
====== An afterthought, about a soul mate who has been destined and outlined. No need to be anxious, what else fret~
Because when the time comes, it will come to you. There is no need to look for another heart, because your own heart will lead you to it.
And if that moment comes, embrace it with all your soul. Don't let go, or hurt. Because he will complete you =====
Lucas walked inside again, his apartment was spacious. Apartments are designed for people who live alone, but have a lot of luxury. This apartment was only used by Lucas when he did not want to linger long in his house. Then he'll stay here. By ourselves. It can be said, this apartment understands the true figure of Lucas. No longer a cold figure with
glaring sharp eyes, but a gloomy figure. Lucas' real figure, he is a quiet person. Lucas never said anything he thought, he never shared his views with anyone else. He was used to solving any problem alone. That's what makes people around him unable to read the real Lucas. It's so closed.
Lucas walked in and still found Rachel sitting stiffly on the sofa, Rachel's gaze blank. Lucas could guess that the girl was thinking in silence. Now he is in the lion's den, he himself gives himself up as bait. Rachel must be cursing her own stupidity.
“ Why are you still quiet like that? you didn't turn into a statue, did you ..? “
Lucas' voice echoed in the spacious apartment room and there were only the two of them. His voice suddenly made Rachel surprised, she immediately realized from her daydream. Actually, he was preparing. After all, he had already sold himself. What else to prepare if not mentally?
“ Maa..f forgive me ... “
It's the first time Rachel has spoken in a normal tone, no formal word like me or you. Rachel doesn't need that courtesy anymore, she's no longer in a position to be respected in Lucas' eyes.
“ shower, bathroom is there .. “
Lucas brandished his hand, pointing towards the large charcoal-black door. Pitch-black. All areas of the building are almost black, on some sides given the color of old ash. An elegant color for a classy person, it must be black. Think Rachel. Rachel got up from the couch and put Lucas's coat, which she used to dry, in the car. He stood in front of Lucas. Not in thought Lucas brought himself closer to Rachel, making Rachel shocked by the movement arrived Lucas who pulled the hair from his ears.
“ Take a shower.. I want to see, the item I just bought .. “
Lucas moved with a smile, enjoying Rachel's nervousness. Plain women who can't act in front of men. An expression Lucas can always read when Rachel is nervous or embarrassed. Rachel was really like a glass, that shadow was reflected and that shadow is what you see. Rachel was left with all her nervousness, she immediately walked in a hurry. There's nowhere safe in this apartment to hide from Lucas.
Rachel immediately opened the bathroom door, she locked the door tightly. Probably just the bathroom, the safest place to avoid Lucas. Rachel stuck her purse to the bathroom door, inhaled a deep breath and exhaled it with a sense of tightness. It was as if the burden of one had been lifted from its pikulan, yet another burden came again. A heavier load was in his stables
just now.
Rachel held the doorknob, making sure the door was properly locked tightly. All of this does not rule out the possibility that Lucas will come in and see Rachel who is bathing. After several times making sure the door was locked, Rachel breathed a sigh of relief. He can shower now. His body was cold and sticky because of the water that fell to the earth with various pollution in it.
The bathroom was so big. With white marble decoration that meets the wall, making the lighting more optimal. Show all the corners of the lavish bathroom. The bathroom is divided into two sides with a glass door bulkhead. Shower and bath up are right there, behind the frosted glass door. Rachel was on the side of the bathroom with a sink and various toiletries that were still in new condition. Rachel washed her face in front of the glass, cleaning her face while closing her eyes. Removing all his bad shadows.
I can, I can get through all this. It's only a moment, after Lucas got tired of me. I'll be free. Rachel continuously repeated her words in a close meeting in her heart, as if it could convince her later. If he's going to be free. Rachel saw her reflection back in the mirror, her face already fresh and clean. But his lips were still blue holding back the cold. Rachel immediately took off the buttons of her clothes one by one, took off her clothes that had been soaked and could not be used anymore, put them in a basket of dirty clothes that were empty. No clothes belong to Lucas, any of them.
Rachel opened the glass door, closed it back and walked over to the shower. His body was completely naked, but the bad thought when Lucas arrived in the bathroom continued to be imagined in Rachel's brain. He looked around for no reason, just to make sure Lucas wasn't in the bathroom with him. Slowly Rachel turned on the shower that poured warm water all over her body.
The water flowed and calmed the muscles of Rachel's body that had been tense since earlier, slowly the muscles began to calm and relax. Rachel could enjoy the time a little. A safe time for him. With Lucas alone.
Hot water vapor condenses on the glass surface, covering the image of Rachel cleaning herself. Letting Rachel with her quiet world. His world was peaceful before Lucas came.
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Lucas walked into his music room, stepped in and peddled his feet all over the room. Looking for the whereabouts of his violin, somehow he suddenly wanted to play a sad song. The sad song that was ringing in his mind. After finding the Violin he was looking for, Lucas immediately pulled the Violin out of the storefront. It was the Violin that was bought at auction yesterday. Rachel Violin. Lucas himself is still confused as to why this violin is in Rachel's hands.
actually he had met the owner of this violin before or not. But Lucas threw his mind away, playing Beethoven's song. Elise Fur. A very sad love song.
It is painful and painful to hear. As if this song represents all the feelings of the person who is hurt and separated from the lover. This song makes us listen to the feelings of a Beethoven who is unlucky in terms of romance. The one you love the world, but poor in love. No doubt about Lucas. He does not want to be loyal to one woman. But her love story is too tragic to tell. Too bad to remember. From that moment on, he decided. There is no more love. But love is no doubt a feeling that arises by itself. Cannot be controlled or stopped. It just flows.
Sometimes Lucas could feel the pain again, the feeling of being abandoned by a lover. It made Lucas realize that if his heart was not completely petrified, he still had a soft side in his heart that could be entered by the feeling of love. Lucas further slowed down the friction of his bow, the sound produced more shrill and heartbreaking. The tone was slow but consistent. Consistent recounts how the pain of a broken heart, fighting for one heart, yet ultimately alone. Beethoven was really unlucky in his feelings. He loved many women, hurt and rose again. Falling in love again and getting sick again. Begit continued until the end of his life. It makes people love to tell about the musician's curse.
A curse for musicians who are not lucky in love, a curse that may be true and not. If Lucas played this song in piano keys, his hands would play the piano keys and give it a touch of A minor. Fast but slashing beats. Very sad song, just like another song called Moonlight. Beethoven's sad song. A touch of keys that are high but heavy to hear. Too touching to watch. Lucas was too late in his game, he didn't realize the world was spinning. But Lucas still wants to stay in the past. Unconsciously he closed his eyes, playing on the memory of his past which was more beautiful than the future. No one knows what the future looks like, all just waiting for their happy moments.
Rachel's done cleaning up her body, she's done fifteen minutes ago. But now that the confusion has struck Rachel, there are no clean clothes for her. Now he just uses a towel that doesn't help. A white towel that covered only part of Rachel's legs and chest. Can't cover his nudity completely. Rachel had just come out of the bathroom with wastiness, afraid Lucas caught her unclothed, using only a towel. Rachel paced back and forth in the room and looked for something to cover her body. But nil. Rachel finally ventured to open Lucas' closet. I just borrowed it, yeah. I just borrowed it. Rachel muttered as she continued to look for clothes that Lucas could use.
But there are no useful clothes. All just Lucas' shirt and suit that fit Lucas' pants would be very long if Rachel wore them. Rachel kept looking until she found a sizable shirt, much larger in size than the other shirts.
It hangs neatly in the closet. Rachel stuck the shirt on her body. At least it can cover his hands. And the length to the knee. Doesn't matter. Rachel immediately put on the shirt and threw the wet towel on any chair, she had changed with a shirt that was lying on her tiny body. But this makes Rachel satisfied, with this Lucas will not see her naked body. Rachel took back the wet towel and was about to put it in the dirty laundry basket.
Rachel walked through the room with the door slightly open. There was a soft violin at night. Rachel could hear the song she was playing. Bagatelle Fur Ellise. A song Beethoven dedicated to a mysterious woman named Elis. But this song is still a mystery. But every point of his tone was no longer a mystery, but a certainty. His tone clearly showed the pain of love. It was obvious when Beethoven played this song for the first time.
Rachel approached the door and further sharpened her sense of hearing, until she arrived at the door, she could see Lucas playing the violin with his solemnity. He was pressing the bow to the violin string with his eyes closed, living out every note he played. Rachel unknowingly enters the song, feels the pain of the song, and the feeling Lucas wants to convey
through Elis. You woman named Elis know how much she was loved by Beethoven. She must have been the happiest woman, earning a very lasting embodiment of love. The song is legendary and everyone knows how much Beethoven loved Elis.
Rachel still saw the figure of Lucas who blurred, because of the minimal lighting and dim. Lucas makes a mysterious figure who is playing a love song for his lover. Rachel was still enjoying Lucas' game until Lucas stopped playing. Makes Rachel was worried that her whereabouts had been known to Lucas. Rachel immediately hid behind the dinging, sharpening her ears if only
lucas's feet approached him. But Rachel was wrong, Lucas didn't stop playing. He continued his play with another song. This made Rachel breathe a sigh of relief. Then Rachel realized she couldn't be here much longer.
Rachel immediately ran and put the wet towel with the origin into the basket. He immediately ran and entered the room, Rachel did not know how many rooms in this apartment. But he only found one, and the other room? No one had doors except Lucas' room just now. Just the bathroom and the room. This means he can only be in this room. Rachel continued to look towards the door,
anticipating Lucas' arrival. Rachel waited on standby, not knowing when Lucas arrived. I don't know if he's gonna be attacked? Or whatever it is. Rachel needs to stay alert.
Rachel continued to wait while staring at the door, the door was still closed and never open. Is Lucas gone? It's ten o'clock, where he went this night. Is he not coming here? All those questions were in Rachel's brain. He is still alert and constantly vigilant. But now that it was midnight, his body could not endure with full consciousness. Rachel could feel a drowsiness that began to make her eyes feel heavy to open. And unknowingly Rachel was already lying curled up on the bed. He bent his legs as if his hands were about to touch his feet. The position is similar to that of a self-protective fetus.
At exactly two in the morning, Lucas just entered his room. It will be like that, when he is troubled. He doesn't remember time, time seems to have stopped in Lucas' dimension. He played Violin without realizing time had passed for hours. Now he enters his room and finds Rachel curled up in bed, curled up like a self-protective baby. Lucas smiled slightly, his hands reaching for the blanket and covering Rachel's cold body from AC. Lucas realizes Rachel is wearing his shirt.
“ You are smart enough to use my clothes, although it is more interesting if I see you naked ... “
Lucas speaks for himself while covering Rachel's body in a tight meeting, providing protection for the small body from the Ac. Lucas inched onto the bed, laying down beside Rachel. He has never taken any woman to his house or apartment. Rachel was first. Seeing the figure of Rachel who was beside him, made Lucas feel a little calm. He approached Rachel and nodded
that tiny body with his embrace. Lucas hugged Rachel's back tightly. Kissing Rachel's neck gave off a fragrant scent that made Lucas calm.
Unaware Lucas also falls asleep next to Rachel, for some reason. Being beside Rachel, Lucas could feel a bit of peace. Like a load on his shoulder he could leave for a moment and he could relax his muscles for a while. For decades of his life, it was probably the most peaceful sleep Lucas had ever had. She fell asleep with a smile on her lips, with her hands hugging Rachel.
Sleep, life is sometimes too dark black to cover another color Rachel, but that doesn't mean another color is gone. Black may be my life, but that doesn't mean I only have black in my life. I have a lot of colors I can show you, if you want to see them. Seeing that color deep inside me. Sleep, Rachel. Go sleep.