamualaikum is beautiful" Her voice and face are so clear in my phone.
"Wa'alaikum bad greetings,"
"Sneaky but make the beautiful deg-degan continue. What's up now?"
"Again the ice cream,"
"Tumben, is it okay?"
"Udah lek," I answered, but he was never angry.
"Yasmin and Vina how are you?"
"Yasmin is again tutoring, and Vina may be accompanying him,"
"Good, stay in the room. Don't let that handsome guru Yasmin see you. Later you play with him I cry,"
What the hell, jayus hugs this guy. I've already met Brother Wildan Al, and you know he even explained his departure back then to me. But I'll never replace you with him.
"Each boss orders executed, I Love u," I gave him a kiss remotely.
"If you are far away brave yes, try if close I continue to start first, but then I also love you," Sindir Al and give me a long distance kiss as well.
Al closed the call, my dizziness felt back. I think I should get plenty of rest. I threw my ice junk into the trash can near the bathroom. It feels like it's spinning all over this earth and I'm not strong. I fell asleep too.