
Rachel took a deep breath, unable to face this reality. He woke up with Lucas again holding him very tightly this morning. His heart was still too panicked until now. He had been in the hospital about thirty minutes ago, but his mind still remembered his fate this morning.
“ You are sick ...? “ Dion immediately sat next to Rachel who did not go directly into her mother's room, instead stopped and sat outside while holding her chest. It made Dion worried for fear of what happened.
“ Do I have to pay the hospital fee if you check me ...? “
“ Yes maybe you have to pay double because I'm a doctor who likes many nurses this hospital, how ..? you can pay me if I want to diagnose your pain ...? “ Dion laughs to see Rachel who is singing her lips because she sneers at the hospital fee problem.
“ I think I'm more suitable with pharmacy drugs or puskesmas course ... “ Rachel smiled wryly answering Dion's offer. Dion sucks a few days a week and gets more annoying than usual when something is hidden from Rachel.
“ So, can I chat with you later? In the cafeteria when you're done looking at your mama and I'm done examining my patients ..? “ Dion puts his shoulders and looks at Rachel.
“ I will meet you in the canteen, I also have to hurry home today. Doctor Damian said that my mother's condition was fine until after the surgery was successfully passed after a week. Can I refuse your invitation if I am happy like this ... ? “ Rachel got up from her chair and walked into the door of the room. “ I will be in the canteen at one noon, I will wait for you to finish with your patient okay ...? “
Dion nodded and Rachel went straight into the room. The man got up and walked into his room. He entered the elevator and headed to the first floor, the hallway of the hospital hallway looked silent now. Actually Dion lied, he didn't
I have patients in this hospital. He still comes here often because his business is not finished and there is still much to say to Rachel. Maybe Rachel didn't realize she wasn't wearing a hospital suit anymore. He wears ordinary formal clothes without medical devices on his body, for example, a stethoscope. Dion only wears regular casual shirts and black trousers.
He opened the door slowly, all the books on his shelf were empty and neatly arranged in cardboard. Ready to be sent away within a week, he only needs one person to be invited to say goodbye. Rachels. Dion walked up to his desk, taking a picture frame with Rachel as he won the science olympiad at the age of fifteen. When he first entered the university. Rachel smiled towards the camera with Dion's hand brandishing the award trophy.
Dion smiled in memory of his old memories with Rachel, he then put the picture frame into another cardboard that was still not fully filled. He sat on his back to the chair, breathing deeply and heavily. Look around
room with twinkle of a limp eye.
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“ Why are you like someone new at PHK ...? “ Rachel sat in a long chair while sipping mango juice already left half a glass. He was still watching Dion who had been sitting quietly since without inviting him to speak, which was really strange. Dion invited him here for a chat while he himself was busy daydreaming.
“ You remember a few days ago I permission leave and go home ...? “ Rachel nods her assent, her mouth still sipping mango juice with a straw. He remembered that Dion had gone home to his parents for a few days without any news until he thought Dion had been kidnapped.
“ Now you want to tell me if you want to go home? Then why are you moody ..? “ Rachel put away the glass of mango juice that was already toilet, Dion mango juice is still full of untouchables. The topic of Dion's parents is indeed a less pleasant thing to talk about. They've always held Dion to do what Dion doesn't like. It wasn't because Dion was a genius that they could manage Dion's wishes. But Dion is too submissive, giving up his biggest dream for his parents.
“ Rachel, I'll go ... “ Dion spoke in a limp tone, he turned around and looked at Rachel with great difficulty.
“ Yes I know, then go home in a few days and I will cook your favorite food later ... “
“ I'm going abroad ... “ Rachel was glued, pecking when she heard what Dion was talking about.
“ You mean? Overseas for what ...? “ Rachel can't accept this, she won't part with Dion now. He could not part with Dion who had been looking after him all this time, being a family for him and kaka who protected him.
“ I came home because I was asked to continue business and school there .. “ Dion bowed lethargic, he did not want to continue the family business. But he is also the only child no other relatives can take over this business problem. Just like Lucas felt when he took over the business at an even younger age than Dion is today.
“ You left me? How long ..? “ Rachel has soared tears, parting with Dion is painful.
“ I can take you and your Mama, my parents won't mind you coming with me ... “ Dion grabs Rachel's hand and clasps the small hand trying to convince Rachel of her proposal. But Rachel fell silent, not that she would trouble Dion forever.
“ Can't Dion, I don't want to bother you with my presence and my Mama's. You are there to learn business and more. I'll be a bully, I'm not who you are ... “ Rachel took off Dion's grip on her hand.
“ Then you can be my family, marry me ... “
Rachel is shocked by Dion's idea to marry her, so far Dion knows there is another man who is always in the future. How could he have married Dion if there was someone else in his heart who had not yet left. Rachel moved her hand away from Dion who was already moving to grab Rachel's hand again.
“ You know I can't .... You know that right ..? “ Rachel looked at Dion with a nelangsa, how could this man in front of her think of marrying her. He doesn't love Dion like love for lovers. But kaka.
“ Your first love ... ? “ Rachel nods her head at Dion's question.
“ Then, who is the man who always drives and picks you up here ...? do you love her too ..? “
“ Dion, he's Lucas. I work, play Violin for him, we .... “ Rachel hung up her sentence, not for what. But his bond with Lucas wasn't because of Violin. “ We're nothing, he drove me because he cared. That's it ... “
“ Why do I see you so happy when I'm around him? Or maybe he was your first love, so you are comfortable being next to him ..? “
Rachel was silent with a series of questions Dion, he never thought that Lucas was the figure of his first love. Their shadows are completely different from each other. But do I look happy with Lucas? How unlikely.
“ Dion, he's not my first love. How could he be that guy, Lucas wasn't that guy. I've found my first love, and it's not Lucas ... “
“ Then, means now the person you love Lucas ...? “ lunge this question makes Rachel silent, she does not love Lucas. How could he fall in love with Lucas. That's not possible. Dion thought too far. This was not the Dion he knew.
“ Rachel, I like you..! no no, I love you. Then why don't you give me a chance and come with me. I promise, I will look after and take care of you both ... “
Dion was increasingly frustrated with the situation that was not on his side, he did not want to leave Rachel but he himself could not rebel to his parents.
“ But, Dion. You are my brother. That's my look at you, I can't turn into your lover let alone your wife. I love you, but not in the same way as you ... “
They are equally silent, silent long enough and deep. Dion's feelings were torn apart in one day. Not broken in an instant. He knew from a long time ago that he had no room in Rachel's heart, now he's sick with bravery
stating feelings. Rachel herself doesn't know what to do. Dion's constant questioning made him think deeply. He pondered his feelings for Lucas. Dion's view of his relationship with Lucas makes Rachel think far.
What if Lucas stays gentle like this? Will he fall in love easily with that man?
“ Rachel, I'll go next week. Are you sure you're not coming with me..? I'm not gonna force you to marry me, I'm just gonna take care of you .... “
“ My answer remains the same Dion, I don't want to trouble you much longer. I can live mandairi later, I will also still consider you as the person I love the most ... “
Rachel moved from her bed, her back feeling heavy because of the serious chatter just now.
“ I say goodbye to Dion, let me know when you're leaving. I'd like to drop you off pegri next week .... “ Rachel walked away, trying as much as possible to ignore Dion who was still silent behind her. He couldn't have kept going near Don and hurt the man after knowing Dion's true feelings for him. All he can do now is stay away. As far away from Dion as possible until the man forgot about him and found a new replacement.
Rachel went outside the hospital, her steps were heavy leaving Dion there. He felt like his relationship with Dion was over today. But maybe this is the best option. Rachel had already walked up to the sidewalk before a hand stopped her.
“ Miss, let me drop off. I've been waiting for Miss ... “ Shawn patted Rachel on the shoulder and made Rachel turn around to look at the man.
“ Lucas told you to come here ...? “
“ Sir is worried that Miss will use public transportation, because of the danger ... “ Shawn walks to deliver Rachel where Lucas' luxury car is already parked there. He is now like an invisible prisoner, without bars but there are hard limits
which cannot be passed.
“ Please Miss .... “ Shawn opened the door as usual politely and bowed his head, how could Shawn bear working with Lucas with such unchanging manners? it really is a miracle.
“ Miss, tomorrow will go to the hospital at what time? Let me deliver ... “
“ I don't know, just look tomorrow. Today my mother moved too much, she won't be quiet. Maybe tomorrow he'll be wretched all day because of exhaustion. Maybe I'll be there during the day ... “ Noon is a great time to avoid Dion there.
“ Well then .. “
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Rachel entered the dimly lit apartment, all looking the same as when she left the apartment this morning, only Rachel saw a shadowy figure walking back and forth. The silhouette continued to tease Rachel's mind, why was Lucas acting so strange now ...?
Rachel approached the silhouette, trying to find the owner of the body. Approach yourself and find a different figure standing by the window with the reflection of twilight light. The man smiled wryly at Rachel, a smile and a misty icy cold gaze.
“ Who are you ...? “ it was a question that came out of Rachel's mouth before everything she saw became blurry, and dark.